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Enjoy the chapter, Dougie's going mad.

Dougie's POV.

I put the wet towel over my face and sat in the bathroom's floor. I thought about what had just happened; I almost, only almost, kissed Ally. I was proud of myself, I'd been able to control myself after she did what she did… I know many girls don't understand that having their lips over our fingers or whatever, you get it, is really sexy. And Ally was already really sexy without doing that, temptation was knocking on my door every time I saw her, it didn't help if she did those kinds of things, even if she didn't notice it at all.

'I love my girlfriend Frankie' I thought over and over again, which was true, but I couldn't deny it anymore, I liked Ally too. I didn't know if I like her as much as I like Frankie but I didn't want to think about it either, I didn't see how it would make things better or easier for me. Staying away from Ally wasn't an option, I wasn't going to end my friendship just because she's the most amazing girl I've ever met, no way. But I wasn't going to walk away from my girlfriend either… I'd waited for too long for her to come back to me, it's just that she came back to me when I was running to Ally's arms… And now I felt like I was standing in the middle of the highway between Ally and Frankie, though Frankie already had me.

'This is what happens when Jazzie bring friends to our rehearsals' I thought annoyed.

"Dougie, are you ok?" Ally's voice came to me from the other side of the door.

"Yes, I'm fine, I'll meet you in the kitchen in two minutes" I said.

I stood up and breathed in and out a couple of times, trying to calm down my natural instincts that usually lead me to be the pervert I am… Though many times it's only joking, alright? I'm not a real pervert… You know what I mean!

I went back to the kitchen and kept my distance from her. She didn't ask me why I'd run away like that, which was a good thing because I hadn't thought about any good excuse. She usually didn't ask uncomfortable questions, it was like a special gift she had.

"Why don't you sit down for a moment?" she said softly, without moving from her place. She had her less crossed and looked like a queen in the middle of my kitchen. Then she laughed "You look like crap"

I sat and didn't stop looking at her for a single second. 'This is bad, Dougie' I thought 'She's awesome, this is bad…'

She looked away from me and sighed.

"Why do you look so miserable, Doug?"

"Because I'm confused"

"You have no right to…" she stopped and I tried to see her face through her hair.

"Are you ok, Ally?" I asked her as I stood up and walked toward to her.

She moved her head from side to side. I was walking slowly toward her, my head was in a weird position as I was trying to see through her hair. She looked up and her face confirmed what I feared; she was crying.

"Why are you crying?" I asked her, still some inches away, too afraid to touch her, too afraid to do the same thing Frankie had done to me, no matter how badly I wanted it, I wasn't going to become what I hated.

"It's my birthday today" she said "I've never cared about my birthday but it always makes me see how different and lonely I am… And it's not fair, it's not fair…"

I bitted my lip and slowly put my arms around her.

"Danny had never been able to learn the date of my birthday" I said "It doesn't mean he doesn't love me… Well, that didn't sound appropriate but you kwon what I mean"

She laughed a little bit. Yes, there it is! I loved to make her smile.

"Happy birthday" I whispered into her hear "Just because I don't know when you were born doesn't mean that I don't love you"

I thought about what I'd said for a moment, thinking that she could be thinking about it too… Maybe she was thinking I really meant it, that I really loved her. And did I? Did I really love her? I put that thought away, knowing that I shouldn't even be thinking about it.

"I wont hang around with you anymore, I always end up crying" she said.

"Sorry"

She turned, still in my arms "It was only a joke, I didn't mean you made me cry, you are…"

She didn't finish, but I knew what she meant I think… And if I knew, it meant she liked me. And if she liked me, then Houston we've got a problem because I liked her too so there's nothing but Frankie stopping us.

I looked at her and she looked at me, I could see all the little details on her face.

I heard the front door opened and backed off, realizing again that I was loosing control. Ally quickly sat down again as she looked away from me, she seemed to be a better actor than I was and so when my sister and Danny came in, they only were looking at me.

"Doug, are you ok?" Jazz ask me "You look… Weird"

"Like crap" Ally said and laughed a little bit.

"Bite me" I said.

"Come closer" she raced an eyebrow and smiled in a sexy way. She was already sexy without saying that stuff or crossing her legs, or smiling that way, which made her twice sexy, which made me twice stupid, WHICH wasn't good.

'This is twice bad, Dougie' I thought 'And stop talking to yourself!'