Ok this chapter has a part in it that I'm not sure is enough to be M rated but I've never even a good judge on that kind of stuff... They don't get to far so it's not so bad... Just don't get mad because this is fair warning.
Yusuke: just get on with the chapter!
Me: hey I don't want them getting upset because I didn't warn them about you 2 making out so shut up and deal with it!... Hiei disclaimer please.
Hiei: why should I?
Me: because I'm the author and you love me.
Hiei: *blush* she doesn't own anything...
Me: *glomps* yay!

Hiei's POV
I knew I was awake but I didn't open my eyes in fear that I would shatter the feeling of warmth and safety I felt. There was a slight weight on my waist and odd scents surrounded me. Nothing like the trees and forest I was usually surrounded by. I should be worried and some part of me was... But I felt something comforting about where I was. That thought jolted me out of whatever half asleep daze I was in and I forced my eyes open. I slowly became aware of my surroundings. I was being held against something nice and warm. I was comfortable which was not good. I was a thief, a criminal, I wasn't supposed to get comfortable, if I got comfortable I ended up dead. I raised my head slowly to look at the thing, or more appropriately person, I was sleeping against. I was incredibly confused to see the detective and even more confused as to why if felt so comfortably perfect. I closed my eyes again. I was still tired and against my better judgment I has decided to start trusting Yusuke back at Maize castle. I let out a small, comfortable sigh and allowed myself the comfort of Yusuke holding me. I didn't see the harm in acting like one of the humans in that stupid love 'movie' Yusuke made me watch on the little black box he called a TV since no one was around to see it. I slowly began falling back asleep when I felt the arm on my waist tighten and Yusuke nuzzled into my hair. I felt my face heat up a little but I ignored it and fell back asleep.

Yusuke's POV
I opened my eyes slowly and in my half asleep state I couldn't seem to wrap my head around why I was holding Hiei. The memories of yesterday flashed through my mind and I cringed at the memory of Keiko kissing that other boy. Probably someone from her college. I sighed Kuwabara went off to medical school and Kurama joined an exchange program and went to college in America. Koenma was still fighting with his dad so I didn't have any connections in spirit world at the moment. I don't know if I have felt this lonely since before Keiko. I had no friends and my mom was on a drinking binge. Hiei snuggled against me "hmnmhmm... Yu-suke...' He mumbled in his sleep. 'I'm not completely alone...' I thought to myself smiling. I reached up to his hair and ran my fingers through it gently. It was surprisingly soft. I was hurting after Keiko but... Hiei... Hiei was... I wouldn't have been able to describe it in words even if my life depended on it. I had no urge to move and no where to be any time soon so I just sat there and played with Hiei's hair.

Hiei's POV
My eyes fluttered open and I looked at Yusuke. He was awake and playing with my hair and he hadn't noticed I was awake yet. My face heated up. "Yu-... Detective?" I asked catching myself before using his actual name. His eyes widened and he blushed. "S-sorry..." He mumbled but he didn't remove his hand from my hair. I closed my eyes and enjoyed the way it felt so natural and comfortable to be like this with Yusuke. Then I woke up fully and realized exactly what was going on. I flinched back from him and sat up and shoved him off the couch quickly. He seemed surprised and his face was bright red. "H-Hiei?" He asked. I looked down at him to glare but I stopped cold when I saw the hurt look on his face. I growled when I felt guilt start to rise in my stomach. I sighed "Detective?" I asked and he looked up at me "sorry... You can... You can leave if you want..." I sighed and climbed off the couch kneeling between his knees. I leaned forward and put my hands by his hips on the ground. My mouth was only a few inches away from his, "Yusuke?" I asked and he looked at me blushing. I smirked lightly at the perfect embarrassed-nervous look on his face. "Hiei..." He breathed out and my breathe hitched. I leaned in a little. He wrapped his arms around my shoulders and laid down on his back pulling me with him. He closed his eyes and I pressed my hips against his. He moaned softly and I smirked leaning down a little to close the small space between our lips. He moaned into the kiss. I used his open mouth to slip my tongue in. I hated physical contact of any kind because it brought back bad memories but I had to admit that this felt... Perfect. My eyes fluttered closed and I lost myself in the kiss. I forgot where I was and for a minute I forgot who I was. His hands found my hair and I gasped when he pulled it. His tongue danced with mine and I realized he tasted indescribably good. 'Why would Keiko ever need more than this...?' I asked myself as he wrapped his legs around my hips. Yusuke put his hands on my chest and pushed my up a little. I raised an eyebrow as he gasped for air. He was beautiful like this. His tan skin turned red around his cheeks, his lips slightly parted, his golden-brown eyes half lidded, and his dark brown hair messy and un-gelled. While he was trying to catch his breathe I moved down and started attacking his neck. He moaned and I smirked pressing my hips against his enjoyed the loud moan he let out as well as the bulge starting to grow there. He gasped "H-Hiei... Nngg" he groaned as I bit into his collar bone. I licked at the blood coming from the small wound. He grabbed my hair and reconnected our mouths. I smirked and dominated the kiss. 'Perfect...' I thought to myself. Just as I thought it the door slammed open and I flinched jumping off of him. I looked at the door to see his mom standing there leaning heavily on the door. She was obviously very drunk. She stared at us for a minute before taking a drink out of the beer bottle she had in her hand. "Hiiii... Yu *hic* suke... Who's your *hic* friend?" She asked closing the door. Yusuke blushed "Hey mom... This is Hiei..." He said looking away. His mom smiled at me and took a step forward. She passed out on the floor and I stared. Yusuke stared "You should go..." He said not looking at me. I looked at him slightly hurt but didn't say anything. I grabbed my clothes off the back of the couch where they had been drying and left. I ran into the woods where I knew no people went and I changed clothes quickly. I collapsed against a tree drawing my knees against my chest. There was an intense pain in my chest. I was embarrassed firstly, I had let my guard down and been completely comfortable with him, then we got caught by his mom. I was disappointed in myself because after all the training I went through to learn to keep myself alive I ignored it all to be close to the detective. Most of all though I was hurt. I had trusted the detective and let him close to me in ways I didn't let anyone else. I looked up at the sky. It was a perfect sunny day, the birds were chirping and the sun was shining. Only an insane person would hate weather like this. Right now though, it just felt like the world was laughing at me. Although that's the fate of the forbidden child, to never be accepted or cared for, and to be forever alone and shunned by the world.

Me: *wince* That took an unexpected depressing turn
Yusuke: don't you have this planned out?
Me:... Define planned out...
Yusuke + Hiei: Idiot...
Me: oh... Shut up! Or I'll... I'll... Do something very painful to you
Hiei: I'm so scared... -_-
Me: *glares at Hiei* Review and get cookies!