Little naughty Dougie, you like to misbehave...

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Ally's POV

We were sitting in a corner of the little garden that was in the bar. Not many people was there because it was really cold, but Robert, the boy who was sitting next to me, had put his coat around my shoulders. He was being polite but I could see his intentions behind it; a kiss or maybe more. The poor guy didn't know he wasn't going to get anything of that from me.

"So do you like reading?" he asked me.

"Yes" I said. I couldn't understand why he was wasting his time with me, there were thousand of girls inside that would fall very easily for him, he was extremely handsome, but my mind was somewhere else; jealousy was keeping me from focusing in whatever Robert said, my brain was forcing me to think over and over again in the moment in which Frankie kissed Doug in front of me, it had been something painful to see and I knew that was exactly what she had wanted to do; hurt me.

"What do you like reading?"

"Many different things really… I like Jane Austen or Anne Rice… I like Twilight"

"Twilight?" he said and laughed "Isn't that a book for teenagers?"

"I am a teenager" I raced an eyebrow, surprised at his stupid comment "Besides, it' not a book just for teenagers, Tom reads it too"

"Who?"

"Tom… Fletcher… From McFLY"

"You know him? Are you famous?"

"No, he's just my friend"

"That's cool, that guy is pretty awesome. I'm not surprise he's your friend anyway, no matter how cool he is"

"What do you mean?"

"Well, who wouldn't want to be your friend?" he smiled sweetly "You are really beautiful"

"Look, Robert, I really think you are wasting your time with me"

"Why would you say that?"

"I know what you want; you want me to kiss you or something like that"

"Well, yes, I thought about it but… I think I'm more interesting in you"

"You don't know me, how could you be interesting in me?"

"I don't know, you caught my eye immediately. I'd love to get to know you, if you let me"

He had a really pretty smiled and he was being honest, I could tell very easily when someone was lying to me, and he wasn't, he really was interesting in me. I couldn't get Dougie out of my mind though, I already liked him too much. 'Look what you are throwing away' I thought 'This guy is awesome… Dougie is perfect, but he'll never be ours' There was no point in waiting for Dougie because he wasn't going to be mine anyway, he was too much for me and I could never compete with someone like Frankie.

"Alright" I said and smiled "I'll give you a chance"

"Awesome… Look, I'm kind of hungry. Why don't we go to another place? I know a restaurant near here" he said as we stood up; it was starting to get really cold.

"I don't know, I shouldn't really leave" I said and bitted my lower lip. Danny promised my mum he would drive me home and he was going to freak out if he didn't find me later.

"I promise you we'll be back in not more than two hours. You've just arrived, I don't think your friends are leaving any time soon. Please?" he made a puppy face and I felt like I already liked him… Just liked him as friends, alright?

"Two hours. Not even one more minute"


Doug's POV

It'd been more than an hour since I started looking for Ally. The place was big but not that big, I was sure she had left… 'What if she left with a guy?' I thought 'No, Ally wouldn't do that… Would she? No, she didn't even kiss anyone yet, she wouldn't…' I couldn't believe how terrified I felt. Danny was nowhere to be seen and neither was Jazzie. Harry and Tom kept telling me to have some fun, that Ally would appear sooner or later, but I just couldn't calm down. It was a blessing Frankie had left because this would have got me into huge troubles, she could see through me, she could see I liked Ally, but luckily she couldn't see how much.

I looked around the room and saw my lovely Ally coming through the front door… With another guy. So she had really left… With another guy… Why did she come back? Where had they gone? I run to her and hugged her, the guy next to her didn't seem too happy about it, but screw him, she's mine.

"Ally, where the hell have you been? I was – I mean, we were so worried about you" I said.

"Is he your boyfriend?" the guy next to her asked.

"No, he's not my boyfriend" Ally said "Dougie, I'm fine, I just went to get something to eat."

"And what took you so long!?"

"It's none of your business" she said.

"Yes, it is, we were suppose to take care of you"

"No, that's not true, Danny was supposed to take care of me and I don't see him around"

"Come on, Ally, let's go outside" the guy put her arm around her shoulder and I couldn't help pushing him. He looked at me for a moment and then hit me in the face.

"No, Robert, stop!" Ally shouted and push him away from me. He accidentally pushed her and she fell to the floor. I jumped over him, absolutely angry, and we fell over a table. I heard bottles breaking and I hit my head with something pretty hard. I tried to stand up but fell, I was kind of dizzy.. I saw Harry and some other guy holding Robert from hitting me again while Ally took my hand and helped me to stand up "Come outside with me"

It was incredibly cold outside, the streets were empty. I closed my eyes for some minutes and opened them slowly. Ally was looking at me with an angry face.

"Why did you do that?"

"He hit me first"

"Don't be such a baby, you pushed him"

"He touched you!"

"He only put his arm around me, Dougie. Don't you think I deserve some love too?" I could notice tears forming in her eyes and it made me feel like crap, I wanted to hold her.

"Of course you do"

"Then don't hit my future date!"

"But… I don't feel comfortable with that, I don't want you to have dates"

"I had one date with you and you kissed another girl. That's fine, I didn't complain not even once about it, so let-me-be!" she was breathing heavily and one little tear run down her cheek. I put my hand in her and put an arm around her "Don't do that."

"Do what?"

"Don't look at me like that. Don't you see how hard is for me to be your friend, only your friend?"

My heart was beating faster, she was so closed to me. She was sad because of me, and she was right, I had ruined the possible relationship between us and I was keeping her from having any other relationship, but I just couldn't let her go, I couldn't see her with another guy, I'd kill me.

"It's hard for me too"

"Then why do we have to be friend? Why only friends?" she almost whispered without looking away from me, her eyes were hypnotizing me, her lips were calling me, my heart was telling me to be hers but my mind kept reminding my of Frankie.

"We don't have to…" I said. That was the truth, what I really wanted, but what I was also afraid of "We could be so much more… Just give me time, will you? Please, Ally… Wait for me, please. Will you?"

"Dougie, I cant wait forever"

"What if… What if I give you a proof of my love?" I said hesitating, knowing that I was about to do it, I was going to do the bad thing "Then would you wait for me?"

She closed her eyes and another two tears run down her cheek. "Yes, I will"

I slowly broke the tiny space between us and closed my eyes. My heart reacted immediately when my lips reached hers, they were so incredibly soft and warm. I run my finger through her hair really slowly and caressed her cheek softly. We froze like that and stood there for what seemed eternity. I could feel her heart beating fast too, just like mine, both of us excited, happy.

But soon guilt overpowered me, different imagines of Frankie crying run through my mind without stop and I couldn't ignore them, they were everywhere, intoxicating every other feeling of happiness, intoxicating my perfect kiss with Ally.

I took some steps backwards, horrified of what I had just done.

I was a cheater.

I was a bad person.

I was as bad as her now.