Ally's POV

Two tall guys from security surrounded us, blocking our way to our car. Susan was so happy and excited that she almost didn't even see the guy in front of her, but I stopped her. She was still jumping up and down excited while I was drowning in misery.

'Why did I even agree to come!?' I thought completely annoyed with myself.

Jackson had some business to do in this city and Susan came up with the idea that it'd be really fun if we all went together as a family… And that it'd be also really fun to go to McFLY's concert, just the two of us, so we could spend more time together. I had only said yes because she almost begged me to go with her, she was seriously in love with this band, and I just couldn't say no. But the moment I saw him playing, as beautiful as usual, it broke my heart… And then he saw me and froze… That was even worst, I whished he'd never seen me there.

"Could you please move?" Susan asked politely.

"I'm sorry, ma'am, I'm afraid I cant. Could you please come with us for a moment?"

"Is there any kind of problem?" Susan asked.

"Not exactly, the bassist asked us to look for you"

My heartbeat sped; he was looking for me. Why would he be looking for me?

Susan almost fainted "Are you kidding me!? Really!?" I sometimes felt like I was the grownup and she was the little wild teenagers "Come on, Ally, let's go"

"No, I want to go home, I'm tired" I said.

"No way we are going home… They are your friends anyway, they must be missing you"

"I don't want to go"

"Oh, come on, please… Just five minutes, I swear. I really want to meet Tom, please!"

I rolled my eyes and nodded. The security guys lead us through many stairs and hallways.

"That door, the one at the end of the hallway" he said and then left.

Susan was trembling of excitement, not even the worst news ever could erase that lunatic smile in her face.

"Are you sure you wont have a heart attack?" I asked her with a little smile.

"No, I'm not sure really" she said.

"I can wait for you here"

"Look, I don't know what happened between Dougie and you but I loved having celebrities in my house from time to time, so go there and fix whatever happened between you two"

"It cant be fixed!"

"Fix it!"

"Are you listening to me?"

"Are you kidding me? Tom Fletcher is in that room, I can't paying attention to anything else, Ally!"

I opened the door slowly and everybody inside turned to watch. Jazzie ran to me and hugged me.

"I am so glad you came!" she said.

"What happened to your hair?" I asked her.

"I told you I'd changed it"

I blushed remembering our last conversation; she had changed her hair, she really wanted to be my friend.

"Will you be my friend again now?" she asked smiling.

"Of course" I said.

"Ally! It's good to see you again!" Tom said and he came to give me a small hug.

"Introduce us" Susan whispered into my ear.

"Oh, right… Tom, this is Susan, she's my mum and a huge fan of you" I said and then left with Jazzie, Susan was going to keep him busy for a long time.

Danny was waiting for me wit his arms opened. "Oh, girl, we've missed you!"

"I've missed you too"

"Promise you wont leave us again, you are now officially part of the weirdos's group"

I laughed "Alright, I promise"

"Hi, Ally" Dougie said shyly. I ignored him and went to greet Harry. My relationship with Harry was a bit more formal; I figured out he knew Dougie liked me and that I would get him into trouble, so he was keeping an eye on me, but I knew he didn't dislike me, he'd always treated me well.

"So what are you doing here?" Jazzie asked me.

"My mum wanted to see McFLY and she kind of dragged me to come with her"

"We are glad she did" Danny said smiling. He quickly touched Jazzie's hand, kind of caressing it. Jazzie hadn't told me anything about what was going on between them, but it was very hard to keep anything from me and I understood very fast that something between them had happened the very first morning I saw her at school after the day of the party; it's really easy to see when someone's happy because of love.

"So did you like the show?" Dougie asked and I ignored him again, which I would perfectly notice if I was someone else, this attitude showed how weak I was, but the rest of them weren't as perceptive as I was… Well, maybe Harry noticed it… But Dougie would obviously notice it, though I hoped he didn't.

"Where are you staying?" Jazzie asked me half a second after Dougie made his question and I felt relief that they didn't notice my attitude.

"At a quite fancy hotel quite near here. We're leaving tomorrow though. Are you straying here much longer?" I said.

"No, we are leaving tomorrow too, we have our last show on Manchester and then we are coming back to London" Harry said.

"Manchester? Is it pretty there?" I said. I loved Europe's architecture and nature, it was so beautiful, but I didn't know many places, only London really… And Dublin, which was the city in which we were right now.

"You bet it is!" Danny said.

"Why don't you come with us?" Dougie said. Everybody looked at him and smiled.

"You are such a genius, Doug!" Jazzie said and then turned to me "Come on, Ally, come with us! Finish the tour with us, you may even appear in the DVD!"

"What? No, no, I cant, I've got to back to London with my family"

"Mrs. Heller!" Jazzie ran to her, followed by Danny "Mrs. Heller, can Ally come with us to Manchester?"

"We invite her, ma'am" Danny said "We'll pay for everything and she'll be always with us, there's loads of security around also"

"Of course she can stay" Susan said "You don't even have to ask, she's all yours!"

Alright, thanks 'overprotective mum'… You sure miss me, huh?

Jazzie turned and winked at me. Then she hugged me tight.

"I'm so happy you are staying! I needed a girl around me for a while" she said.

"I'm glad too" Not true, I didn't even know how long I was staying with them and it meant probably sleeping in Dougie's same room but for an unknown amount of time.

"Food is here!" Danny shouted wildly and run toward the guy who had just entered.

I laughed as I watched them all run to the food, they looked like an army of hungry wild kids.

"Can we talk for a minute?" Dougie asked me with sweet troubled eyes.

"I rather not talk to you really" I said looking away before his eyes could make me say yes.

"Yeah, I've noticed that" he said with a sad tone "But I wont stop following you until you say yes… And you will have to spend a couple of long days with us"

I sighed "Whatever you have to say, say it fast, Poynter"

"Why don't we go outside?" he asked me.

I looked at him, racing an eyebrow "You are kidding, right? Just say it"

"Look, if we are going to talk, let's make it right"

It was hard to try to deny him anything when I was so in love with him. I felt like the biggest fool ever, I shouldn't have even come to Dublin in the first place. Yes, I was happy to see my friends again, I was happy to know everything was alright between Jazzie and me, I was happy to see Susan happy, but I wasn't really happy… And he wasn't helping either, every time I tried to run away from him, even if I was just fighting back memories, he always made his way back to my heart, and I couldn't go on like this anymore. I needed to be stronger and I was going to tell him that now… He'd made his choice and no matter how much it hurt me, I had to make up my mind, I had to get rid of every single feeling of love I had for him because they gave me nothing but problems. I loved him a lot and he'd told he loved me too, but love hadn't been made for me and he also loved someone else.

"Alright… Let's make this right"