I changed some things, especially in the end.

This is the second time I post this chapter.

It took me a couple of hours to write this chapter, my mind was blank. But here it is. Enjoy it and review.

Thanks a lot for reviewing.

The story is coming to its end :O!

[not in the chapter, of course]

Dougie's POV

I was feeling well physically, but emotionally I felt like crap. I felt as if all Ally had told me was a lie, it was too horrible to be true, but I knew she wouldn't lie to me and her face was serious and sad. I didn't want to imagine her face the moment she found her father dead… She must have suffered so much. But I still couldn't believe she had waited 16 years to stop his father and his psycho partners, she had watched that kid while he was being tortured and she did nothing about it.

'Well, what would you have down?' It was as if a little Dougie-angel was standing in my left shoulder while the other Dougie-devil was standing in the right one. This time the Dougie-angel was talking 'She wasn't a coward, she was in danger!'

'She left that family and ran here with Jackson, she left the family from Mendoza completely unprotected' the Dougie-devil said.

'But we love her!' Dougie-angel said.

'She's dangerous!' Dougie-devil said.

'She's hot!'

'There's people hunting her!'

'She kicked Danny's ass, that's the coolest thing ever!'

'She kicked your ass… Well, your shoulder! With a butcher-knife!'

I sighed, I needed to stop that fight between my fears and my feelings. I knew I could not ignore my feelings, I really lloved her and I was looking forwards to love her even more, but this, her lifestyle, was too much for me. She may have left her country, but now I could see that some part of who she had been was still living in her.

A doctor came in the morning and told me I could go home if I wanted; I had to lay down on bed and don't make any movements with my shoulder, but he said that I'd be ok. Danny drove me to my mum's house. Jazzie ran to me and was about to give me a painful hug but Danny stopped her; thanks God I've got Danny.

"How are you feeling?" she asked me.

"Wonderful" I said ironically.

"Tom said you were in a bad mood"

"Do you see me smiling right now?"

"There's no need to behave like an asshole"

I sighed and took her hand "Sorry… I just have a lot going on in my mind" I gave her a small smile and we entered the house. Paul and my mum were watching TV in the living-room. Mum seemed uncomfortable the moment she saw me, she probably thought I was going to be mad at her because of Paul, but I wasn't, I was glad he was there, mum seemed happy and I really liked him. Besides, it was too late for me, but Jazzie could still enjoy having a father… Or kind of.

I sat in a couch after greeting mum and Paul. I didn't feel like watching TV, I didn't feel like eating, I didn't find Danny's stupidity funny, nothing. I couldn't stop thinking about Ally's past; I was already in McFLY when I was 16 and my problems seemed so tiny next to the life she had been forced to have.

"Are you alright?" Paul asked me when we were alone. Mum had gone to buy lunch and Danny and Jazzie were in the kitchen doing God-knows-what.

"I don't know…"

"Are you having trouble with the ladies again?"

"How do you do that? How do you know everything?"

"Your sister told me"

"Oh…"

"Do you want to tell me what's up with… Ally, right?"

"Yes, her name's Ally. She's… Quite perfect" I smiled unconsciously.

"But…?"

"But she is…" how could I explain it without explaining everything? "She wasn't always as she is now, she was more… evil"

"She's the girl who did that to you, right?" he pointed at my shoulder, which was covered with bandages.

I nodded "But it was an accident, she didn't to it on purpose" I said quickly.

"You are defending her… You yourself don't believe she's evil if you are defending her"

I thought about if for a moment.

'There you have, I won!' Dougie-angel said.

"I kind of behaved like an asshole yesterday when I talked to her…"

"Then what are you waiting for? Go find her, tiger"

I laughed and stood up; he was right. I went to the kitchen and asked Danny to drive me to Ally's house.

"But she may not be there now"

"How do you know?"

"Oh, don't you know she's moving?" Jazzie said.

"What!?" First I felt completely empty, then completely afraid of loosing her and then completely sure I'd behaved like a jerk.

"I called her and asked her to come home to hang around and she told me she was moving."

"Why?"

"I don't know, she said her family thought it was better to move"

"Has she already left?"

"I have no idea"

"Danny, drive me to her house now!"

He stood up quickly and we kind of ran to the car –I couldn't ran, it made my shoulder hurt like hell. It was Saturday and the traffic was going to make my nerves explode.

"Can't you go any faster?" I said.

"Yes, sure, I can fly over the others cars, I'd totally forgotten about it" he said in a sarcastic tone.

If Ally was in a Witness Protection Program, nobody would tell me where she was. If she left today, I'd loose her forever. I didn't understand how she could walk away from me so easily, it hurt me, but I wouldn't stop because of that, I could get angry later, after I found her… If I found her.

We were two streets away from her house and I tried to found her house with my eyes; people was coming in and out carrying boxes; she was seriously leaving London. There was a black car parked in front of her house, I saw Susan carrying Elizabeth to the car and then Ally following her.

We were waiting for the red light of the traffic-light to turn into green and finally get to Ally's house. Jackson was talking to a fat guy who was carrying their boxes to a big truck. He smiled at him, nodded and started to walk toward the car.

"Danny, drive, drive, drive!!!" I shouted, my heart almost exploding.

"I can't, we still have the red light dude"

I opened the car's door and tried to get out but I hadn't taken off the seatbelt and it hurt my shoulder, but I had so much adrenaline running through my veins that I didn't even noticed it. Danny helped me to take it off and I started to run toward the car, not even feeling the pain in my shoulder, though I perfectly knew I would feel it later. Jackson was already in the car and the lights of the car turned on.

"No! Ally, don't go! Wait, please, wait!" I shouted while I was still running, but the car drove away. I turned around and saw Danny driving in my direction. I ran toward his car and got in as fast as I could "Follow them, now! Go, Danny, drive!"

"Dude, wait, maybe we should to the hospital, you are bleeding" he said.

I looked down at my shirt; it was red. I opened it and saw that my bandages were also red. I felt the pain now, it was horrible.

"You must have opened your stitches when you run"

"I'll survive, Danny, follow the damn car!"

"Are you sure? You'll have more girls, your shoulder is more important"

"No, Danny, she's the most important thing. Now drive or I'm leaving the band!"

"You wouldn't!" Danny said as he followed Ally's car.

"I know, I just said the first thing that came to my mind"

Following them got complicated as they started to get into the center of London, which was crowded, there were cars everywhere and I was beginning to feel a little dizzy. I tried to hide it because I knew Danny would drive me to the hospital and then I would loose Ally forever. I was afraid I would loose too many blood, I'd bled quite much yesterday and bleeding a lot wasn't fun, it was serious.

Many cars started to get between our car and Ally's car, we couldn't see them as well as we could before and my heart was seriously beating fast, I was loosing my mind in concern.

"Danny, please, drive faster"

"I cant, dude…" he gave me a quick look and he looked horrified "Dougie, you are bleeding a lot, I have to take you to the hospital"

He was about to turn the car in the opposite direction of Ally's car, so I grabbed the steering wheel and turned into the other side. I heard a loud kind of mechanic sound and everything around us seemed to change. I felt even worst now and when I opened my eyes, Danny's head was bleeding, I couldn't see from where though. I looked around and tried to opened the door but I felt too weak and there was another car blocking my door. Chaos surrounded us, the back of Danny's car was a mess, completely destroyed, and the car behind us was like that too. Two other cars had crushed and the rest had stopped, people were getting out of there cars, they seemed lost and confused... But nobody felt like me, I was completely hopeless and I felt the pain in my shoulder everywhere, as if it was burning me inside. I closed my eyes and tried to say something to Danny, to know if he was alright, but I couldn't. I wondered where Ally was going, if she was going to be fine, if someone was ever going to love her the way I did. I felt horribly empty.

I lost her.