Right now I knock on the door to the apartment where Tawni said that her friend Jackie McGregor lives.

Hmm, nobody opens the door. I guess Jackie McGregor isn't at home.

I should probably come back another time and...

"Hi, Tawni, are you...?" says Jackie McGregor when she opens the door, thinking it's Tawni, not me.

"I'm a friend of Tawni, my name's Sonny." says I.

"Can I help you?" says Jackie.

"Yeah, actually you can. Tawni told me that you can help me get happy again. I'm so sad." says I.

"I'll do my best to help. Come in, make yourself at home, girl." says Jackie.

I have to admit, this is kinda a scary situation.

Jackie look a lot different from what I imagined.

She's got a hard serious voice and the body of an elite-soldier.

If it weren't for the fact that I knew this chick was friends with Tawni, I'd be so scared that I'd pee my pants here.

"Please, sit down. Want something? Tea or maybe a beer?" says Jackie.

"Tea, thank you." says I.

Jackie place tea and cookies on the table.

"So, tell me about your problem." says Jackie.

"It all started like 4 weeks ago when my fans suddenly started thinking that I'm weak and stupid." says I.

"Do you have any idea why they would start to think such things about you?" says Jackie.

"No, not really. I've always been me, just me. Nothing else." says I.

"Maybe this problem is something beneath the surface..." says Jackie. "Everything could have the root in a part of your life you aren't even aware of. Beyond the obvious."

"Is there a way to find out...?" says I.

"Yes. We could try past life regression." says Jackie.

"Okay..." says I.

"Close your eyes, empty your mind and focus on my voice. Let yourself move backwards in time to when you were someone else." says Jackie.

"Yes." says I as I close my eyes. "I'm somewhere..."

"Where are you?" says Jackie.

"I'm in London, UK. First of June, year 1862." says I. "My dress in made of red satin."

"Okay. What's going on around you?" says Jackie.

"No! No! Dad, please don't spank my ass..." says I.

"Focus on my voice and tell me what's going on." says Jackie.

"My dad...he spank my ass with a big walking stick." says I. "It hurts."

"Move even further back in time." says Jackie. "Now tell me, where are you?"

"In a castle...in Scotland." says I. "Third of July...1574."

"What's going on around you?" says Jackie.

"I have 2 older brothers. No, stop it, they are trying to rape me." says I.

"Do your best to fight them." says Jackie.

"They are too strong." says I.

"Okay. Let's move as far back as possible." says Jackie.

"I'm outside a small hut in the forest. I'm a celtic priestess." says I.

"What's going on around you?" says Jackie.

"A man comes up to me, asking me for a bottle of ale." says. "Oh no! He draw his sword and try to kill me..."

"Now I'll snap my fingers and then you're back here..." says Jackie.

"Oh my goodness, that was scary..." says I as I open my eyes.

"I think we've found the source of your sadness..." says Jackie. "In each past life, people were trying to hurt you. That's why you get sad so easy now."

"Okay...how do we cure it?" says I.

"I'm not sure yet." says Jackie.

"So you can't help me?" says I in a sad tone.

"Come back tomorrow and we'll se what we can do, girl." says Jackie.

The next day I'm back at Jackie's place.

"Ready? Okay... let's begin." says Jackie.

5 hours later, I'm healed.

"Yay!" says a very happy me as I jump up and down in joy like a little 5 year old kid.