p style="color: #000000; font-family: verdana,arial,helvetica,sans-serif; font-size: 12px;"(Shea's pov)/p
p style="color: #000000; font-family: verdana,arial,helvetica,sans-serif; font-size: 12px;"I was laying down on Jesse's bed with little Shamus in between us asleep. "You know I think your parents would really want to know about Shamus." he said softly. I sighed./p
p style="color: #000000; font-family: verdana,arial,helvetica,sans-serif; font-size: 12px;""I know, but I don't want them to judge him." I said and Jesse sighed./p
p style="color: #000000; font-family: verdana,arial,helvetica,sans-serif; font-size: 12px;""Babe they won't-/p
p style="color: #000000; font-family: verdana,arial,helvetica,sans-serif; font-size: 12px;""Hey Jesse Shay needs to borrow one of your history books can we come in?" I sighed/p
p style="color: #000000; font-family: verdana,arial,helvetica,sans-serif; font-size: 12px;""I'll get for you later." He called./p
p style="color: #000000; font-family: verdana,arial,helvetica,sans-serif; font-size: 12px;""Jes he needs it now." I groaned and Jes stood up./p
p style="color: #000000; font-family: verdana,arial,helvetica,sans-serif; font-size: 12px;""Annoying little brothers." He muttered and grabbed his many history books and open the door blocking their view of Shamus. "Pick one." He said handing them the books./p
p style="color: #000000; font-family: verdana,arial,helvetica,sans-serif; font-size: 12px;""What that's not nice. Why don't you want us in your room? Are you hiding something?" I frown./p
p style="color: #000000; font-family: verdana,arial,helvetica,sans-serif; font-size: 12px;""Shea?" Shay said crossing his arms. Jesse looked over at me as if to say 'now is the best time to spill'. I glared at Jes./p
p style="color: #000000; font-family: verdana,arial,helvetica,sans-serif; font-size: 12px;""Fine." I said grumbling, but more to Jesse. Jesse sighed and opened the door. Shay and Morgan walked in looking around for something missed place./p
p style="color: #000000; font-family: verdana,arial,helvetica,sans-serif; font-size: 12px;""Holy hell whose that?" Morgan almost yelled, but Jesse muffled his voice behind his hand./p
p style="color: #000000; font-family: verdana,arial,helvetica,sans-serif; font-size: 12px;""Shh will you the kid needs sleep." He said quietly. Morgan pushed his hand back frowning./p
p style="color: #000000; font-family: verdana,arial,helvetica,sans-serif; font-size: 12px;""Why is there a kid here?" Shay asked confused. I looked down not wanting to answer. Jesse dragged Morgan out./p
p style="color: #000000; font-family: verdana,arial,helvetica,sans-serif; font-size: 12px;""But I wanna see the drama." He called./p
p style="color: #000000; font-family: verdana,arial,helvetica,sans-serif; font-size: 12px;""Is that... is that Derek's and yours?" He asked shocked. Tears came to my eyes and Shay sat down pulling me into his arms. "Shhh Shea it's okay we all have secrets. I waited years before telling you I had a boyfriend... what were you 14 when this happened?" I nod and sighed./p
p style="color: #000000; font-family: verdana,arial,helvetica,sans-serif; font-size: 12px;""Ya and I was just afraid to tell anyone... I told Jes and-/p
p style="color: #000000; font-family: verdana,arial,helvetica,sans-serif; font-size: 12px;""And he took the responsibility with you?" I smiled and nod./p
p style="color: #000000; font-family: verdana,arial,helvetica,sans-serif; font-size: 12px;""He knew for a few weeks. Shamus really likes him."/p
p style="color: #000000; font-family: verdana,arial,helvetica,sans-serif; font-size: 12px;""Shamus?" he said looking over at the boy. He was in a long blue shirt with a blue plaid shirt over it and jeans. He opened his small eyes and looked over at Shay. "Hey kid. I'm Shay and-/p
p style="color: #000000; font-family: verdana,arial,helvetica,sans-serif; font-size: 12px;""Uncle Shay?" He questioned and I nod and the kid sat up and hugged Shay. I smiled and Shay hugged him back./p
p style="color: #000000; font-family: verdana,arial,helvetica,sans-serif; font-size: 12px;""Hey kiddo." I smiled./p
p style="color: #000000; font-family: verdana,arial,helvetica,sans-serif; font-size: 12px;""Where's Jesse?" He asked pointing./p
p style="color: #000000; font-family: verdana,arial,helvetica,sans-serif; font-size: 12px;""I think he went downstairs." He slid away from Shay and slid down the bed and took off downstairs./p
p style="color: #000000; font-family: verdana,arial,helvetica,sans-serif; font-size: 12px;""Shamus?" i sighed and Shay and I headed down after him. Jesse was in the kitchen with Morgan when Shamus appeared in front of us./p
p style="color: #000000; font-family: verdana,arial,helvetica,sans-serif; font-size: 12px;""Hey kid." Jesse said and Shamus walked over looking up. Jesse bent down and picked him up. He held him while Shamus closed his eyes holding back./p
p style="color: #000000; font-family: verdana,arial,helvetica,sans-serif; font-size: 12px;""Hmmm I think he likes you." Morgan said and I smiled./p
p style="color: #000000; font-family: verdana,arial,helvetica,sans-serif; font-size: 12px;""Of course. What not to like." I said kissing Jesse. He smiled and kissed me back./p
p style="color: #000000; font-family: verdana,arial,helvetica,sans-serif; font-size: 12px;""Sure... so daddy Jesse is good then?" Morgan said smiling and Jesse rolled his eyes. Shamus turned tucking his head under Jesse's chin./p
p style="color: #000000; font-family: verdana,arial,helvetica,sans-serif; font-size: 12px;""He's my daddy." He said softly and quietly. I paused hearing that. Jesse looked down shocked. /p
p style="color: #000000; font-family: verdana,arial,helvetica,sans-serif; font-size: 12px;""Does he usually-" Morgan started, but I cut him off by taking Shamus./p
p style="color: #000000; font-family: verdana,arial,helvetica,sans-serif; font-size: 12px;""What did you say sweety?" I asked and he hid his face./p
p style="color: #000000; font-family: verdana,arial,helvetica,sans-serif; font-size: 12px;""I want him to be my daddy." He whispered quietly. I smiled holding him./p
p style="color: #000000; font-family: verdana,arial,helvetica,sans-serif; font-size: 12px;""Okay well... this is a private time for you guys so." Shay said as he dragged Morgan out./p
p style="color: #000000; font-family: verdana,arial,helvetica,sans-serif; font-size: 12px;""Really why do I miss everything." He said pouting. I looked over at Jesse who smiled./p
p style="color: #000000; font-family: verdana,arial,helvetica,sans-serif; font-size: 12px;""Okay kiddo." Jesse said looking at him. "I would love to be your dad." He said and Shamus looked up hopeful. "So... do you want me to be that?"/p
p style="color: #000000; font-family: verdana,arial,helvetica,sans-serif; font-size: 12px;""I want you as my daddy." He said softly and hugged Jesse. Jesse took him from me and held him in his arms. I smiled./p
p style="color: #000000; font-family: verdana,arial,helvetica,sans-serif; font-size: 12px;""Looks like your not going anywhere." I said to Jesse and kissed him. He kissed me back and whispered something to Shamus who nod. Jes put Sha down and he took off upstairs./p
p style="color: #000000; font-family: verdana,arial,helvetica,sans-serif; font-size: 12px;""What did you tell him to do?" I asked crossing my arms./p
p style="color: #000000; font-family: verdana,arial,helvetica,sans-serif; font-size: 12px;""You'll see. Close your eyes." I sighed and did as I was told. "Thanks Shamus." He said and I sighed./p
p style="color: #000000; font-family: verdana,arial,helvetica,sans-serif; font-size: 12px;""Well..." I heard him laugh./p
p style="color: #000000; font-family: verdana,arial,helvetica,sans-serif; font-size: 12px;""Go ahead." I opened my eyes which went wide. "Shea Lilly O' Finnegan will you do me the honors by marrying me?" Tears fell from my eyes as I looked down at him on his knee with a red box in his hands with a ring in it. Shamus was sitting in front of him. I was speechless. "Um... babe you going to answer me?" He asked worried. I had no idea what to say. I was shocked speechless. Unable to give my answer. /p
p style="color: #000000; font-family: verdana,arial,helvetica,sans-serif; font-size: 12px;"I was laying down on Jesse's bed with little Shamus in between us asleep. "You know I think your parents would really want to know about Shamus." he said softly. I sighed./p
p style="color: #000000; font-family: verdana,arial,helvetica,sans-serif; font-size: 12px;""I know, but I don't want them to judge him." I said and Jesse sighed./p
p style="color: #000000; font-family: verdana,arial,helvetica,sans-serif; font-size: 12px;""Babe they won't-/p
p style="color: #000000; font-family: verdana,arial,helvetica,sans-serif; font-size: 12px;""Hey Jesse Shay needs to borrow one of your history books can we come in?" I sighed/p
p style="color: #000000; font-family: verdana,arial,helvetica,sans-serif; font-size: 12px;""I'll get for you later." He called./p
p style="color: #000000; font-family: verdana,arial,helvetica,sans-serif; font-size: 12px;""Jes he needs it now." I groaned and Jes stood up./p
p style="color: #000000; font-family: verdana,arial,helvetica,sans-serif; font-size: 12px;""Annoying little brothers." He muttered and grabbed his many history books and open the door blocking their view of Shamus. "Pick one." He said handing them the books./p
p style="color: #000000; font-family: verdana,arial,helvetica,sans-serif; font-size: 12px;""What that's not nice. Why don't you want us in your room? Are you hiding something?" I frown./p
p style="color: #000000; font-family: verdana,arial,helvetica,sans-serif; font-size: 12px;""Shea?" Shay said crossing his arms. Jesse looked over at me as if to say 'now is the best time to spill'. I glared at Jes./p
p style="color: #000000; font-family: verdana,arial,helvetica,sans-serif; font-size: 12px;""Fine." I said grumbling, but more to Jesse. Jesse sighed and opened the door. Shay and Morgan walked in looking around for something missed place./p
p style="color: #000000; font-family: verdana,arial,helvetica,sans-serif; font-size: 12px;""Holy hell whose that?" Morgan almost yelled, but Jesse muffled his voice behind his hand./p
p style="color: #000000; font-family: verdana,arial,helvetica,sans-serif; font-size: 12px;""Shh will you the kid needs sleep." He said quietly. Morgan pushed his hand back frowning./p
p style="color: #000000; font-family: verdana,arial,helvetica,sans-serif; font-size: 12px;""Why is there a kid here?" Shay asked confused. I looked down not wanting to answer. Jesse dragged Morgan out./p
p style="color: #000000; font-family: verdana,arial,helvetica,sans-serif; font-size: 12px;""But I wanna see the drama." He called./p
p style="color: #000000; font-family: verdana,arial,helvetica,sans-serif; font-size: 12px;""Is that... is that Derek's and yours?" He asked shocked. Tears came to my eyes and Shay sat down pulling me into his arms. "Shhh Shea it's okay we all have secrets. I waited years before telling you I had a boyfriend... what were you 14 when this happened?" I nod and sighed./p
p style="color: #000000; font-family: verdana,arial,helvetica,sans-serif; font-size: 12px;""Ya and I was just afraid to tell anyone... I told Jes and-/p
p style="color: #000000; font-family: verdana,arial,helvetica,sans-serif; font-size: 12px;""And he took the responsibility with you?" I smiled and nod./p
p style="color: #000000; font-family: verdana,arial,helvetica,sans-serif; font-size: 12px;""He knew for a few weeks. Shamus really likes him."/p
p style="color: #000000; font-family: verdana,arial,helvetica,sans-serif; font-size: 12px;""Shamus?" he said looking over at the boy. He was in a long blue shirt with a blue plaid shirt over it and jeans. He opened his small eyes and looked over at Shay. "Hey kid. I'm Shay and-/p
p style="color: #000000; font-family: verdana,arial,helvetica,sans-serif; font-size: 12px;""Uncle Shay?" He questioned and I nod and the kid sat up and hugged Shay. I smiled and Shay hugged him back./p
p style="color: #000000; font-family: verdana,arial,helvetica,sans-serif; font-size: 12px;""Hey kiddo." I smiled./p
p style="color: #000000; font-family: verdana,arial,helvetica,sans-serif; font-size: 12px;""Where's Jesse?" He asked pointing./p
p style="color: #000000; font-family: verdana,arial,helvetica,sans-serif; font-size: 12px;""I think he went downstairs." He slid away from Shay and slid down the bed and took off downstairs./p
p style="color: #000000; font-family: verdana,arial,helvetica,sans-serif; font-size: 12px;""Shamus?" i sighed and Shay and I headed down after him. Jesse was in the kitchen with Morgan when Shamus appeared in front of us./p
p style="color: #000000; font-family: verdana,arial,helvetica,sans-serif; font-size: 12px;""Hey kid." Jesse said and Shamus walked over looking up. Jesse bent down and picked him up. He held him while Shamus closed his eyes holding back./p
p style="color: #000000; font-family: verdana,arial,helvetica,sans-serif; font-size: 12px;""Hmmm I think he likes you." Morgan said and I smiled./p
p style="color: #000000; font-family: verdana,arial,helvetica,sans-serif; font-size: 12px;""Of course. What not to like." I said kissing Jesse. He smiled and kissed me back./p
p style="color: #000000; font-family: verdana,arial,helvetica,sans-serif; font-size: 12px;""Sure... so daddy Jesse is good then?" Morgan said smiling and Jesse rolled his eyes. Shamus turned tucking his head under Jesse's chin./p
p style="color: #000000; font-family: verdana,arial,helvetica,sans-serif; font-size: 12px;""He's my daddy." He said softly and quietly. I paused hearing that. Jesse looked down shocked. /p
p style="color: #000000; font-family: verdana,arial,helvetica,sans-serif; font-size: 12px;""Does he usually-" Morgan started, but I cut him off by taking Shamus./p
p style="color: #000000; font-family: verdana,arial,helvetica,sans-serif; font-size: 12px;""What did you say sweety?" I asked and he hid his face./p
p style="color: #000000; font-family: verdana,arial,helvetica,sans-serif; font-size: 12px;""I want him to be my daddy." He whispered quietly. I smiled holding him./p
p style="color: #000000; font-family: verdana,arial,helvetica,sans-serif; font-size: 12px;""Okay well... this is a private time for you guys so." Shay said as he dragged Morgan out./p
p style="color: #000000; font-family: verdana,arial,helvetica,sans-serif; font-size: 12px;""Really why do I miss everything." He said pouting. I looked over at Jesse who smiled./p
p style="color: #000000; font-family: verdana,arial,helvetica,sans-serif; font-size: 12px;""Okay kiddo." Jesse said looking at him. "I would love to be your dad." He said and Shamus looked up hopeful. "So... do you want me to be that?"/p
p style="color: #000000; font-family: verdana,arial,helvetica,sans-serif; font-size: 12px;""I want you as my daddy." He said softly and hugged Jesse. Jesse took him from me and held him in his arms. I smiled./p
p style="color: #000000; font-family: verdana,arial,helvetica,sans-serif; font-size: 12px;""Looks like your not going anywhere." I said to Jesse and kissed him. He kissed me back and whispered something to Shamus who nod. Jes put Sha down and he took off upstairs./p
p style="color: #000000; font-family: verdana,arial,helvetica,sans-serif; font-size: 12px;""What did you tell him to do?" I asked crossing my arms./p
p style="color: #000000; font-family: verdana,arial,helvetica,sans-serif; font-size: 12px;""You'll see. Close your eyes." I sighed and did as I was told. "Thanks Shamus." He said and I sighed./p
p style="color: #000000; font-family: verdana,arial,helvetica,sans-serif; font-size: 12px;""Well..." I heard him laugh./p
p style="color: #000000; font-family: verdana,arial,helvetica,sans-serif; font-size: 12px;""Go ahead." I opened my eyes which went wide. "Shea Lilly O' Finnegan will you do me the honors by marrying me?" Tears fell from my eyes as I looked down at him on his knee with a red box in his hands with a ring in it. Shamus was sitting in front of him. I was speechless. "Um... babe you going to answer me?" He asked worried. I had no idea what to say. I was shocked speechless. Unable to give my answer. /p