I do not on any of the characters. They belong to the mind of Richelle Mead.

Ok guys here is chapter 22. You will find out what Dimitri has been up to. And again thank you so much for reading.

Dimitri's POV

As I sat in the cold dark cave, I could see everything so clearly. But when I shut my eyes, that was when the real problems started. Brown eyes that showed love were always looking at me. Roza. She was the only thing keeping me from going completely mad. After I was forced to become what I am it took me three weeks to get away. They had thought that by making me one of them that I would tell them everything about the academy. But the one thing that they did not realize was that I had a reason to hold on to the human side of me. She alone had the power to make me strong. I fought every night with them while trying to get away. I finally kill the blonde asshole that had changed me. I never wanted to kill anyone but he made the huge mistake of calling Rose a whore. After I escaped I went to Russia. That was not easy since a lot of dhampir's work at the airport. I wore sunglasses and explained that I had an eye problem. Once in Russia I made it to my mother's house. By that point I was so hungry for blood I was willing to kill her. But she took me in and gave me a pint of human blood. See my mother worked in the dhampir hospital. When she had heard that I had been taken she slowly started to take bags of blood, knowing that I would come her.

When I was a child, my mother always told me that she would love me no mater what or who I was. I was her son. So we both knew that I would come her way. I stayed with her for along as I could. I knew that Roza would come looking for me soon and I needed to come up with a plan. I was not the monsters that the school had told them about. I knew that as long as I had the bagged blood I would be fine. But if I went to long with out it then I would turn into that monster. When I finally got word that she was here I went to look for her. After three days I found her at her hotel room. I stood at her door for thirty minutes trying to decide if I wanted to see her. When she finally opened the door I could swear that my dead heart beat again.

She was just as beautiful as the day I had last seen her. She still had the hurt in them that was there hidden by the little golden flakes that were in her chocolate brown eyes. All I wanted to do was take her in my arms and show her how much I had missed her.

"Dimitri, is that really you?" "Yes, my Roza, it is me. But I do not have long. I just came to tell you that I know you are after me and I need to tell you that I know you are upholding your promise to me but I need you to leave."

I could tell that she was staring at my eyes. I did not have the completely red eye like the other monsters mine still had some what of my human color still, since I had not lost all of my humanity.

"I don't understand what you are saying? I promised that I would kill you if you ever became what you are." "Rose you need to listen to me. Stop looking for me. If I can't make this work I will find you and let you kill me."

And with that I had to leave the room. I did not want to leave her with that but I was just hoping that she would for once listen to me. I walked out of the hotel, thinking the whole time how I just wanted to run back to her and show her that I stilled loved her. As I was walking in the rain I was remembering that last night in the cabin, when we had finally showed out love to each other.

This is where it gets M Rated.

"We can't" I told her.

"I know.."

I didn't let her finish, I started to kiss her showing that I wanted to with all my heart. I needed to save her and show her that I would always be there. As our tongues met I tasted the sweetness of her mouth that made me crave her even more. I wrapped one of my arms slowly around her waist and held her face with the other. I could see that she was scared and I was trying to show her that I would not hurt her. Her hands slowly slid down my chest and gabbed the hem of my sweater; I let her slowly take it off me while my body grew goose bumps. I had only had sex with two other women, but with her I felt like a virgin all over again. I wanted this moment to last forever but I knew that we did not have much time. I took her shirt and pulled it over her head causing the hair tie to fall out, letting her soft brown curls fall around her angelic face. Her fingers worked at the button to my slacks, I had a hard time trying to mot just rip the damn things off, but I did not want to scare her. I broke our kissing for a few moments so that I could take both our pants off. When I stood there wearing nothing but my black boxers and her laying on the bed wearing nothing but black lace underwear I joined her back on the bed. We picked up with our kissing. I let my hands travel down her slender body. I wanted to fell all her softness. I reached around her back and unhooked her bra. When I took it off I could not help but bend my head down and take one of her dark nubs in to my mouth. She arched her back letting me know that she was enjoying what I was doing. She slowly slid her hand up my outer thigh and around to the front where my prick was hard and throbbing. The moment her fingers bushed it I knew play time was over. I slid her panties off and took off my boxers. The whole time I never looked away from her eyes. I could see that she had the same amount of love for me as I had for her. I took my fingers and found her center; it was hot and starting to grow moist. I slowly slid one finger in and realized that the rumors around school were a lie. My heart sorrowed with more love that she was letting me have this special gift. I took another finger and entered her. I pressed a little harder to break through here womanhood. I could tell that it was starting to hurt her "Я люблю Вас" I whispered into her ear. After I made sure that she would be able to fit me into her I leaned down and kissed while I slowly took my prick in my hand and lead it into her soft wet heat. My god she felt wonderful, I could feel her muscles stretching to welcome me in. I was afraid that I was going to cum right then and there but I would not do that to her. I a pumped slowly I kissed her slowly. I could feel the need start to pick up in her; she was starting to lift her hips to meet me thrust for thrust. I laughed a little to my self thinking that if she wanted control all she had to do was ask. I rolled over setting heron me. She lifted her body up and slowly slided her wet heat over my hard prick. I let her ride me as fast and as hard as she wanted to. I could feel that her climax was coming soon as well as my own. Once I felt her walls closing around my prick I knew that I would be joining her in the wonderful moment. She screamed out my name and she came down faster and harder. Once I felt the last tremor I could feel my own reaching. "Roza, да моя любовь" She fell onto my chest while I held her.

I had to stop where I was and realize that I was not with her. I could feel myself growing hard at just the thought. I need to get back to finding a way to save myself and her.

Я люблю Вас- means I love you in Russian

да моя любовь – Means Yes my love