A/N – Thanks for the comments! Lol okay it's not like Jason is locked up in there forever. It's just been a few hours. It's hard because I can't ignore the "danger" aspect of Jason. But at the same time, Jason didn't totally run or end it either. In his mind, if he eliminates the danger then she'll be safe. Liz did what she had to in order to make him focus. Also, I hate being repetitive so was trying to be different. * kikimoo – I don't think Carly has influenced Liz because they don't really hang out that much and Liz has never seen Carly at her worst. Even Carly was shocked. This is all on Liz and was her idea. lol

Chapter 19 - Changes

Elizabeth watched Carly sit down next to her. "How did it go?"

"I think we're getting through to him. He's pretty fucked up about it right now. He doesn't know how to stop his behavior because it's what he's always done." Carly said. "Jason processes things differently than most people. He has this ability to shut off his emotions and compartmentalize. It's one of his greatest assets for the business but it sucks when applied to his personal life. Sam just did whatever Jason wanted. She accepted the silences as just being his personality because she wanted him any way she could get him. You want more from him because you see Jason's potential and know he has it in him to be a great partner. I think Jason acted so extreme because he was scared of losing you. He doesn't forgive himself very easily. We just need to break that incessant loop that keeps going around and around in his head," she explained.

"I agree," Liz said standing up. She loved Jason and the baby she was carrying. Jason just needed to find his way again so they could move forward and be a family. She went back downstairs and went to push the button and was shocked to see Jason sitting on the bed with tears in his eyes. She watched him for a moment and then pushed the button. "I'm back."

"Are you okay?"

"Yes." She said. "I feel better."

"Cody said you went home sick but he said you were doing fine" Jason said feeling guilty for not going home to check up on her. "God I'm an asshole," he muttered.

"Jason, I need to know that you are willing to fight for us. Are you?"

"Yes."

"We moved pretty fast. Do you think it's better if I moved out?"

Jason jumped off the bed. "No. Please don't do that. I need you with me." He pleaded. "I promise I'll do better. I'll do whatever it takes. You are my heart," he said emotionally.

Elizabeth started to cry and he walked up to the window and put his hand up on it. She put her hand up against the glass too.

"Please don't cry," he said softly.

"I hate feeling like this. It's just so overwhelming," she said.

"I've hurt you so much and I'm so sorry for it. I'm not sure how to change my thought process but I'm willing to talk to someone about if necessary," he offered.

Liz was stunned. "You'd go to counseling?"

He looked down and nodded. "If it will keep me from losing you, then yes."

"Thank you," she said.

"Please Elizabeth, I need you in my arms right now." Jason begged.

"Okay," she said softly.

He watched her turn around and then he gasped as she suddenly collapsed and disappeared from his view. "Elizabeth." He yelled.

Getting no response, he started banging on the door. "Carly!" he yelled, "Help."

Upstairs, Carly heard the banging and before she could respond, Johnny ran downstairs and into the room, turning Elizabeth over.

Jason stepped back into the room and saw him when he stood up. "Johnny, let me out of here. She was just about to but she fainted."

Johnny looked up at Jason and hoped he was telling the truth. He grabbed the key and then unlocked the door and Jason pushed passed him and ran into the other room, pulling Elizabeth into his arms. The tried to wake her but she was out cold so Jason made a decision. "Hospital," he said.

Johnny nodded and followed Jason upstairs as he carried Elizabeth's limp body.

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They got into Johnny's SUV and took off. Cody was with them along with Francis and Carly.

Carly debated on whether or not to tell Jason Elizabeth was pregnant. Going back and forth in her mind, she finally decided on holding off since she knew Liz would want to be the one to tell him.

They ran into the ER. Epiphany saw them coming and grabbed a gurney and Jason laid her on it.

"How long has she been unconscious?" she asked.

"Maybe twenty minutes," Jason said.

"Stay here, I'll have someone look at her." Epiphany said directing one of the nurses to help her with the gurney.

Carly waited until they were several yards away and then ran back to Epiphany and whispered, "She thinks she's pregnant."

Epiphany was surprised. "We'll check."

Carly nodded and then turned around and her eyes met a curious Jason's. "Think Carly." She muttered to herself.

"What was that about?" He asked.

"I just let them know that she hadn't eaten a lot today and that she had been feeling sick."

Jason sighed.

"Come on and sit down." Carly said directing him towards some chairs.

"Did Sonny know?"

Carly shook her head. "No."

"This is a warning to all of you, don't ever do that again," Jason said angrily.

"If we are in a position to have to do it again, I'll put you out of your misery myself." Francis said firmly. "I don't like to see her upset. It's too much stress on her."

Jason couldn't even say anything back. Francis was right.

About fifteen minutes later, Sarah walked towards them. "She's awake. Her blood pressure was way too high and she was dehydrated. We're giving her some saline. We ran some tests and we should have them back in about a half hour."

"Can I see her?" Jason asked.

Sarah nodded. "Don't upset her Jason."

"I may be an ass but I have no intention of upsetting her right now."

Sarah didn't say anything, she was worried about her sister. Jason followed her to the exam room.

"Hey," he said softly.

Liz looked a little pale and very tired. She held out her hand. "Do I look that bad?"

"Just tired," he said taking it, "I'm sorry that I stressed you out."

She cherished the feeling of her hand surrounded by his. "I'll be okay. I just need to take care of myself better."

He kissed her hand. "I'll make sure that I take better care of you too."

Elizabeth started to cry. She was scared about the baby.

"Elizabeth talk to me." It was obvious that something was very wrong.

"I found out something this morning," she said softly, "It kind of rocked my world. That was when I decided to confront you."

"What is it? Are you sick?" He asked desperately needing to know that she would be okay.

"Not the way you think," she said quietly, "The past couple of weeks, I've gotten sick on and off. It had gotten worse, so I thought I had a bug. Epiphany sent me home and I had Cody stop at the drug store. Jason, I brought a pregnancy test."

Jason's mouth dropped open. "What are you saying?"

"I think we're pregnant," she said as she wiped some tears away.

"We're having a baby."

"Yes," she said wondering what was running through his mind since he looked so upset.

Jason let go of her hand and his head dropped down. "I can't believe I put you through all of this stress. I'm so sorry."

"As long as you're willing to try to fix this, I'm willing to leave it behind."

He stood up and leaned over and kissed her. "Thank you."

Kelly cleared her throat. "Hi. I'm Dr. Kelly Lee. I've gotten some of your tests back. You definitely are pregnant," she said smiling, "Congratulations."

Liz smiled.

"I want to do an ultrasound. I think you are about two months along," Kelly said as a nurse pushed a machine inside the room, "The baby is probably only the size of a kidney bean at this point."

Liz waited patiently as Kelly prepared her and then begun the exam. A heartbeat filled the room and Elizabeth gasped.

Jason's hand tightened around her. "Is that the baby?"

Kelly smiled. "Yes."

"It's so fast," he said in awe.

"It's perfectly normal," Kelly said, "There is your baby," she said pointing to it.

Liz had tears running down her face and Jason's eyes were almost brimming over.

Kelly printed out a few copies of the scans and handed them over before shutting the machine off.

"What does she need to do?" Jason asked.

"Well, make sure you eat three meals a day and some snacks in between. I'm worried about your blood pressure so I want to monitor it closely. Since you work here, that will be an easy thing to do." Kelly knew that Epiphany would make sure she did it herself. "You need to keep hydrated and rest. Make sure you take your breaks at work. I will warn you that if you're blood pressure doesn't get better, you will have a lot of restrictions."

"I understand," Elizabeth said.

"And you get to dote on her," Kelly said smiling.

Jason smiled. "Definitely."

"I'll give you some time to talk," Kelly said leaving.

"So you're okay with all of this?" Liz asked.

"Hell yeah," Jason said, "You're the only one I want to be the mother of my children."

Liz smiled. "Good to know."

"As a show of faith, I'm going to let Johnny take over the Kristen investigation."

Liz was surprised. "Really?"

Jason nodded. "It was consuming me. I have to let it go if I'm going to change my behavior."

"Thank you," she said trying not to cry.

He hated seeing her upset.

"I know you hate seeing me cry but get used to it. My hormones are all over the place," Liz said.

Jason sighed. "I'll try. I still can't believe you drugged and kidnapped me."

"I at least had them put you on a sleep number bed," Liz said while making a face making him chuckle at her logic.

He wasn't happy that she went to that extreme but he was grateful that she loved him enough to fight for him.

Carly came inside. "And?"

"We're definitely pregnant," Liz said handing her the ultrasound.

"Congratulations," Carly said grinning, "I'm going to be an Auntie."

Jason smiled.

"We need to go shopping," Elizabeth said.

"Definitely," Carly agreed.

Sarah walked inside, completely stunned after looking at the results.

"Hey Aunt Sarah," Carly said.

"Wow. How long have you known?" Sarah asked.

"I found out earlier today," Liz said.

"Congratulations," she said a little numb from the news.

Liz pursed her lips. "Are you mad?"

Sarah shook her head. "No. I'm just shocked."

"You and me both," Liz said.

"Are you going to get married?" she asked curiously.

Liz and Jason looked at each other. "We haven't discussed that yet."

"Well, I have to go but I just wanted you to know that once the drip is finished, you can go home and get some sleep," Sarah said.

"I'll call you later," Liz said.

Sarah slightly smiled and left.

"What's wrong with her?" Carly asked.

"She's just used to being the center of attention," Liz said, "She'll be fine."

"Well, I need to head home before my husband flips his lid," Carly said.

"Thank you Carly," Jason said.

She gave him a big hug. "Don't mention it." She waved at Elizabeth and left.

"I love you," Jason said putting his hand on her belly.

Liz smiled. "I love you too."

Epiphany walked in and checked the saline bag. "Almost done."

"Thanks," Liz said.

"You rest for a couple of days and you'll be good as new."

Liz smiled.

"And congratulations," Epiphany said smiling.

"Thanks!" Liz said as she watched her leave.

All Jason wanted to do is get her home and wrap his arms around her while she rested.

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Elizabeth watched Jason walk out of the bathroom. It was really late and she could barely keep her eyes open. He slipped under the covers and pulled her into him.

"Sleep baby," he said softly. He rubbed her back and thought about everything that happened. Lila. He needed to talk to her. She always gave him good advice and didn't mince words. Things needed to be different. Taking a step back from finding Kristen was good but he needed to do more. That would require him to speak with Sonny. Maybe it was time to give another guy a chance as the enforcer. He could still run the coffee house and oversee training and the shipments, but he was going to have to learn to delegate. What Elizabeth had done and having a baby on the way had shaken him to his core. It was the wake-up call that he needed to snap out of the funk he had been in. If he didn't get his shit together, he would lose his family.

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Jason spent the next morning with Elizabeth.

"I'm thinking about stepping down as enforcer," he said softly.

Elizabeth was laying on the couch with her head in his lap. She abruptly turned over. "Jason, I'm not expecting you to give up everything." She was scared that he would regret it later.

"I know you're not but I need to do this."

"Only if you're sure," she said softly.

"I'm one hundred percent sure. I'm going to go talk to Sonny after lunch," Jason said definitively.

"I was thinking that maybe I'd paint a mural in the baby's room," Liz said changing the subject.

Jason smiled. "That would be nice. Use the bedroom right next to ours."

"That's a nice space."

Jason put his hand over her stomach. It was still so surreal.

"Are you scared?" Liz asked.

"A little bit," Jason said pausing for a moment, "It's a big responsibility."

"It is but I think you'll be a great father."

"I will try to be. I don't think our child can go wrong with you as their mom."

Liz smiled.

"I better feed you before I leave," he added.

"Okay."

Jason eased her onto the couch and went to make her some lunch.

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Lila smiled when she saw Jason walking into the room. "It's so good to see you."

Jason smiled back. "Thank you grandmother," he said before leaning over to give her a kiss.

"Sit. Make yourself comfortable," Lila said sweetly. Jason very rarely called to make sure she was available so she knew he must really need to talk.

"I need your advice."

"I'm listening."

Jason blew out a slow breath. "I almost lost Elizabeth. We had a situation where she was kidnapped and I couldn't get to her. It freaked me out and I've been pulling away from her the last few months. I kept saying I was trying to protect her but the guilt was eating me alive and to be honest, I was trying to give her an out."

"Oh Jason."

"I know. I was a complete idiot. Elizabeth had me kidnapped so I'd be force to talk to her." Jason said looking away.

Lila's grinned. "Did she now?"

Jason chuckled. "Yes. I was pissed at the time but between her and Carly, they read me the riot act. She told me that I needed to make some changes because she couldn't go on like it was."

"What are you struggling with?"

"I've learned to cope with crisis situations and stress in different ways than most people and I don't know how to undo that. Elizabeth thinks since I learned it one way I should be able to learn a different way but I'm having problems wrapping my mind around it."

Lila cleared her throat. "Jason, were you happy when you were away?"

"Yes. It was peaceful where I was. I met Elizabeth and then everything was perfect. It seems like a different lifetime," Jason said wistfully.

"What changed?"

Jason sighed. "Everything. I came back and it's been one crisis after another since I got my memory back. I'm so used to shutting off my emotions. I'm not sure how to stop."

Lila reached over and touched Jason's hand. "You're not going to make such a big change overnight. Have Johnny and Francis hold you accountable if you're working too late or forgetting to call. You tend to have a one track mind."

"I want to change my job in the organization and step back a little. I'm not sure how Sonny will feel about it but it's just something that I feel I need to do. It will be hard to learn to delegate but it's just something I'm going to have to do." Jason said solemnly.