Dear Angel - Chapter 3

A/N: Already on Chapter 3! Thanks for all the support with the reviews and comments. They are very appreciated! - Roxy.

(Will's POV)

Dear Angel, for someone who says that they have a hard time with words that come from the heart, you literally surprise me every time I read your letters.

And I do have to agree when you say that the rose is a beautiful flower, because honestly, it is just that, my Angel. A beautiful flower.

But never could I compare the beauty of the rose to the beauty that I see every time I look into your eyes, because honestly, you are the most beautiful man I have ever seen, and I literally have to remind myself how to breath in your presence.

I am very glad that you are enjoying my letters, cause I honestly love writing them for you. Even more now that I know what these letters mean to you. I hope that you never find yourself feeling again like you don't exist in this world, because you my angel, are the single most important thing in my life.

"You do exist, even if it's only for me. In my eyes, you're the only thing I see" ~ JSK

And please, there is no need to thank me for believing you're worth it. I knew it from the first moment I saw you walking into the building, that you're worth nothing less than everything I could ever offer you.

If I could, I would offer you the world. However, even the world is not large enough to show you just how much you truly mean to me. So instead of offering you the world, I'll go with something I little more romantic and offer you my heart instead.

You deserve nothing less than that.

How I wish to hold you in my arms and show you what true loves feels like, but for now, all I can do is love you from a far.

"You are an angel and I but a mere mortal. We are worlds apart. I must love you from a distance." ~ Anonymous.

You've asked me to describe myself to you, and for that I will use only one word...Simple.

I'm a simple man with nothing more to offer than my love.

I leave you today with a quote from anonymous.

"For my eyes have been mistaken, for this to be true, an Angel so low, an Angel so bright, for it's as if God himself, has stolen two stars from the night sky, And hid them within your eyes, so one day you shall see, the beauty within, the Angel I see, but above all, you have become, the Angel of my heart..."

Your Anonymous.

"What are you smiling about?", Chad asked as he walked inside my office.

"It's nothing, It's stupid really", I said, trying to hide the letter before he saw it.

"Well, what ever it is don't ever get ride of it", he said and smiled.

"What is that suppose to mean?", I asked curiously.

"What it means is that I've never seen you this happy in very long time."

"That's because I am happy", I said honestly without giving anything away.

"Good, so now that we have that covered, do you mind explaining to me what happened earlier at the meeting?"

I took a deep breath before speaking, "I was a total dick today."

"Tell me something that I don't already know?", he chuckled.

"Ha, ha! Very funny", I hissed.

"Alright, enough with the teasing, so tell me what happened."

"Sonny..."

"Sonny? Your arch nemesis Sonny?", Chad repeated.

"Yes, that Sonny. I was a total dick to him for no reason today and I think that I might have hurt his feelings", I frowned.

"Since when does that bother you? It never bothered you before", he made his point.

"I know, but there was something about him today the looked kinda off. I didn't even give him the chance to speak before telling him to buzz off, and leave me alone."

"Well, if it makes you feel any better, I saw him earlier and he seemed alright. Great actually. He was reading something, and smiling hard. Kinda like you were doing when I walking in here. "

"Really? I mean, it's not like a care about the guy, cause I don't. But no one deserves to be treated like that. Not even him.", I explained.

"If you feel that bad about it, then why don't you just go an apologize to him?"

"Yeah, I could do that, but I'm not even sure what to say."

"Just tell him that you're sorry for being a dick head and move along."

"I'll think about it, I guess", I said and pushed it out of my head for the time being, "So, you ready to go?"

"Sure thing! Lets get out of here."

After getting home and going through my usual routine of showering and grabbing dinner, I pulled the letters once again out of my brief case and read them over and over and thought to myself, "How can a person that I don't even know have so much effect on me?"

I pulled out my pad and paper and headed to my room to write my next letter.

Dear Anonymous, after reading your last letter, I find myself searching for you. I've been constantly looking around me to see if I could nearly catch a glimpse of what you might look like or a sign maybe that I would know that it's you. Then I realize I know nothing about you and you know everything about me, and that scares me. The not knowing that is.

that And I often find myself day dreaming about a handsome stranger walking into my office and telling me that your you, my anonymous, and that you've come to sweep me off my feet. I know this might sound stupid, crazy even, but I do believe in fairy tales and that one day, my prince charming will come for me, and whisk me away. Until that day comes, I guess I'll have to do with your love letters and your anonymity, cause I do believe, no scratch that, I know, that you are my prince, and I will wait for you no matter how long it takes, because I do believe that you are worth waiting for.

Just don't keep me waiting too long, okay? I think I miss you already...

If I had but only one wish, it would be to not be lonely anymore, cause I am lonely. Tonight, even more so. I feel alone, and scared of what's going to happen tomorrow...

"If only I was with you, I would kiss you. If only was beside you, I would embrace you tight. But since I'm far from you, I'll let the angels do it for me today ... but soon, it will be my turn." ~ Anonymous

You gave me your heart? Who does that? Well, apparently you, or course. Have you any idea how crazy that is? And I'm not saying this to make you feel bad or anything, I'm just being realistic. I'm not as perfect as you make me out to be. I found that out today when I hurt someone with my words. I'm sorry to be a burden to you, but I still can't understand why you would want to give your heart to a person that's cold, self-centered and bitter like me. I am not worthy of your heart, or your love for that matter...

I wanna deserve your love, your heart...

I wanna be your everything...

"Be careful to whom you give your heart because when you give your heart to someone, you're not only giving that person the right to love you back but also the power to hurt you."

I never wanna hurt you...

I leave you tonight with a quote by anonymous.

"I prayed for a person to love me. I must've prayed very hard, because God didn't give me a person - He has given me you."

Your Angel, William R. Horton.