Dear Angel - Chapter 13

A/N: Well this is only a short chapter! Just thought that I would update it with a short Sonny POV. Hope you like it! More to come very soon!

(Sonny's POV)

"Please Sonny. Now I know how you feel; everything is out in the open, so can't you just let me have this? Even if it's only for just one night. I need this...I need you...I want you."

And just like that, in one single headlong move, Will crashed our mouths together in a very passionate embrace. God how I wanted him, too! But we still had secrets, whether he realized it or not. Thinking about that made my head spin and my resolve crumble. And before I could even try to wrap my head around what was actually happening, my eyes closed and I found myself kissingWill back with just as much intensity.

One of his hands still remained pressed flat up against my chest while the other cupped the back of my head gently, successfully silencing any feeble attempts I made to break away from him.

This kiss was not like our first. (Although I was the only one of us who knew that we had shared a kiss before.) Yes, Will's lips were soft, warm, and irresistible like before. But this time Will was greedy. He parted his lips and soon I felt his tongue sweep along my bottom lip begging for entrance. I didn't even think. I just instinctually opened up for him and granted him access.

D*mn, it felt so good! Even though I knew deep down that it was wrong. Wrong on so many levels. But no matter how hard I tried to pull away from his warm embrace, his perfect lips, hiswanting kiss...I simply couldn't make myself do it. I tried stepping back a little to separate us, but all I could think about was how I was going to get my mouth on his once again. Kissing Will, having his lips fully pressed upon mine and his hand in my hair was making it difficult for me to think straight at the moment.

I was weak. Weak and totally at Will Horton's mercy.

"Sonny...", Will moaned loudly, trying so hard not to break away from me for no longer than a second. "I want you so f***ing bad right now", he demanded as he forced me backwards until I was flat against the kitchen wall. He moved his hips and chest flush against mine and then he kissed me again. His declaration along with the sensation of Will pressed tightly against me sent shivers throughout my entire body. In that moment I was so overwhelmed that I had to wrench my mouth away from his.

But that didn't stop Will from kissing a wet, heated trail from my jaw down to the crook of my neck. "Will...F*ck!", I growled, "You have no idea how long I've wanted to hear you say that, but..."

Will moaned in between the kisses that he placed against my sensitive skin, "No buts...Want you...Mine...Now!"

His voice was possessive and ravenous. I had craved this…to be desired by Will Horton. And now I found myself fighting against everything I had wanted for so long.

"Will...", I supplicated, "I...I think...Oh...I think we should stop."

"Stop thinking and just kiss me, Sonny! I know you want this just as much as I do," was all he said before closing the gap I had just wedged between us.

Will was right about one thing though. I really, really did want this – want him; But I just couldn't let it happen with so many secrets between us. It wasn't right. And though it might bring us temporary pleasure, it inevitably would lead to bitterness and regret.

"Will, Stop! Please", was the last thing I said before I placed my hands roughly on his shoulders and literally pushed him away.