A/N: Well people, this is it. The final chapter of Silver Sun. I just still can't believe it's over :'-( I have had so much fun writing this story, and I love reading everyone's reviews. I hope you guys enjoy this last chapter, I think you're really going to like it! BTW, the title of this chapter is of course from Spring Awakening. You guys should really listen to it, it's beautiful!! Now, I know you're all just dying to find out what happened to Vivian, if she'll survive or not. Well I shall delay no longer my lovelies. Enjoy!
The End: The Word Of Your Body
Words couldn't even begin to describe the pain I was feeling. But I'll try to describe it anyway. It was baffling. I couldn't comprehend what was happening, I couldn't tell if I was dying or suffering from a really horrible dream that only felt real. My body tried its damnedest to reject the pain, only to be sucked in again and again into a blackness that cut out seconds or even minutes of the torture. I didn't think it was possible, but this pain was worse than silver! It felt like I was sawed in half by pure silver, while being trampled on by extremely sharp stiletto heels that were also silver, being covered head-to-toe in deep paper cuts with lemon juice squeezed on them, and to top it all off would be submerged in acid. In very simple words…it fucking hurts like shit man!
I couldn't get away from it if I tried, and I really tried. I could feel my body twisting as if to escape the pain, only it didn't do any good. There was no escaping it, and I had a feeling it wasn't going to stop anytime soon. Why the hell is this even happening?! Am I dying a slow extremely beyond painful death, or is it something else? The last I remembered was Edward biting me, and then lights out. Does it mean I will turn into a vampire? Will I survive this? If this goes on any longer, I'm just gonna try to say "Fuck it, let me die already!"
How long have I been feeling this? Has it been a few minutes, or a few hours? A few hours, or a few days? I remember Alice telling me about the transformation from a human to a vampire when we went shopping, she said it usually took about three days for the venom to get all the way in the bloodstream. If I really am going through the transformation, I really hope I'm on the final day because this really fucking hurts!
After who knows how long, I started to feel the pain lessen. About fucking time too! The pain was slowly fading, my heartbeat getting slower. It's like the feeling you get when you step into a tub full of extremely scolding hot water, and at first you feel that burning pain until you settle into the tub, and the pain slowly fades away. Of course this was more painful than hot water. This goes on for a while until the pain is finally gone. Now I feel like I can move and breath again. I lie still for maybe a minute or so. That's when I snapped my eyes open, bolted up into a seating position and blurted out the only thing I could think of.
"Kelly Clarkson!"
A lot of things happened at once. I took in my surroundings and recognized the familiar room that was Edward's, I felt the couch dip down as Edward sat next to me in lightening speed, the door burst open and in came the Cullens, Aunt Hope, Coban, and surprisingly Jake and Leah. They all rushed toward me, but stopped cold once I looked their way. Their eyes widened and their jaws dropped. I looked at them, confused as to why they were looking at me that way. I looked at Edward on my left, his face held the same expression.
"Ok guys, I know you're all amazed by my sexy ways, but you're freaking me out here. What are you staring at?" I asked them.
None of them said anything until Edward finally spoke up.
"Vivian." He whispered as he gently caressed my cheek. His hand didn't feel cold anymore. It was warm.
"Yes?" I asked him.
"Look in the mirror." He instructed me.
That kind of caught me off guard. 'Look in the mirror'?! I must look like shit by now, is he crazy?!
"You want me to look in the mirror? Is you crazy? I must look like shit!" I exclaimed.
Edward said nothing as he picked up a medium sized mirror and held it up to my face. What I saw in that mirror rendered me speechless. It was me, but I looked so…different. My skin was pale white, and flawless. My once dark blonde hair was now a light shiny blonde, it looked fuller, more volume I guess. But what really stood out were my eyes. They were no longer the usual brown, not red, not gold…but blue. Not a normal blue for eyes. They were a bright clear sky blue.
"Whoa…trippy." was all I could think of to say.
Aunt Hope looked like she was about to burst if she had to stand across the room any longer. So she ran to the couch and wrapped me in her arms. I embraced her and laid my head on her shoulder, happy that not only was I alive, but that Aunt Hope was happy and safe. She ran her fingers through my hair like a mother would to her child. Then she smacked me on the head.
"What the deuce?!" I exclaimed at her.
She looked at me sternly as she said, "Don't you ever sneak out to fight your own battles again, Vivian Leigh Gandillon!"
"Well you don't have to be so violent! Damn, woman!" I yelled.
I guess that gave everyone else the green light to walk over to us. Alice was the first to give me a big hug. I could feel all the strength she put into that hug, but I felt no pain, nor was I breathless from the force of the hug. I squeezed her just as hard. She leaned into my ear and whispered.
"I knew this would happen." She had a smile on her face as she said it. Trust Alice to see what would happen before anyone else.
Esme was next to embrace me. She kissed me on the cheek in a motherly way, and looked at me.
"Oh Vivian, you're so radiant." She told me affectionately.
"She was always radiant." I heard Edward say next to me, looking at me with love in his eyes.
"I know that, Edward. Learn to take her compliments." Esme playfully scolded him with a smile and I chuckled.
I stood up to give everyone else a hug. Emmett and I put all of our strength in our hug, I even lifted him off of the floor. He let out a big laugh as I set him down.
"Damn Vivie, you're strong!" He exclaimed.
"Hell of a lot stronger than you." I replied with a smirk.
He raised his eyebrows at me, "Oh really? I smell a challenge." He said.
"Oh it's on." I told him.
But that will be saved for another time. What surprised the hell out of me was when Rosalie walked up to me. My smile faded from my face as we looked at each other. Then, without warning, she stepped forward and pulled me into a hug. To say I was shocked would be the understatement of the century. I stood still at first, then I relaxed into her embrace. I patted her back, still a little unsure as to why she would hug me after making it perfectly clear how much she hated me. She must have sensed my confusion, because she slowly released me from her arms and looked at me.
"I saw how hard it was for Edward to do what he did, and if he did it, then you must mean something to him." She said, "So if it makes Edward happy to be with you, then it makes me happy too."
I smiled in appreciation that Rosalie finally accepted me.
"Thanks, Rosalie." I told her.
She smiled back at me, "Besides, you don't smell too bad, for a dog."
I chuckled at her, "Thanks, Rose. You're pretty nice, for a bitch."
I thought Rosalie would get a little angry at that remark, but she just laughed and nodded her head. Jasper came and gave me a hug, at ease now that I was one of them, or at least partially one of them I guess. We smiled at each other, then I saw Jake and Leah standing at the corner. They looked a little hesitant, I guess being in a room full of vampires can cause them to be on their toes. So to make it easier on them, I walked over to them and embraced them both.
At first I was afraid they would shy away from me because of me being part vampire, but they just tightened their hold on me.
"God, we're so glad you're ok." Jake told me.
"We thought we'd lost you." Leah added.
"Thanks guys, but you're not getting rid of me just yet." I teased.
They chuckled as they let me go. Then I noticed that the rest of the Quileute boys weren't around.
"Where's the rest of the guys?" I asked.
"They're at the reservation on watch." Coban spoke up from his seat next to Aunt Hope.
"On watch? For what? For whom?" I asked, confused.
"For Ulf and Victoria." Edward replied as he stood up and walked over to me.
I was even more confused. I thought they would have already killed Ulf; and Victoria, I thought she was already long gone with Laurent or something.
"What do you mean Ulf and Victoria? What happened after I was out?" I asked everyone.
Aunt Hope spoke up, "That pussy Ulf ran off as soon as he saw us run straight for them. He's lucky he didn't end up like the rest of them. Vivian, I was so pissed at what happened to you that I -well all of us just went wild on those mutts. We just tore into them with no mercy; we clawed their eyes out, there was blood and guts all over the floor, body parts were scattered across the room-"
"OK! I get it! Thank you, Aunt Hope." I cut her off, a little grossed out from her gory details of what they did to Finn, Gregory, and Willem.
"What happened to James?" I asked.
"He's dead." Edward told me, his tone flat. "We tore up his body and burned the pieces. That's the only way to kill a vampire. Victoria left, we can't find her."
"Do you think she's a threat?" I asked.
"Laurent said not to underestimate her, so we should be ready for anything." Edward replied.
I nodded in agreement. It never hurts to be prepared. Now I was curious about one more thing.
"How long was I out?" I asked aloud.
"Two days," Edward replied, "I bit both sides of your neck to make sure enough venom got into your system. It went fast enough so you transformed fully in two days instead of three."
"Well that's a relief. One less day of pain." I stated. "So what, am I like a hybrid or something?"
"Yes, that's exactly what you are, Vivian." Carlisle spoke up as he walked up to me. "And you are the first one ever created. We weren't sure if the venom would change you or kill you, but it was worth a try."
"Damn good try." I said. "So do I still get to change into a wolf? Do I get an awesome vampire power too?" I asked excitedly.
Everyone lightly chuckled at my enthusiasm. "I don't know," Carlisle replied, "We'll just have to find out."
One Week Later
A week has passed since the fight with James and the Four, and my transformation. Aunt Hope called the school, telling them that I had the flu and couldn't make it to school. They bought it of course. The real reason I was out of school was because everyone wanted to make sure I didn't go on a rampage on the entire school from bloodlust since I'm a newborn. I also found out that I can still change into a wolf which is awesome.
And I found out that I did in fact get a power. I can control people through their minds! I found out when Edward and I were laying together in my bed one night and we were kissing, but I wanted to have a hardcore make out session. So I just kept chanting in my mind for him to just get aggressive for fuck sake. Then, in the blink of an eye, he pinned me to the bed and was kissing me like crazy! I'm talking even more intense than our first two make out sessions. But damn it, he stopped himself before we could go any farther. But at least we now know what I can do…the fuckin Jedi mind trick baby!
Anywho, right now, I am upstairs getting ready for the prom. Alice did my hair in long soft curls, and applied my make up, it was light but noticeable and pretty. I finally put on my green dress and shoes, and I made my way down the stairs. Edward, Aunt Hope, and Coban were waiting for me at the bottom of the stairs. Edward looked mesmerized by my appearance, Aunt Hope smiled with tears of joy, and Coban had his arm wrapped around Aunt Hope and smiled at me.
"How do I look?" I asked them.
"You're beautiful." Edward replied, his eyes looked upon me intensely.
The next thing I saw was a bright flash as Aunt Hope took a picture of me with her digital camera. I just looked at her, my eyebrows raised.
"What? It's my baby girl's first prom and I'm going to take pictures damn it." Aunt Hope said.
I smiled and rolled my eyes at her silliness as I stood next to Edward. Aunt Hope continued to take pictures upon pictures of us. She took one of Edward giving me my corsage, she took one of him putting my corsage on me, she took one of us smiling at each other, she took one of me sticking my tongue out at her, and so on and so forth. We finally got out of the house and into Edward's car, and we were on our way to the prom.
We arrived at the place the prom was held, we got our picture taken at the entrance, then we went inside. I thought I would have difficulty controlling my hunger for human blood, but I felt no such hunger. I think it was because when I was with Aiden, I worked hard to control any bloodlust I would have when someone would bleed. Awesome!!!
Jessica, Mike, Angela, and Eric saw me and rushed over to me and Edward. I guess Tyler was out on the dance floor somewhere with his date. Jess and Angie gave me a hug, excited to see me, then they really took in my appearance.
"Vivian you look gorgeous!" Angie exclaimed.
"You really do. But you also look very different. Weren't your eyes brown?" Jess asked in curiosity.
Edward felt stiff next to me, I guess he was worried about how curious they are. But I was able to handle it.
"Oh, these are just colored contacts. I'm near sided, and I needed to update my prescription, and I thought it would be cooler to get colored lenses instead of the boring clear ones. You like?" I said to them confidently.
"Yeah, they really are cool. Trippy color." Mike replied.
"Your skin's so pale though. You weren't that pale before." Eric stated.
I have to admit I was a little nervous about that. But I kept my cool anyway.
"I just haven't been getting any sun lately. I mean, it's not like we're living in Florida you know." I replied
But they just weren't buying it.
"No, I don't think that's it. You can't get that pale so quickly." Jess argued.
So I just said the first thing I could think of.
"OK fine. My mom was half albino, and now it's catching up with me, ok? Can we just drop it?" I told them, using my new power to get them to drop the subject.
They nodded their heads in agreement and went back to dancing like nothing happened, which was a relief. Edward smiled at me as he grabbed my hand and led me outside. We kept walking until we were standing inside a beautiful gazebo. We were the only ones out there, so we stood in the center of the gazebo. At that moment, the music changed from the fast upbeat rock music, to a slow beautiful melody. I recognized the song immediately, it was The Word of Your Body from Spring Awakening. Edward held his hand out to me, I took it and he pulled me into his arms, leading us into a slow dance around the gazebo.
"I love this song." I stated softly as we continued to dance, not once taking our eyes off of each other.
"I know. That's why I requested it." Edward replied as he smiled at me.
"You did? When?" I asked, surprised that he requested a song for me.
"I have my ways." He simply replied, smirking.
"You're not going to tell me, are you?" I asked him, though already knowing the answer.
"No." He replied.
I shrugged my shoulders, not caring how or when he did it, but touched that he did that for me.
"Thank you…for doing that." I told him sincerely.
"There's no need to thank me, Vivian. I would do anything for you." He replied as he held me closer to him.
I tilted my head up towards his, he leaned his face to meet me, and our lips touched. The kiss was soft and slow at first, then it started to become more passionate and demanding. I ran my fingers through his hair, trying to get closer to him if possible. He then pulled away from me, I tried to protest at first until I saw the look of hunger on his face.
"Let's get out of here." He said with a strain in his voice.
"Ok. Why though? And where are we going?" I agreed but asked in curiosity.
"Because I can't take this anymore. I'm going you take you to my house…and make love to you." He told me, his voice laced with lust.
My still beating heart just started beating faster than the speed of light, my whole body instantly felt hot from his words. He grabbed my hand and we rushed out of there, we went into his car and drove off. He didn't let go of my hand the entire drive to his house. After what felt like ages, we finally made it to Edward's house. We exited the car and quickly ran into his house, which was empty. I bet Alice saw this coming and got the family to leave so we could have our privacy.
When we got to the stairs, Edward picked me up and carried me in his arms up the stairs to his room. We entered his room, he gently set me down and we stood facing each other in front of his leather couch. Edward gently caressed my face, gazing lovingly into my eyes. I caressed his face as I gazed back at him. We leaned in towards each other and our lips met. The kiss went from slow and gentle, to fast and rough.
I slowly brought my hands down to his buttoned up shirt; I loosened his tie, then slowly began to unbutton his shirt. Edward broke the kiss and kept his eyes connected with mine as I started to undress him. He slowly removed his black suit jacket, I tucked his shirt out of his pants as I unbuttoned the last few buttons. When it was finally unbuttoned, Edward slid the shirt off of his shoulders, letting it fall to the floor.
I ran my hands up and down his now naked torso, feeling the hardness of his abs. Edward let out a soft moan as I continued to explore his body. I felt his hand grasp onto the zipper on the back of my dress, sliding it down at a deadly slow pace. He then slid the straps off of my shoulders, letting the dress slide down my body onto the floor around my feet. Hunger filled Edward's eyes as he gazed upon my lingerie.
It was a black strapless bra and panty set, the panties were boy short style. Edward pulled me close to his body, running his hands all over me. He leaned his head down toward me, planting kisses on my throat, down my collarbone to the top of my breasts. I tilted my head back, giving him more access to kiss me even more. I moved my hands to his pants, unbuckling his belt and undoing his pants. I lightly grasped onto his pants, pushing them off of his hips, then letting them slide to the floor.
I stood back and took in his appearance; he looked so delicious wearing nothing but his black boxer briefs. Edward took that time to slip his shoes and socks off and step out of his pants. I slipped off my heels and stepped away from my dress. We slowly walked towards each other; hunger, lust, and love in our eyes. He gently grasped onto my face and kissed me with more passion than I have ever felt before. I ran my hands up and down his firm back, then moved them down until I was grasping onto his firm rear. I felt him do the same thing to me, except he stuck his hands inside my panties so that his hands were touching my bare skin. I moaned into his mouth, grasping his ass even harder, I could feel his hardness pressed against my stomach, making me feel even hotter.
Edward pulled his hands out of my panties, moved them up my back, on top of my bra, and unhooked it. He stepped back as he pulled the bra away from my chest, dropped it on the floor, and stared hungrily at my bare breasts. His eyes were filled with so much lust and hunger, it was almost animalistic. I stepped forward, and slowly pulled down his boxer briefs, then it was my turn to look lustfully at him. It was my first time looking at his naked body, and I'm glad it won't be my last. His body put even a Greek God to shame. There was no ounce of fat on this man's body. He was beyond statuesque, he was perfect. And I can't even begin to describe what he looked like in his nether regions. To put things mildly, I wasn't sure if all of him will fit, but we'll sure as hell try.
Edward stepped toward me, held me to him by my shoulders, and slowly laid me down onto the coolness of his black leather couch. I was on my back and he was on top of me, our eyes gazing into one another. He planted a gentle kiss on my lips before he reached his hands toward my panties, pulling them down slowly. When they were all the way off, Edward stood on his knees and looked down at me. My heart was beating even faster as his eyes took in my now naked body. I spread my legs open slightly, showing him that I'm ready. He smiled that sexy smile I love so much as he leaned down, he held himself up by his hands so he was hovering over me.
"Are you ready?" Edward asked me softly, being the gentleman I know and love.
I gently nodded my head in confirmation.
"Yes." I replied.
"I love you, Vivian." He told me as he caressed my cheek.
"I love you too." I replied.
He leaned down and kissed me, slowly sliding inside of me at the same time. We both moaned at the new contact between our bodies. Edward stay still inside me for a moment, letting me adjust to his size. I nodded my head, telling him to continue. He slowly pulled himself out until only the tip was still inside, then he just as slowly pushed back in, causing us to moan slightly louder. He leaned down off of his hands so our chests were pressed against each other. He continued to slowly move his hips against mine. The pace was torture, I needed more! I wrapped my legs around his waist, pushing him further inside me.
"Edward," I whispered shakily, "Faster."
And man, did he comply! He started moving faster and harder inside me, hitting every spot inside me that caused even more pleasure. The faster he went, the louder our moans became. The only thing that could be heard in the room was our grunts and moans, and the slapping of our skin. He grabbed my legs, moving them further up his waist, causing him to go even deeper, hitting that one spot that brings out the most pleasure.
"Oh, Edward! More!" I moaned as his thrusts became more aggressive.
"Oh Vivian, you feel so good!" Edward moaned into my neck.
I felt his hand slide in between our bodies and move down until he was rubbing my bundle of nerves, I was done for.
"EDWARD!!!!!!" I screamed as I felt my release coming.
I could tell he was close too because he was thrusting even harder and faster. He lifted his face from my neck so he was looking deep into my eyes. His eyes were pure black, as I am sure mine are too.
"Vivian," He said through gritted teeth, "I can't hold on much longer!"
"Me neither!" I moaned out.
Edward's face grimaced as if in pain he was so close to climax. I grinded my hips harder against his ready for our release. I can feel the heat deep in my core even more until I felt as if my entire body had burst. I screamed out my release, trembling from the intensity of my orgasm. I heard Edward let out a loud growl as his release took over. His body collapsed onto mine, both of our bodies trembling from our release.
Neither of us moved for a minute, then Edward lifted his head up to look at me, and he smiled.
"That was…" He said, trying to think of the perfect word to describe how our first time together felt.
"Unbelievable." I finished for him.
"Exactly." He replied.
He started lifting himself off of me, but I held him close.
"No, let's stay like this for a while." I told him, not wanting to lose that connection between our bodies.
He nodded in understanding. "Ok." He replied, laying his head on my chest, over my heart.
I gently ran my fingers through his now messed up hair. I felt so complete with him, it almost feels unreal. Like it's some kind of wonderful dream, and I didn't want to wake up.
"I love you so much, Edward." I whispered to him.
Edward lifted his head from my chest, and gazed lovingly into my eyes.
"Vivian, I will love you until the day I die. Even after my death, my heart will always belong to you." He proclaimed.
I felt little tears fall down my cheeks, my heart's just filled to the brim with love for him. He gently wiped the tears from my face as he kissed me lovingly on the lips. I was finally happy. I finally felt like I was in peace. For the first time in my life, I can finally say that I am home. With wonderful friends, a loving family, and a man who has captured my heart. Who is the love of my life, my soul mate, my destiny. And I will never let anything or anyone take that away from me.
Outside of the Cullen's House
Two figures are standing in the shadows, having witnessed what just occurred inside Edward Cullen's bedroom between the two lovers. One was a tall male with short blonde hair, face marred with scars, and an eye patch over his eye. The other, a tall female, with wild flaming red hair, the only thing on her face was the look of rage and vengeance. Both man and woman are quivering with anger, wanting to attack. But not now, oh no. Only when the time is right. Only then, will Ulf and Victoria have their revenge on Vivian Gandillon.
Just too unreal, all this
Watching the words fall from my lips
Baiting some girl with hypotheses
Haven't you heard the word of your body?
Don't feel a thing, you wish
Grasping at pearls with my fingertips
Holding her hand like some little tease
Haven't you heard the word of my wanting?
O, I'm gonna be wounded
O, I'm gonna be your wound
O, I'm gonna bruise you
O, you're gonna be my bruise
Just too unreal, all this…
Watching his world slip through my fist
Playing with her in your fantasies
Haven't you heard the word – how I want you?
O, I'm gonna be wounded
O, I'm gonna be your wound
O, I'm gonna bruise you
O, you're gonna be my bruise
The Word Of Your Body
By
Spring Awakening
A/N: And that's the end of Silver Sun. I hope everyone enjoyed it, I enjoyed writing it :D I hope the love scene was alright, it's my first time writing one so please have a heart. Thank you everyone for reading and reviewing throughout this whole story, it truly means a lot to me! And the sequel to this will be called Dark Sky, which won't be out for a while because I want to give Edward and Vivian some rest, LOL. But I will be having more stories out in the future also, plus of course my update for The Fleeting Realm of Scent. Thanks again for the wonderful support. Please leave a review, for it gives me motivation to do more writing sooner! The next story coming up will be my Death Sentence story Dangerous Game which will be out soon, so please everyone, even those who've never heard of Death Sentence, please give it a chance and R&R. Thanks again! Until next time!!! BTW to see what Vivian looks like as a hybrid, go on my profile!!!