Harry smiled and ran out into the hall almost crashing into Lupin. He was seconds away from a panic attack. He faked it but holy shit was it about to crash.

"Get me the fuck out of here."

Remus could smell his fear. He led him through several halls until he was ushered into an unused room behind a painting. Harry thought, well damn another hidden secret before the panic attack came crashing down.

Harry leaned over sucking in as much air as possible.

"Cub, what's wrong?'

"Panic attack."

Remus was upset but just grabbed onto Harry and held him close. The familiar smell of Remus and the closeness of someone he loved began to push back the gnawing gut wrenching fear.

"Harry, how often does this happen?"

"After, always after my life implodes. I was okay then I had to give an inspirational speech and it went downhill from there. There were too many people staring at me, talking to me. I thought the fucking ceiling was going to cave in. I probably have PTSD or some other shit wrong with me from all the shit I've went through. I'll be okay just don't let go."

Remus held on tighter and waited until he couldn't smell fear or panic pouring off of him in waves.

Harry finally sighed and relaxed. He pulled back smiling. "Would you like to join the insanity?"

Remus couldn't help it but laugh. Harry was back to himself. "I would love too. I was beginning to think the walls were coming in on me too."

"Well, have fun with the shit storm I just started."

"Snape told me what you are planning. The marauders would be proud."

"Go big or go home, right?"

They were both grinning when they left the portrait. "How is Narcissa? I've wanted to come see her but it has been insane here. Did Snape catch you up?"

"No, but we can do that later. Narcissa is doing well and is much happier. She has made up with Andromeda and Tonks. They spend a lot of time keeping her company."

"I bet Kreacher loves it. All the Blacks back in Black Manor."

Remus snorted. "You have no idea."

"He has already forgotten about me."

"If it makes you feel better, me too and I live there."

Pansy and Draco cornered them as they were heading back into the great hall. "We are gone for a few minutes and you start a government."

Harry slapped Remus on the back. "Meet your werewolf legislator."

Remus stood grinning then walked in to talk to Snape. Rita was running over to him as Pansy opened her mouth to begin screaming.

"So, what are the people's heads going to be ringing with tomorrow?"

"The boy who lived and his magical council."

"How about Hogwarts and her magical council?"

Rita stewed over it for several minutes. "I think that could work. You are a hot topic so you will still have to be in the story."

Harry nodded. "Leave out the snake and ego part. Let's not shock too many of the old people."

Pansy giggled as Malfoy stared Harry down. Rita nodded and then attacked Remus with questions. Remus looked back to Harry like save me. Harry smiled and mouthed insanity.

Fred and George appeared around the corner and pulled Harry away. They handed him a huge box. Harry looked inside and slammed the lid shut again.

"Damn it guys!" Harry's face was twelve different shades of red.

"We didn't want to owl you our present so we thought we would drop it off…"

"Personally."

"I swear you both are going to give me fucking heart attacks."

"We can always help you…"

"Try them out. We wouldn't want you to…"

"Get lonely."

To emphasize, Fred squeezed his ass.

"Heart attacks." Harry repeated.

Harry grinned wickedly and smiled at them still holding his box of crazy. "You know, when I was upset about my boyfriend. I owled you both. I was really upset and you both snuck into school and made sure I felt better."

Harry moved a step closer to them. "Really better."

"Did you hear that George?"

"I did Fred."

"I'll even let you see my memory."

"Oh." Two voices said together.

Harry snarled. "If, you stop trying to embarrass the shit out of me!"

"Wicked."

"Deal."

Harry took out his wand and pulled out the memory. He held it away when they tried to grab it. "Promise, no more embarrassing Harry."

They both looked at each other then turned back to Harry.

"How good…"

"Is this memory?"

"Double penetration."

"We agree."

"Scouts honor."

"You were never a fucking scout."

"How about, we promise we will never send you embarrassing stuff again."

"You better not be crossing your fingers behind your back George."

George scoffed. "I would never."

Fred smirked then. "But, we will ask you to come to the store and try to give you stuff which you can refuse at any time but we will stop mailing it."

For both of these shady shits, that was about as good as he was going to get. "I want that memory back by the end of the day. Do we have a deal?"

"Deal." Twin voices replied before they grabbed the memory and ran.

Harry smirked he just opened a whole new can of crazy. Draco didn't even know about that night of debauchery.

Harry turned to head back to the grand hall and looked at the box. Oh fuck no! He ran to his room to get rid of whatever the hell was inside. When he'd cracked the lid he'd seen whips, a ball gag and several male anatomy parts. He'd also seen some chocolate frogs. He'd at least eat the frogs.

Harry made it to his room and found Malfoy waiting on him. He stood guilty as hell holding Fred and George's present. He took the box and threw it in the corner.

"Sorry, I got Weasley napped."

Malfoy stood looking at the box but then looked back to Harry. "So, you've caused an uproar again."

"Saint Potter, here to fix the world."

Malfoy laughed. "That is my line."

Harry groaned. "It's Christmas. Gringotts has fallen, the ministry is under the control of the all and powerful douche bag and I had to walk up in front of everyone and act like I know what the fuck I'm doing."

Malfoy moved taking Harry's lips. The kiss had Harry's tows curling.

"From everything I've heard, you were brilliant."

"Can we stay here and eat dinner?"

Malfoy nodded. "We have a little time."

Harry smiled, "Do we?"

Harry leaned down unhooking Malfoy's belt. Malfoy leaned back letting his head fall back onto the bed. Harry smirked sliding down Malfoy's zipper.

The door banged against the wall. Fred and George raced into the room.

"Harry, that was the…"

"Hottest shit we've ever seen."

They took in Harry leaning over Malfoy.

"Damn it."

"We were going to ask to do that."

Harry held out his hand. George held the vial for a second like he was seriously thinking about running with it. "George?"

"Can we keep it?"

"Hell no!"

Fred's shoulders deflated. "Please."

"No, no and no."

"Now you promised. Give me the vial and no more 'fun' gifts."

George walked over to Harry like a kicked puppy. "We could join you."

"George!"

"Fine!" George smirked.

"Open invitation."

Harry snorted. "I swear you both are like two year olds all the time that have been trapped in a candy store."

The both grinned. "Have fun."

"And we won't tell. We can keep secrets."

"Obviously."

Harry watched them leave then locked the door and put on wards around the room. No more interruptions.

Harry looked down he was still in between Malfoy's spread legs.

"What's in the vial?"

"Um…"

Malfoy moved like a cat. He pounced on the vial and ran out the room. Harry swore and cursed his damn body for being to big to run after him. He'd probably just roll down the damn stairs."

Harry called Dobby and asked if they could eat here for dinner to get away from the crowds. Dobby nodded and left him after checking Harry out. Harry stripped and slid into the bed in his boxers. He could only imagine what Malfoy would do when that memory was watched. Scream or get off.

He hoped for the latter.

Harry was halfway asleep when he heard the door open. He heard Malfoy replace the locks and wards but didn't say anything after that. Harry turned looking up at him.

"Freaking out?"

Malfoy sat the memory down on the desk. Harry picked it up and put it back inside him were it would be safe.

"Fuck that was hot." He snarled. "But, there will be no more of that. You will only screw Malfoys."

Harry fake pouted. Malfoy snarled at him again. "I'll tell on you."

Harry's mouth fell open. "You would tell on me."

"To keep you away from those two, yeah."

Harry smirked. "It wasn't that bad."

"You couldn't see your face or hear the noises coming out of your mouth. I had to change clothes before I came in here."

Harry laughed and rolled over in the bed. Malfoy joined him. Harry relaxed and fell asleep with Malfoy stroking his stomach.

Dobby woke him when it was time to eat. He downed more potions and sat in the floor cross legged in front of the fire. Malfoy slid in behind him so he leaned back and they watched the fire and ate. Harry removed the charm now on habit when he was in his room. Malfoy demanded to see the changes going through Harry and pitched a Malfoy size fit if he wouldn't remove the charm. Harry could see what the changes were doing to him. He tried to hide his growing stomach but Malfoy wasn't having it. Harry didn't know what was going to happen but with every stroke of Malfoy's hand over his stomach a bond was forming that Harry was going to break when he left. If their positions were reversed, Harry could see himself dying from want.

Malfoy was just as desperate as Harry was to stay. Harry was just as desperate for Draco. He prayed to Merlin or whoever was listening that they wouldn't fall apart and they would all be okay.

When they were starting to get stiff, Malfoy tucked him in bed. Malfoy left him to shower and grab pajamas but Harry was fast asleep when he returned.

Harry woke the next day to more snow. A snow storm had blown in covering the already snow covered lawns and made the castle look more enchanted. He peered out the window at the lawns while Malfoy slept buried in the blankets.

Harry got ready and headed for the insanity. Families were poring into the school. Hermione and Minerva were standing at the door with Dobby and other house elves trying to get everyone calm and somewhere to stay.

The castle was changing empty unused classrooms to wards for families. Dobby was using house elves to help where Hogwarts couldn't. It was a complete disaster and a godsend. Rita flew out of the great hall and dumped a paper in his hands.

HOGWARTS AND THE COUNCIL OF MAGIC

Hearing of the fall of the Ministry to the clutches of death eaters after the horrible news of the fall of Gringotts, Harry James Potter Boy Who Lived gave us all hope on Christmas day. We all stood stunned and shocked by what was happening on a holiday meant for peace and family. Young Harry stood up when we were too frightened to move and demanded we help each other. Here is what we saw from our hero.

Harry rolled his eyes and scanned to the bottom.

Hogwarts sang to us twice as we stood in the hall watching our hero trying to save us all and make sure we are all safe. Hogwarts is now officially a sanctuary that will let anyone who has no ill will pass its gates. We hope your families are safe during the holidays and welcome you if you are not. The first truly magical council of different magical races is found here and is taking volunteers to help with food, shelter, and most of all hope.

Harry snorted then looked up to Rita. "Sorry, I hate being the center of attention."

Rita gaped at him. "You will have to get used to it."

Harry nodded and went to get breakfast. He joined Snape and Charlie at the teachers table. "Please forgive me, but I don't want to be talked to."

Snape laughed. "You are talking to us."

Harry looked at him and snarled before throwing the paper at him. "I'm not saint fucking Potter."

Snape read over the article before passing it to Charlie. They were both smirking. "You seem like Saint Potter with his Christmas miracle."

Harry face planted into the table. "Why can't I be normal? My entire life right now, one word, insane. I'm in love with two men; both are the same fucking person one from this world and one from mine. Let me tell you my Draco, is going to blow a fucking gasket when he finds out I've been fucking Malfoy. Oh, I'm also a dude and I'm pregnant because my shit can't get anymore complicated. Oh, I'm a fucking murderer and have to be a murderer, again. Oh, and I switched house to get away from crazy people who give me puppy dog eyes because they aren't crazy yet. Oh, and the twins are giving me lustful looks because I blackmailed them to stop sending me sex toys. I have an entire box of them if you need some. Oh, and…"

"Harry calm down." Snape said taking his hand.

"Right, I was about to work myself into a panic attack."

Charlie started laughing. "What the hell did you use against the twins?"

Harry smirked. "A memory of me banging both their gongs."

Charlie's mouth dropped open. "You didn't."

Harry pointed to Fred and George who were sitting at the usual table. Fred and George were both leering at him. Malfoy walked behind them and bopped them both on the head and growled something between them.

Harry imagined Malfoy was peeing on him from here.

"Fuck, you did." Charlie looked at him again appraising him.

Snape rolled his eyes. "You better watch out you don't need anymore trouble."

Harry snorted. "Have you met the twins? I think if I did that again I would have to be sedated afterwards. They are fucking crazy."

Charlie burst into laughter and Snape couldn't help but join in on the mirth. Minerva dropped in the chair beside Harry. "Are you joining us today Mr. Potter?"

"Please forgive me. I just wanted a little peace while I eat. Everyone is a little wearier to come up here then accost me at my table."

Minerva nodded.

"How are things going?"

"We have everyone situated but if people keep coming in we will have to move students together. This is a nightmare. I mean knowing it will happen and seeing it is a very different experience."

Harry nodded to Hagrid as he passed by to get his breakfast. Dumbledore came in a few minutes later and began to speak to Minerva about what they needed to do to prepare Hogwarts. Harry half listened as he looked around the room. Goblins, refuges and students sat together talking, laughing and eating. House elves popped in and spoke with students or refuges. He'd seen more house elves in the last few weeks than he had since he'd been alive. Dobby's popularity wasn't hurting them either. More students snuck down to the kitchen and would listen to the elves tell stories or give them spells that most wizards thought below them because they were cleaning or cooking charms. It was like music to Harry's soul to watch.

"Are you looking at your kingdom?" Snape asked.

Harry slapped him. "What the hell, Snape? I'm just looking around and liking what I'm seeing. Look."

Harry pointed to a second year that was standing up in her chair. She was pointing at something on the ceiling and speaking excitedly to a goblin who listened completely engrossed. With his arm slung on the table, he leaned forward as her expressions became more animated her entire body shaking with excitement as she spoke to him. Then she stopped whispered something to him and they both broke into laughter.

"You can't fake that. You can't make that happen either. It just feels right. What we are doing, feels right."

"Harry, this is all you."

Harry rolled his eyes and watched the room.

Lupin conjured a chair and sat in front of Harry. Harry smiled and turned his attention back to the table. He was warring with himself and he knew it. Two paths, two loves, two worlds and the fate of this one was strangling him. Harry shook his head and concentrated on Remus.

"Are you staying here?"

"No, I'm going back and forth. It wouldn't be right to stay here when the room is needed. Grimmauld Place is safe and I want to make sure Narcissa stays safe."

Harry watched him eat and pushed his own plate away. Dobby the terrible nurse popped in handing him vials of potion. He stared at them for a few seconds before Dobby's tsk was heard beside him. Harry frowned and downed them.

"Yuck. How can something taste so damn bad?"

"Suck it up." Dobby smiled then left.

"He's getting cheekier."

"I'm sure you had nothing to do with it."

Harry gasped. "Me?"

Snape rose an eyebrow and pushed the paper back to Harry who snarled at him. "Keep it up big boy and I will have a fucking special delivery for Charlie."

Charlie perked up at that. Snape snarled at him deflating Charlie's smile. Harry turned and winked at Charlie. The smile came back. Charlie was getting a mystery box. Harry transfigured his leftovers to a parchment and quill then sent Fred a note. Fred grabbed it then showed it to George. They both looked up and smirked at him.

"What the fuck did you just do, Potter?"

Harry gasped again. "Me, nothing."

Remus was quietly snickering at them. "Remus, so have you asked out Tonks yet?"

All eyes whipped to Remus. "Umm, Harry…"

"That would be a no. You better get on that."

Remus looked at him terrified.

"I want my godson."

Remus dropped his fork as Snape snorted. Harry smiled and looked back out to the room. So many people were here. It wouldn't be long before Voldemort descended. There were more people in the castle this time, more people who could be hurt. He hoped the wards would hold and everyone would stay united to keep the wards strong.

Fear could turn on them as quickly as it could be felt. Snape touched his arm. Harry tried to wipe the emotions from his face.

"What are you thinking about?"

"The wards."

"They have never been stronger."

Harry sat back pushing his plate away. His hand went to his stomach as he stared into Snape's eyes. "You and I both know if the people here start to turn on one another, he will get through."

Snape contemplated before he spoke. "We can't base everything on what ifs and what could happen. We just need to make sure we are prepared for anything."

Harry looked around. What more could happen? He'd changed so much here he might have doomed them all to fail. His eyes went back to the still giggling child. Please Merlin, let me save them.