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Ok ok, I'm super sorry for not updating but I've been super busy! Sorry. Hope you enjoy!

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CHAPTER 4: Scares or scared?

RENESMEE CULLEN

I sat staring at the ceiling of my room going through all the things that happened through my first short school day.

Got lost

Met a very friendly friend

Met Nahuel again :)

ALMOST KILLED MY UNCLE

I didn't allow my list to continue. I slammed my fists down next to me. When I pushed my thoughts and images deeper into his mind, I merely wanted – damn the pun – to show him the big picture, to really get it into his head. But I felt something, I felt something hot...like a little flame inside of his mind, and when I touched it – going too deep down – it responded by hurting him...

I suddenly knew what I had to do.

My parents burst into the room, Aunty Alice in tow. My father was angry, I kept my expression empty.

"Renesmee Cullen!" I simply stared at my father. "You are not going ANYWHERE!" I just nodded.

"If it displeases you father, I won't go." I said quietly. "I need to study though." He grabbed my hand softly.

"Just what did you think you were going to do?" I sighed.

"I was simply going to leave until I had fully mastered my ability." I said simply. "So as not to hurt anyone..." My voice turned into a mumble. Mum put her hand on my shoulder.

"Do whatever you think is right sweetie. We trust you." Dad stood staring at her as if she was mad.

I stood on my tippy toes and kissed her cheek. "Thanks mum."

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I walked to the backyard and sat down in the middle, I concentrated on spreading my ability from my palms. At first it was hard, like I couldn't get a grip on it. But then when I finally got it, it became easy. I wrapped myself in my...thing. I realised that I had to gain control of my power, so as not to hurt anyone any more. But I needed to truly focus while I did it. And I wasn't going to touch anyone until I had it down pat. I spread it across my skin, than focused it on gathering at different points of my body. I felt the grass beside me move.

"Renesmee?" I heard a quiet voice ask. I kept my eyes closed.

"Yes?"

"Are you alright?" I felt a hand reaching for me. I threw my body in the opposite direction, although I very much disliked it. I opened my eyes to see Nahuel next to me, staring wide-eyed, hand still out stretched.

"I'm fine, I just...its best if you don't touch me..." I stammered. Nahuel's look saddened, but he nodded. No don't, hold me...

"If you think so..." He smiled. "I'll just content with looking at you." A warm sensation suddenly filled me. Without thinking of the consequences I jumped on him, pushing him back on to the grass I kissed his neck.

"Well I'm not contented at just looking at you." I whispered into his neck. I could feel his breaths coming quick and shallow.

"That's fine with me." He sighed. I giggled and crawled off. I laid beside him, he wrapped his arm around my shoulders, and I moved my head to his chest. I had never felt anything like this; I saw it everyday...in mum and dad, in Aunty Rose and Uncle Emmett, even in grandpa and grandma. Love and affection.

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NAHUEL

I felt complete. Renesmee was sleeping on my chest. I knew I loved her way before I came here. That was part of the reason my aunty made me go and find her. It had taken me a few months to track her down, but it was worth it just to see her face.

"I love you Nahuel..." I looked down shocked. Had she really just said that?! Oh yeah...she so did! But she was still asleep. I chuckled. I didn't realise sleep talking was that realistic.

"What are you doing here?" I looked up to see a huge boy. He must have been at least six-foot-four. He smelt, earthy, it was an annoying smell, but not revolting. "I can see by your face that you're some vampire. But I want to know is ......" He hissed, his hands shaking. His words were full of venom. However I couldn't have cared less. He just called my Renesmee his...

"Who says she's yours?" I said with just as much venom.

The boy growled. Hmm, definitely not human then.

He walked over to Renesmee, who was still sleeping. His eyes went soft as he picked up her hand and gently pressed it to his face. He closed his eyes. After a few seconds he smiled, and held out her hand to me. I took it and pressed it to my cheek.

Swirls of colour were suddenly in my head. I took her hand off my face. The boy snorted.

"It's not going to hurt you freak." I hissed and put her hand back onto my cheek. The colours swirled again, as I waited, like drifting through a fog I could see a kind of movie playing. It was of Renesmee and the boy, they were playing in the snow. She was playing tag with him, they were both laughing. I placed her hand back on her stomach. The boy smiled, smugly.

"Oh I get it, you're her nanny?" I sneered. The boy suddenly got the shakes real bad; I pulled Renesmee closer to me. That just made him angrier, and he started to shimmer, and finally exploded in a burst of fur, in his place stood a snarling wolf, the size of a horse. Of course...werewolf.

I put Renesmee on my back and turned to run, but I was too slow. I could feel the heat of his paw before I felt it grip my shirt; I pulled away from it with all my might, desperate, I felt the ripping of my skin. As soon as I felt the monsters grip loosen and turned as I saw the other paw come up. I felt a thud.

Suddenly a sickening scream was released right in my ear. I cringed as Renesmee started to cry and scream. I felt wind move around me and I was surrounded by the Cullen's. I swung Renesmee around and chocked with tears. Her whole back was drenched in blood, what was left of her T-shirt swung in strips, but that wasn't the worst of it. Five huge claw marks were long and raw down her back. I felt her sobs as she turned to bury her face in my chest. I gulped to try and keep down my own.

I felt a cool hand on my shoulder. I turned, it was Carlisle. He looked at Renesmee and his eyes turned hard.

"Get a grip Jacob!" I heard Edward growl. "How could you let yourself go like that?!" I glanced over and saw them all around him in a kind of semicircle.

"I'm going to kill you!" I heard a female voice screech.

"No Rose!" Emmett grabbed her. "Don't."

"Let me go Emmett!"

"Renesmee wouldn't like it." Emmett whispered. Rose stopped struggling and fell limply into his arms.

The wolf set his sad eyes on Renesmee, I placed myself in front of his stare. His eyes flashed angrily, then went back to sad, a tear the size of a baseball rolling down his cheek.

"Don't run Jacob, don't leave..." I heard Renesmee murmur. The wolf whimpered and then let out a mournful howl.

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Woo hoo...so sparks fly??? oh oh

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