The truth comes out. Enjoy!
Meredith gets to the bar about 8 pm, she pauses before she goes in catches her breathe. As she enters the bar; Justin Timberlake's Sexyback is playing. She goes straight over to the booth, where Angela, Cristina and Izzie are sat.
"Hey guys" she says, just then Kathleen walks over to them with Derek not far behind her. Meredith introduces Derek to Cristina, Meredith stares at the drink that Izzie had got her. She doesn't have to look at him, to know that he is watching her; she can feel his eyes on her. Cristina is watching them both; she figures that this is the Derek that Meredith had told her about. Meredith excuses herself from the booth, not making any eye contact with Derek, and walks up to the bar, she orders tequila shots and to keep them coming. She wants to forget about Russell and Derek, just for a few hours. Cristina comes over to her,
"Meredith, what are you doing?" she asks bluntly.
"Nothing" Meredith says, knocking back another tequila.
"Meredith I haven't seen you like this since Derek…"
"Do not mention him, I am fine" she said. Cristina knows she isn't but decides not to press her, she sees Derek heading their way, as she walks back to the table, she passes him,
"Good luck" she says has she passes, he sit next to Meredith, she looks at him,
"You have your good looking red shirt on" she says, openly flirting with him, oblivious to anyone else in the bar.
"Well, it's my favourite, I remember a certain someone buying it for me" he says,
"I don't think your wife, would be happy about that" she says, ordering another tequila.
"I don't care what my wife thinks," Derek says, ordering himself a scotch.
"Derek…" she says,
"What?" he replied
"I'm a little drunk"
"I can see that Mer"
"I…I…missyou" Mer says,
Derek places his hand above her's on the bar, "me too" he says gently. Neither of them notices that everyone is watching them, watching the sparks that radiate from the two lovers, lost in the storm.
Kathleen comes over to them, "Derek, Addison on her way over with Nancy" she tells him, he pulls his hand away from Meredith's with a look of sorrow in his eyes. He quickly plants a kiss on the stop of her head, before walking over to a empty booth, just has Addison and Nancy walks into the bar, Addison see Derek in the booth and goes and joins him while Nancy goes up to the bar. Addison watches Meredith has turns to get up from the bar and for effect, she walks up to Derek and kisses him; Derek pushes her away, his eyes meeting Meredith's the hurt in her eyes, pains him. He knows that Addison is doing it for effect, considering they do not even like each other half the time. Derek is grateful for Kathleen coming over to join them; giving him someone other than his wife to talk too, all he wants is to be sat next to Meredith.
"Derek…stop" Meredith says through her laughter, Derek is tickling her
"Stop…what?" Derek says feigning innocence,
"Tickling me. You know I don't like it and we have a party to get ready for" she says.
"We could always blow off the party and stay here," he says, nipping at her neck.
"I would love nothing more than to stay here, but we promised Mark" Meredith says, Derek pouts, Meredith tries to wriggle out of his grip.
"Marry Me," he says, Meredith stops, not sure she heard right,
"What?" she says, shocked.
"I said marry me, I love you, I want to spend the rest of my life with you" Derek says. Meredith turns to face him, with a huge smile on her face
"Yes" she says simply,
"Yes" Derek repeats, Meredith jumps into his arms, kissing him, his tongue begs entry which she grants instantly deepening it.
He glances over to the bar, sees Meredith flirting with some guy, who goes to kiss her, watching her, his blood boils, as the guy places his arm around her waist. Derek shifts uncomfortably in his seat; he can feel Kathleen kicking him underneath the table, luckily for him Addison is in the toilets.
"Derek" Kathleen says, but he doesn't hear her, all he can think of is that guy touching her; she is the only one who makes him insanely jealous. He sees Meredith laughing at something this guy said to her, he couldn't take it anymore. He walks over to Meredith, and grabs her arm, pulling her through the bar and outside.
"Derek…stop…you're hurting me" Meredith pleads with him, never seen him like this before
"What do you think you are doing?" Derek shouts at her,
"What are you talking about?" Mer says, at a loss to why he is yelling at her,
"What would your husband say about you flirting with that guy" Derek says, Meredith gets it now,
"Now you're concerned about my husband, or is it that you're just jealous" Meredith says a little louder.
"I don't get jealous" he says, Meredith laughs,
"You don't get jealous, than what the hell is this for then Derek. You grabbing me, dragging me outside in front of all my friends. What would your wife say?" Meredith spat at him,
"Don't you…" Derek says, Meredith sees red.
"Don't what Derek, bring up your perfect wife, the woman you cheated on me with, you left me for twice now. You have no right to get jealous over anything that I do, you don't want me, you never have" Meredith shouting at him getting more angry,
"What are you talking about I never wanted you, you are all that I have ever wanted Meredith, you left me remember, and you broke off our engagement, for no reason" Derek says yelling at her.
"For no reason, you cheated on me with Addison, how was I…" Meredith shouts, before trailing off seeing Derek looking at her blankly.
"Cheated on you…Meredith I never cheated on you…I wouldn't. I only got with Addison two years after you left" Derek says, not believing what he just heard.
"Don't lie to me Derek, I saw you kissing her, at the party" Meredith says still yelling at him. Derek pauses trying to remember what she is talking about, than remembering.
"OMG, she kissed me, Meredith, I never kissed her back, and I pushed her away. I loved you; there wasn't anyone else for me" Derek says gently.
Meredith looks at him, tears spilling down her face, seeing that he is telling the truth "oh god" she says quietly. Derek takes her into his arms, holding her while she sobs into his chest.
"I thought…than she…me…" Meredith rambled.
"Mer you're rambling. I know what you thought. Who is she?" Derek asked his curiosity peeked.
"What?" Mer asked, wandering what she said.
"You said than she" Derek told her. The expression on her face told him what he thought.
"Was the she Addison?" he asks.
Meredith looks away from him afraid to look at him, she wants to tell him the truth, but she doesn't know how to. She doesn't want to make things worse, but she also has never lied to him.
"Meredith look at me" Derek tells her.
Meredith continues to look down at her feet; Derek cups her chin and raises her head so he can look her in the eye.
"Meredith, was it Addison? What did she says to you? " Derek asks, sounding calm, but feeling madder by the second.
Meredith simply nods, "she told me that you had been having an affair with her for 6 months"
Derek pulls her close to him and kisses her on the top of her head, "why didn't you talk to me Mer, you know I would never cheat on you", he says.
"I want to go home" she says.
Derek decided to walk her home, since she doesn't live far, not saying anything on the way. Derek can't believe that she thought that he would cheat on her; he isn't surprised that Addison pulled a trick like that; she always was a manipulative bitch. He wished that Meredith had spoken to him about it instead of jumping to conclusions. He has wasted the last 9 years with Addison, if only he had pushed it, tried to find her, he would have known the truth and he could have been happy with her, he could have woke up everyday in her arms instead of waking up next to Addison. Adam could have been his, he had always wanted kids, but only with her, every time Addison brought up the subject of kids, he always said he didn't want any.
Being wrapped in Derek arms, feels so good, she can't believe that she was so stupid; she should have talked to him, instead of running away. Deep down she knew that he would never have cheated on her. That he loved her, she should have stayed and never doubt his love for her, she could have spent the past 12 years happy with him. Even after it all, she couldn't stop loving him; she had to be with him one way or another. She was glad that Adam was their son; she never wanted children with anyone else. They approach Meredith's house, she struggles for a moment with the keys and opens it, she turns back to face Derek.
"Thanks for walking me home, Derek" Meredith says, giving him a weak smile.
"That's okay. I am so sorry Meredith" he replies, neither of them wanting to leave each other, especially after what they learnt tonight.
"It not your fault Derek, I should have talked to you. I just…"Meredith said as she leans into him, placing her hand on his chest, looking into his eyes, she felt herself getting lost in them,
"Maybe I should…" Derek says,
"Yeah" she replies, either of them making any effort to move.
Meredith brings herself up on tip toes, has Derek leans down and put his lips on her and kisses her; she parts her lips to allow his tongue entry in to her mouth, her hands running through his hair, playing with his curls at the nape of his neck. Derek pulls her close to him, deepening the kiss, they forget about everything and everyone, finally feeling at home.
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