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A/N: Firstly thank you for continuing to read my story! Like I said, last chapter was just an intro sort of thing, the real story is beginning now. Also, I know that Bella seems OOC and she will in the next few chapters but in New Moon we saw that she possessed some of these depression-like thoughts and right now she has a very dull and dreary life, no Edward, nothing to keep her going. If you have a concern feel free to leave a review or pm me I enjoy hearing your opinions about my story and any suggestions, comments, anything I want to hear it! thnx, freeyourminddreamer! :)

She Needs You…

BPOV

"My family is a cult!" I complained, "Ahh-lice," I stressed my step-sister's name into two syllables, "Are you even listening to me? It's not my fault it's my family's don't you understand! Rose, make her understand!" I groaned knowing my outbursts were for nothing.

"Calm down Bella, it's just a dance." Alice shrugged, "C'mon Bella put this on! You'll look beautiful!" she cooed with me, holding a dress and strappy, death-trap shoes, and looking at me with her very convincing puppy face.

"Hey and we're your family to are you calling us freaky cult people? Because freaky cult people are bald and wear ugly write robes and…eww" Rosalie made a disgusted face at me.

I turned away from the both of them, "You two know what I mean, this family is the cult not you two specifically but you guys are a part of it. Only, you two got the benefit of the cult with Jasper and Emmett and here I am stuck going to a dance where I will be bombarded with the Mike and Tyler's of the world." I shuddered for effect, hoping for once they would take pity on me.

"Mike Newton is a very sweet boy! Are you perhaps giving him a second chance because that would be great! Oh! I should call Mrs. Newton!" as if on cue Renee walked into my room estatic at the mention of her best friend's son. Renee was always looking for ways to set me up with Mike, or Tyler, or Eric, or anyone at all really.

I groaned, "No mom I will NOT be dating Mike Newton or any of the other guys in this god-forsaken town." I pulled my glasses closer onto my face and sat on my bed with my legs crossed. "I am NOT putting on that dress because I am NOT going to the dance!" I crossed my arms for emphasis.

My mother sighed and left the room muttering about what type of daughter she had, I just rolled my eyes. I knew I was not a very good daughter, but hey she wasn't the best mother either.

Alice sighed, "Fine have it your way bye-bye Bella and hey if you don't mind do you think you could…?" Alice asked as her and Rosalie were on their way out of my room.

"Already done girls, have fun, and say hi to Jasper and Emmett for me."

"BYE BELLA!" I heard a loud voice laugh from downstairs.

"BYE EMMETT!" I yelled back, smiling.

The girls left and I finally relaxed. I stood up and looked at myself in the mirror with a frown. My heart shaped face was covered in a mess of sloppy brown hair and my chocolate eyes were hidden behind nerdy glasses. My lips were too big for my face and my body was frumpy and out of proportion. How guys like Mike and Tyler and Eric still wanted to ask me out I had no idea. I sighed and went to my computer.

Hey Bells

Your room is all ready when you're ready to move in. Are you sure you want to live with me? How are Phil and Renee with the whole "living with dad" excuse? You probably haven't even told them yet. Well if you change your mind I'll understand.

Love Dad

I groaned, telling Renee and Phil had been something I'd been successfully putting off but it looked like I'd have to confront that very soon. Later, I decided, as in later when my mom found a note saying I was already gone with dad permanently. Not that she couldn't drive down the street and force me back to her, I made a mental note to lock the door and perhaps invest in a watch dog.

Hey Dad

Thank you, thank you, thank you! There's a reason we're so much alike! I will make an excellent roomie I promise. No, I haven't told Renee or Phil yet but can you blame me? You know how they'll react. I'm thinking a nice note when I'm already gone but don't worry I'll have it covered. Most of my stuff is at your place anyways and I'll get Emmett and Jasper to help me move the rest and I can always come back for any other stuff, you guys are only down the road. I'll call you soon when I figure out a date and stuff.

Love Bella

I sighed and laid down on my bed, picking up Sense and Sensibility to read for the umpteenth time. Alice had been asking me about her and Rosalie's homework or maybe it was their assignments, I'd lost track. I probably had something for Emmett and Jasper and Jessica and practically everyone in my desk but everything was already finished, it always was. Every person in my family was smart and beautiful and confident and had this wonderful bright future ahead of them, everyone except me. Just another benefit of being the secret in the upstairs bedroom, my social contact came through helping everyone else be a perfect cult member while I myself dwelled in self-pity. Or, usually, fell and injured myself, moaning in self-pity. I was a danger magnet as Emmett put it and so that was why I chose to avoid the outside world. Dad's, or Charlie's, was an exception. It had a cute little backyard with a tree and my own comfy room in a small little house, I sighed, and it was so homey! That was why I was moving in with him permanently. I would be free to read and write and think by myself, just being me. I let my imagination run of the day where maybe I'd meet my own Edward, I had to laugh at the thought. Although the only guy I knew that came close to being an Edward or any other Jane Austen romantic hero, was just a figment of my imagination.

EPOV

They had always told me I was special, saved for someone very important one day. A Guardian Angel is what I am, what I have been trained in since the very beginning of my existence. Well actually I was human once, until I befell a tragic disease and perished. But, someone had seen something productive, something of use in me and brought me to The GAA (Guardian Angel Association). Here was where I had been taught how to expand my passion, my gifts, for the day that very important person would be born for me to protect. Today was just an ordinary day. Ricardo, the older GA who had taken me under his wing, and I were discussing the effects of a recent GA who had accidentally been recognized by her protectee. She had to ask for permission for a rare and extremely dangerous memory wiping activity to occur. The GA had said she felt drawn to him and accidentally exposed her face, and they had kissed. I told Ricardo this was preposterous! Protectee's were an assignment not a person to admire, to feel! It was against everything GAA stood for and this GA was female, she was weak! Ricardo, on the other hand, had protected many humans and said that they all have special qualities that draw you to them, how you respond with them is what makes or breaks your strength as a GA. I thought Ricardo had finally lost his mind, humans were a job not something to love! But, I did not raise an argument, we agreed to disagree for now since I had never been exposed to the human world since my previous life, I did not know the reality of GA work at this time. That was when it happened.

"Edward, my son, your protectee is coming." The voice was loud and shook the room.

I jumped from my seat, ecstatic, finally my protectee! I began to think of all the important people it could be that were promised to me, kings, rulers, famous inspiration writers, actors, singers, and even some of the models of today!

My mind was buzzing when the voice shook again, "Edward! Here she is."

A she? Very interesting. Suddenly the images flashed before my eyes. Isabella, age 3, age 7, age 15, and stopping on age 17. I felt the anger rush to my face, a normal teenage girl! I was enraged! All the years of practice, of promise, of my "gift" for someone "special", I felt betrayed. I sat back in my chair with my head in my hands.

"What is wrong Edward? Are you not pleased with your protectee?" the voice was curious, as if it didn't know already.

"No, it's just I thought I was for someone special!" I could hear my voice almost like the whine of a small child.

"Edward every one of my children is special and this girl is an extraordinary being and a very special case. You will grow up with her."

"Grow up with her? What do you mean?"

"Ricardo will explain everything to you but you will grow up with her, be the same age as her so you can help relate better."

I nodded, what else could I do? I was still flushed from the annoyance of this case, a normal teenage girl; there couldn't be anything special about her. Against my better judgement I asked quietly, "Could you just tell me what is so special about her?"

The voice laughed, "She is an amazing creature and you will grow to understand her. She needs you."

"She needs me?!" My voice rose an octave.

"She needs you." With that the voice was gone.

Confused, I followed Ricardo into the next room to prepare for my future as a true GA for Isabella.

A/N: So how did you guys like Edward's POV? Review and tell me which POV you preferred and which needs more work, any suggestions I welcome them!