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Meredith looked at him in shock; alright she wanted him to prove to her that he wanted him that he still loves her, but this she was not expecting.
"Mer, I don't expect you to marry me right now, but this is all I have ever want is us, and you can't tell me that you have never wanted this"
"Derek, I have always wanted to marry you, you are person that made me believe in love, but you have hurt me so much, I just don't anymore, Derek" Derek stands up, and lift her head to look at him, he can see the tears forming in her eyes.
"Meredith, I know the way thing worked out, wasn't the way we planned, but all of these years I have never stopped loving you. We were suppose to married, have a house full of kids by now, and I have not wanted that with anyone but you, not Addison and certainly not Rose. I still want that with you and you alone, I know I have a lot to make up to you, and I will spend the rest of my life doing that, if you let me. I want to marry you, and I know deep down you want it too, so Meredith Ellis Grey, will you do me the honour of accepting my faults, my brainless and become my wife" Derek says gently, leaning down and kissing her so gently on the lips, he had misses those soft lips of her so much over the past few months, and pulls away slowly.
"Yes, I'll marry you" Mer says, has Derek kisses her deeply. Has their tongues meet doing a dance around each other, they can feel the heat and passion rising in them, and Meredith pulls away breathlessly..
"I love you"
"I love you too, Der" she said kissing him, never wanting anything other than what was in her arms. Meredith pulls away from Derek.
"Der, you still have to prove to me that I can trust you. Just because I said yes, it doesn't mean that things can just go back the way they use to be. I'm not planning any wedding until I can completely trust you again" Meredith tells him.
"Meredith, I will do whatever you want me to do. I know I've screwed up in the past, but this time I promise you that I will make it up to you. I want to do everything with you, I want to marry you, have more kids with you, build a house with you, and die in your arm at 110"
"Those are just words Derek, I know you mean them, but you have to show me that you mean them"
"I will Mer"
"You better because this is the last chance I am giving you. You hurt me again and that will be it. I haven't told Adam yet about you being his father, you need to let me approach it with him when the time is right"
"That up to you, I will not say anything to anybody until you're ready. I will take us as slow as you want"
"There will be no sex, until I can start trusting you"
"What about kissing?" Derek asks cockily.
"Kissing I don't mind" she says before Derek captures her lips on his, he tongue begs for entry, which she gives freely. The kiss start slowly, and full of love, but gets more passionate, Meredith feels herself melt into his arms, finally feeling at home. Time stops, just in that moment they forget everything, except for the need for each other. They both pull away, breathlessly, still wrapped up in each other's arms, either not wanting to let go, in case they were dreaming. Derek buries his face in Mer's hair, allowing the smell of lavender that he missed so much fill his senses.
"I love you Meredith" he whispers, into her hair.