"Well, the doctor said that you are twenty weeks pregnant with a little girl." She said as I gasped and covered my mouth.

"What? That is not possible." I asked shocked as she nodded as it hit me like a ton of bricks. "Oh Dios Rafi va a matarme." I said starting to hyperventilate. "Lina, hey, Lina calm down. Take a deep breath. Now what is the chance that the baby is Carisi's?" Liv asked as I shook my head no.

"Sonny and I are not that intimate. Oh Rafael is going to kill me. Liv I can't get pregnant. I was told that when I was twenty…" I said as tears rolled down my face.

"Are you a hundred percent sure the baby is Yates." Liv said as I nodded. "Liv is B-Barba wanting to talk to me?" I asked as I wiped my tears away.

"He is. I can tell you are not taking visitors right now." Liv said as I shook my head no.

"I need to talk to him." I said as she nodded and walked out. Rafael walked in and closed the door with his back turned to me. "No mentí Rafael, te juro que no estaba mintiendo." I said over and over as Rafael turned to face me.

"Who is the father…" Barba asked as I looked down.

"It's Yates… It isn't Sonny. He and I aren't that intimate…" I said as he looked at me. "I don't know how it is possible… I can't get pregnant. I was told when I was twenty I could never have kids. Now I am pregnant with a baby who was conceived by rape… I can't have that on my little girl…" I said as he sat next to me.

"Soon we will find out about the father, unless you do the DNA test now." Barba said as I shook my head no.

"I can't, it would cause a risk to the baby. I already have put her at risk enough today." I said as he nodded.

"Your brother is out there threating to shoot your boyfriend. Might want to talk to him." Rafael said patting my hand. Nick walked in as Barba walked out.

"I heard you were going to shot Sonny." I said giggling as he nodded. "The bastard has the nerve to say that my sister who is now with child, that he is not the father yet he is the one banging you!" Nick said angered as I looked down and he settled down. "But he isn't the father isn't he… Yates is…" Nick said softly as I nodded. I felt my world crashing down but then build up again as I felt my little girl kick my stomach.


"Come on Sargent, I'm not a china doll. Let me talk to the perp." I said following her into her office.

"Lina you are not a loud to. You are on desk duty till the trail is over, also you might want to get used to desk duty. Have you told 1PP about you being pregnant?" Liv asked sitting at her desk as I buttoned my jean shirt over my growing stomach.

"Not yet… But please Liv. The perp is a Latino woman who lost her kid because of God knows what, who is here on the suspicion of supplying the victims with in prostitution. Who has the better empathy with her then me?" I said as Liv shook her head.

"No Lina. If it were up to me. I would but I have Barba breathing down my neck about you not being stressed." Liv said as I shook my head.

"But Liv. Working is my stress relief." I said as she looked up to me.

"Alright, fine. You talk to the perp. I watch and if it gets too deep then you are out." She said as I nodded.

"Deal." I said as I fixed my jacket and grabbed the file off of her desk. I walked into the interrogation room and saw the perp waiting.

"Hola Selena." I said as I stood by the door as she looked at me.

"What do you want?" She asked bitterly as I sat in front of her.

"I want to help you. I know you have a lost mijo." I said as she glared at me.

"Don't you talk mi hijo perra blanca." She said angered as I put my hands up.

"Selena, I know what is going through your mind." I said as she glared at me.

"As if you were, you act like a gringo. You don't know what is going through my mind." She said growing more and more irate as I looked her in the eye.

"You are thinking about what you need to do or have happen for you to get you boy back. Selena, I have been in your shoes. I have and am going to be a madre. I would want to do anything to get my girls back and protect them. You want to protect your mijo don't you? Yo puedo ayudarle a conseguir su hijo de vuelta. Selena me escucha y nos ayude." I said as she looked at me, she looked away from me as I heard someone tap on the glass. I got up and left her alone, I came face to face with Nick, and Liv. "Shit…" I said quietly as Nick crossed his arms.

"I thought you were on desk duty." Nick said as I rubbed the back of my neck. "It's fine Nick. I got the Sargent's okay." I said as Liv nodded.

"What did she say." Liv said as I looked back into the room.

"She wants to get her kid back. I can't blame her Sarge for trying to get her kid back." I said as Liv shook her head.

"Still does not justified her actions. I want to know who she is working for." Liv said as I put my hand on my stomach as I felt a small flutter of pain. I winced as Nick raised his eyebrow

"What's wrong?" Nick asked worried as I shook my head.

"It's nothing Nickie." I said as Liv looked at me.

"Lina go home." Liv said as I looked at her. "Liv I am fine." I said as Liv shook her head.

"Go home Lina." Liv said as I nodded. "Copy that Sergeant." I said as I walked out and grabbed my jacket.

"Where are you going Kit-Kat?" Fin asked as I fixed my jacket.

"I am being sent home. I'll see you guys later." I said bitterly as I walked past Rollins. I dragged my feet as I walked out of the squad room. I walked to my apartment and was greeted by Albert barking as I petted him.

"Easy baby boy." I said as I felt another sharp pain in my stomach. I walked over to the guest room that was now being turned into a nursey. I ran my fingers over the quilt my mother made when I told I was pregnant as I smiled at Sonny and I's work as I felt sick to my stomach. I hurried to the bathroom and threw up into the toilet as Albert sat next to me to comfort me. "Thanks bud." I said as I patted his hand. I felt more pain as I heard the door open.

"Cat you home?" Sonny called out as I got up and flushed the toilet.

"Yeah, I'm right here." I said walking out as Sonny looked at me worried.

"What is the matter?" Sonny asked as I shook my head.

"Nothing babe." I said pecking his cheek as he smiled at me.

"Why home some early?" Sonny asked as I crossed my arms.

"Liv sent me home." I said as he looked at me worried.

"What happened?" He asked as I shook my head.

"Nothing Sonny." I said as I sat on the couch. I pulled out my studying tools for becoming a Sergeant.

"Babe maybe you should take a break from studying. You have been at it for almost two hours." Sonny said as he held out a plate of chicken and eggs for me. I took the plate as Sonny sat next to me and I continued to eat and study. "I talked to Barba today." Sonny said as I started to stiffen.

"What is it?" I asked as Sonny rubbed my stomach. "Yates is close to a plea the thing is that Yates wants to talk to you." Sonny said as I ate a fork full of eggs.

"Okay…" I said as I got up and put my plate in the sink. I walked to my room as Sonny laid next to me. We started to talk about baby names.

"Sonny can we please just pick a name?" I asked as I put my hand on my pregnant stomach as I laid back down on the bed.

"Michelle just too close to Michael. What about Elizabeth." Sonny said, lying next to me on his side as I rolled my eyes.

"No, I already have Eliza." I said as he rubbed my stomach with his hand.

"I don't know. What about Megan or Laura." Sonny said as I rolled my eyes.

"Sonny everyone names their kids that." I said as he looked at me and chuckled.

"Must you be so unique?" Sonny asked as I nodded yes.

"I want our baby girl to be unique." I said as I felt her kick.

"See she agrees." I said laughing as he kissed the spot that she kicked at. "What about Mila Marie." I said as Sonny looked at me surprised. "We can call her M&M. Like the candy." Sonny said jokingly as I smacked his arm playfully.

"What about Camila, or Camille. I love the name Camille." I said as he nodded.

"Maybe. Cat mi amor can we please get some rest?" Sonny asked as I got up from the bed and waddled over to the light switch.

"After I study." I said as I turned off our bedroom light and walked out to the living room as I sat on the couch with my Sargent exam studying tools. I started to read till I felt my eyes went blurry.

"Catalina Gina come back to bed." Sonny said as I saw his shirtless, lanky frame in the doorframe.

"Can you help me?" I asked as I extended my hand to him. He chuckled as he helped me up. Sonny helped me stand up as we walked back to our bedroom. I took off my button down and slipped into a pair of soft shorts and a camisole. I climbed into bed and started to lay on my side.

"Good night Cat, and good night baby girl." Sonny said kissing my lips then kissing my stomach.

"Good night Sonny." I said as I started to fall asleep. I woke up to a weird pain in my stomach. "Ouch." I said quietly as the pain became longer and sharper. "Sonny!" I exclaimed as he shot up.

"What is it?" Sonny asked sleepily rubbing his eyes as I let out a cry of pain.

"My stomach hurts really bad. I think it… it's a contraction." I said as the pain stopped.

"Wait what!?" Sonny said as he fell out of bed, he got himself up as he looked at me.

"I think the baby is coming?" I said as another contraction happened.

"What they said that you were due for the next few months." Sonny said as I clenched my hand into a fist and pounded it on the bed.

"Damn it!" I yelled as he ran over to my side of the bed and grabbed my hand.

"Okay breath, like they talk about in Lamaze class." Sonny said as I squeezed his hand tightly as he kept trying to do my breathing. They did nothing but put me into more panic. "These isn't helping." I said bitterly. "Okay, Okay. I'm going to call Liv." Sonny said as the contraction stopped. Sonny grabbed his phone and called Liv. "Hey Sargent. Yeah sorry I know it's late but Cat is going into labor." Sonny said quickly as I felt another one. "Okay yeah, see you soon." Sonny said as he hung up. "Okay, Cat look at me okay." Sonny said as he pulled up the timer on his phone. "Okay that was 2 minutes apart but lasting 30 seconds okay." Sonny said as the contraction stopped.

"Sonny… they hurt really bad." I said as he wiped the hair out of my face. I heard the door being knocked on. "It's opened!" I called out as I heard the door opened and closed.

"Carisi? It's Liv and Rollins." Liv said as I started to take several deep breaths.

"In the bedroom." I said as I felt another one coming.

"How are you doing?" Amanda asked as she walked back in.

"They are lasting about 30 seconds each for about 5 minutes apart." Sonny said frantically.

"Carisi calm down okay." Liv said trying to calm Carisi said as Manda sat next to me and start to make do my breathing.

"Okay you doing good Catalina. You are doing great." Amanda said as another contraction hit me. I squeezed the sheet and cried out in pain.

"It hurts so bad!" I yelled as Amanda and Liv kept trying to calm me down.

"Carisi go get her bag ready." Amanda said as I felt a different pain. I screamed in pain and panic as I felt weight in chest and in my lower back.

"That's not a contraction!" I screamed over and over again as panic grew in my stomach, my face was streaked with tears as Sonny ran back in.

"What's going on!?" Sonny asked as Liv blocked him from coming over to me.

"Carisi call a bus now!" Liv said realizing how bad this has turned as Rollins tried to get me to calm down. I felt my head spin round and round as finally it stopped and everything was black. I heard sounds around me but I could not make out a word they were saying till I finally woke up in the hospital. I saw Nick and Sonny were sitting the chairs next to me.

"What's going on?" I asked sleepily as they jumped up surprised.

"How you doing?" Nick asked as I nodded.

"What happened?" I asked as I put my hands on my no longer swollen stomach. "Where is the baby?" I asked as they looked down at me sadly as the door opened. "What's wrong? Where is my baby?" I asked panicked.

"Nick, Carisi do you think I can have minute with Lina?" Liv asked as I saw her walked in. They nodded and got up to leave.

"Liv where is my baby?" I asked as she sat next to me and moved her chair next my bed.

"Lina… you went into labor and the baby was in distressed. She was born still-born." Liv said as everything just froze and my world crashed around me.

"My baby… s-she's dead?" I stuttered as she nodded.

"Yeah she is…" Liv said as I tried to kept my tears from coming. I rubbed my eyes as Liv rubbed my arm comforting.

"Liv, did they get the DNA test?" I asked trying to take my mind off of what I was just told.

"They are. Lina you should get some rest honey." She said as I nodded.

"Can I see Sonny…" I said as she nodded and walked out. Sonny walked in as I broke down.

"I lost our baby Sonny… I lost my only chance of ever having kids." I said as I started to sob as Sonny hurried over to me and pulled me into his embraced.

"It's okay mi amor. I promise you will be a mom soon." Sonny said rubbing my back.

"No I won't Sonny. I can't have kids. This baby girl was a miracle baby and is now gone…" I said crying into his chest.

"It's all my fault…" I said over and over again as he rubbed my back.

"No it is not." Sonny said sternly as I squeezed my eyes shut. "You know they asked for a name to put on the death certificate. I told them Camille Nicole Lianne Carisi." Sonny said as I looked up at him.

"Camille was the name we talk about earlier. But why Lianne, and Nicole?" I asked as he dried my tears.

"Well then our little girl had a piece of you and me. Also I told your brother that his niece would have a piece of him too." Sonny said kissed my forehead as he held onto me and comforted me.

"Did they do the DNA for her yet?" I asked as I finally felt my tears stopped.

"Yeah they did. They took Yates DNA and they started to run the tests." He said rubbing my back.

"Did the doctor say what happened?" I asked filled with questions.

"He told Liv and I that it was a miscarriage so it could have been a million things. But he says stress could be a factor." Sonny said as he brushed a curl behind my ear.

"That damn trail…" I said as Sonny looked at me. "You told me you stopped worrying about it." Sonny said as I looked down.

"Lina… Why didn't you tell me that the trail had you worried?" Sonny asked hurt as I shook my head.

"I just…" I said trailing off as I looked down. He put two fingers under my chin and lifted my head up so that we were eye to eye.

"It's okay." Sonny said as I laid my head on his chest as I drifted off to sleep filled with the sense of dread.