A/N: Don't own WWE characters and not getting paid although with as much as I update I should lol
Lanay's grip on him loosened as she stared at him. "What?"
"Look, I know it's crazy but marry me, please." Seth pulled out slowly hissing not even bothering with the mess between them as his eyes stayed on her.
"Seth… I…" Lanay trailed off. "You don't want to marry me."
"I obviously do which is why I asked, be my wife Lanay, and make this official."
Lanay darted her eyes around trying to avoid his face. In a perfect world the thought of being his wife would make her happy. She could stick it to her parents that always told her she wouldn't amount to anything, stick it to her foster parents that allowed her to be abused, stick it to everyone but this isn't a perfect world. "I'm not marriage material Seth." Her head fell to the side as she gently pushed him off of her and rolled over. "You don't want to spend the rest of your life with me, you are letting the sex get to you."
The chuckle she let out went to a small sob as the emotions hit her of everything. Why can't I be normal? He deserves better than me.
Seth heard the cry she let out and immediately touched her back. "Lanay."
"Seth let's shower so I can see Stephanie." The tears wouldn't stop, how could she do this to him? To them? Is your loyalty to Hunter worth this?
"You're crying. Why are you crying?" Seth grabbed her easily rolling her over to face him. She buried her head in his chest as she finally let the tears consume her. It wasn't just crying for him but everything from Dean, Roman, everyone she betrayed in her life.
It was as if Seth's proposal opened her eyes and the emotions were overwhelming. It made her want to crawl into herself "I've never thought…" Lanay started wanting to open up but it would hurt more in the end for him and she was tired. "I never thought we would be together again and here we are."
Seth's hands on her back were comforting too much, it was too much for her. "We don't have to get engaged today but now you know, you being my wife is end goal for me. If you choose not to marry me I will be okay as long as you're with me."
Why? When did he become so romantic? So perfect? Lanay tried to bring back down her breathing feeling embarrassed to breakdown like that in front of him. She hated the tears they were a sign of weakness. He's going to leave you after tonight so embrace this moment while you can.
Lanay slowly placed her lips on his chest, inhaling him, placing her mouth wherever she could on his body. It was memorizing, she would never forget this day spending it with him. His words, their feelings and she could never stop loving him. "Are you up for another round in the shower?"
He breathed out a sigh of relief, he was hoping to hear the words "yes, I want to marry you" but he was happy she didn't pull away all the way like she normally did. He knew they would work he just hoped she believed in it as well.
Later that night
Lanay felt apprehensive after sending a text to Hunter that Stephanie would be arriving to him that night as she followed Seth in her car to the hotel they had Stephanie at. The apprehension kicked in or maybe it was the guilt she was feeling for betraying everyone.
They reached their destination quickly and Lanay got her mind and feelings back in check, reverting into kill or be killed mode that was until Seth came over to her and took her hand. Her emotions felt of whack, there was an imbalance between her mission and her feelings towards the man that leaned down to kiss her.
"I love you."
"Stop being so perfect to me. I'm going to hurt you eventually, this job, us it brings pain." It was a warning in between the lines, maybe he would be prepared more.
"You may and I may hurt you. Don't let the love fool you." He winked at her as they walked into the hotel to meet Stephanie.
His words stayed in her mind hoping that whatever he did inflicted as much pain on her that she was about to on him. Isn't it ironic you wanted him to be honest with you and look at what you're doing?
Seth did some sort of special knock on the door as the bolt was removed and she saw Roman eyes looking at them.
"I brought Lanay to say bye."
The door shut again as Roman unlocked it and the genuine smile he gave her almost undid her. "Lanay."
"Roman." She gave him a smile as well it was weird seeing him after Dean's death and even his presence was missed to her. He died because of you.
Stephanie came from out of the shadows with one bag next to her as she smiled. "My beautiful girl."
Lanay bit her lip because she came here for one mission and she waited till Seth was in eye range as she looked over Stephanie walking towards her to give her a hug. "Mom, I'm so sorry."
The gun came out quickly from her back as she turned the woman around quickly and the gun was against her head. "You have to go to Hunter."
Seth's eyes popped open quickly realizing he was betrayed. The hurt that flashed in them almost made her drop what she was doing until she remembered her mission. I'm so sorry Seth. I'm so sorry."
Roman looked on in disbelief and almost went towards her but Seth held him back. "Don't big dog, this is between us."
"I should've known. I had the feeling you were going to strike tonight. I didn't want to believe it." Seth moved closer.
"Are you ready to go back home, mom?" The words were spat out.
"We taught you too well." Stephanie said.
Lanay pushed the gun further into her head. "Shut up."
Roman looked on and the anger he felt was smoldering the room as was Seth.
"Do you really think we're going to let you get away?" Seth smiled. "There are two of us and one of you."
"Then kill me Seth. Do it."
"You know I can and could."
"You could. Your gun is in your pocket, do it. If you don't want me to take her you and Roman can kill me now."
"Don't make me do this."
Lanay cocked the gun against Stephanie's hand. "One pull of the trigger and she will drop so you have two options, let me walk out or kill me."
Seth pulled out his gun aiming it at her. "Don't."
"Do it." She smiled at him and it felt so genuine. The end result would always come down to them and a death at his hands would be a perfect circle to her life. "Or let me go."
Roman was silent looking back and forth between a man he thought of as his brother and a woman he thought of as his sister.
She watched Seth's finger on the trigger but his hand was shaking. She shook her head trying to think straight, hating what this life did to both of them and what her actions did to him.
"You're taking too long and we have an appointment." Lanay stroked Stephanie's hair. "Gotta get mom back to dad, yam' know? Let's go mom, we've got something important to do."
Lanay walked backwards pulling Stephanie along with her. "Sorry Sethie." She opened the door with her free hand still keeping eye contact with him. "I guess you weren't man enough for me."
She gave him a leering smile as he stared at her.
"You're one to talk about being enough, a nice warm hole that accepted my dick so easily. You're just another whore Lanay, I've had plentiful. You think I didn't fuck anyone else in 2 years like you did? You think you have some sort of hold on me but it's the other way around."
Lanay stopped in her tracks staring at him feeling the hurt almost overcome her while she stared at him.
"You're nothing special. Don't ever let my words confuse you, just as you played me, I played you right back into my bed." Seth's hands steadied on the trigger pointing directly at her. "No one will ever love you, you're right you don't deserve love, don't deserve anything but pain, this." Seth put the gun down. "This is too easy for someone like you, get out and take Steph but just know, you can't ever rest easy because I will get you, torture you, and hurt you."
The room with silent as every word hit Lanay straight to her core, the bite of his words, and what she knew as truth hit her.
"Goodbye Seth." Lanay said as she walked out the door.
A/N: Thanks for reading!
