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1992

Two months had passed since things went back to normal. Their lives had gone back to it's boring old ways again. During the lock down, Freya had been to the doctors who diagnosed her with the common flu that had been going around. She was better by the end of the lock down that had gone well- there was as of late, no more heat from the Mayans.

Happy had been and gone twice since then.

Freya and Megan would pick up their usual after school shifts at Danny's diner to pick up some extra cash that they were saving for college. They'd been working there since they turned sixteen and were pretty much the only two teenage girls that could hold their waitressing jobs down. It wasn't their connection to the club why they had either. It was simply because they served well, offered their hospitality in a great way and just got the job done instead of yapping around like gossiping school girls. And the owner generally enjoyed their sweet personalities.

Freya however had less hours than Megan due to working the papers at TM for Gemma who was more than unwilling to let her star employee just pick up a second job.

"Hey, are you working tonight?" Megan asked unsure of their roster.

"No. Ma needs me to file some papers at TM" she knew what was gonna come next and tried hiding her grin. "Yeah you can take the car, as long as you-"

"Drop you off at the clubhouse yeah yeah" Megan cut in reading her sister's mind like a book.

Together they had brought a cheap car to get them wherever the hell they wanted. So far it was still in good condition but they had been having a few problems with it lately.

"Just drop me off outside the gate."

"Good cause I was gonna" Megan sarcastically remarked with an eye roll. "Have a good afternoon fighting with mommy."

"Shut up, you love her just as much as I do" Freya spat over her shoulder as she leapt out of their car and slammed the door.

It was no lie how much the girls really looked up to their mother. She was a star in their eyes and could do nothing wrong. Gemma's strong and fierce yet loving and compassionate personality was everything the girls considered themselves growing up like.

Watching as Megan sped off towards the diner, Freya slung her backpack over her shoulder and noticed her mother's cadi parked beside the office as she made her way further into the compound. Spotting only two Harley's in their usual spot, she furrowed her brows in confusion when she met the step to her mother's office.

"Hey Dog, where is everyone?" She asked after dropping her bag on the ground and peering into the garage.

He nodded his greeting and looked out to the empty lot. "Uh your old man got a call. Had the guys round up and on their way."

"When did they leave?"

"Few hours ago. Don't know when they'll be back but your Ma and Clay are inside the clubhouse. Prospect said Clay sent him out here" Dog answered then got back to work as Freya stepped back inside the office after a curt nod.

Stopping short with wide eyes, Freya inhaled deeply then exhaled slowly as she looked over the layers and layers of a pile of mess. "Dammit mom where the hell am I supposed to throw all this shit" she huffed under her breath just as the phone rang.

"TM, Freya speaking" she answered in relief hoping to be saved for at least a few minutes.

"Thought you'd pick up. Hang up and I'll call your burner, I got a surprise for you" Freya's face lit up hearing his deep and raspy voice over the receiver.

"Okay." Seconds later she was picking up her burner. "What's the matter Hap?" She asked as she took off her leather jacket and threw it down on the love seat beside her.

"Your surprise. In your dorm."

"What? No hello baby how is your day?" She pouted slightly as she skipped out of the office heading straight for the clubhouse in excitement.

"I can already hear you running" he smirked. "How was your day babe?" He asked, pissing her off in response.

"Cut the shit Hap you know I was all shit with that. What is my surprise?" She asked making it through the clubhouse doors biting down on her bottom lip in anticipation.

"Should be in your dorm." She made a beeline straight for her dorm at the end of the hallway but stopped in her tracks hearing moans that sounded a lot like sex moans coming from behind her parents dorm as she passed it. "Babe?" Happy asked but she wouldn't respond.

The sound wasn't something unusual in the clubhouse. She practically grew up around it. But that wasn't the reason she stopped. It was her parents room for goodness sake. No one would even dare fuck in the president's dorm room.

Running through her head the two bikes she spotted outside she distinctly remembered not seeing her father's out there and confirmation from Dog that he was indeed out had Freya's blood running cold.

The moaning was clearly those of her mother's. But again- the fact that her father wasn't here had Freya paling some.

Mom was cheating on dad she thought.

Then the sound of a loud masculine grunt came from inside her parents room and she whipped open the door only to stand in complete shock at the sight before her.

Smack bang right in the middle of an intercourse was her mother being pleased by someone who wasn't her father. In fact- it was one of her father's best friends- a Son.

"Freya baby" Gemma scurried to shove Clay off of her and wrap once she realized they'd been caught and she swiped the sheets from under her looking flustered. "It's not what it looks like." She was standing now and Clay was lying on the floor naked and attempting to cover herself up.

"But-" Freya dropped the phone and backed out of her parents dorm. "You and-" Gemma shuffled forward as best she could causing Freya to hit the wall behind her. "No" she cried out and ran straight back outside. Tears were extreme, she couldn't see straight let alone know what the hell just happened back there. She was breathing heavily for oxygen that just couldn't fill her lungs.

How could things have come to this?

Before she knew it, she felt strong arms pulling her back and with all her might, she was fighting him off of her.

"Freya girl, calm the hell down." That voice was one of a kind, she stopped fighting her father off and her knees gave way as she let out a gut wrenching sob.

"Gemma she-" JT could instantly tell something was wrong with his daughter the moment she used his wife's name. She hadn't called her Gemma since before Gemma legally adopted her.

"She what baby girl?"

"Mom she-" she kept stuttering. Pulling away, she wiped her runny nose clear along with her tears before inhaling deeply and spotting her mother coming straight for them.

"Baby what's wrong?" Gemma asked as if nothing had happened which infuriated Freya in the least. She stalked over and draped her arm around JT while gazing down at her with pleading eyes to not say anything.

"I don't know Gem" JT whispered as he helped Freya to stand.

"Stay the fuck away from my father" she spat out as she shoved Gemma back on her high heeled boots.

"Freya, what the hell has gotten into you?"

More tears streamed down her face. As much as she didn't want to break her family up, and god forbid her father wasn't a saint himself but she just couldn't lie and she wouldn't be able to live with the guilt of not telling her father. If the roles were reversed, she would tell her mother. She didn't know where her courage had come from but she suddenly glared her mother in the eye.

"Are you gonna tell him or am I?" Her voice was soft, almost heart breaking. JT flicked his eyes from Freya to his wife with confusion written all over his face. At this point Freya didn't give a shit if the guys were circled around the three.

"I don't know what she is talking about baby" Gemma said trying to grease up to her husband as best she could.

"Don't try to fucking deny it Gemma. I saw you both. What you were doing" she shut her eyes tight at the mental image of Clay balls deep inside her mother.

"What is she talking about Gemma" JT almost growled as if he knew the answer already. He backed her closer and closer against the side of the clubhouse.

"Nothing. I have no fucking idea John I swear."

"She's fucking lying dad." With a hard warning glare to her daughter, Gemma shoved JT back and slapped her daughter's face causing a gasp of shocks around the inner circle of the guys.

"You stupid bitch. After everything I did for you. Took you in when your father didn't want you. Gave you a fucking home when your father thought it was best to leave you in the system and you go and throw this shit back in my face."

The burning sensation on her left cheek was no pain in comparison to the stabbing through her heart. She whipped her head back and met her father's eyes with a pleading look of pain.

"That right there is a fucking lie Gemma and you know it" JT spat out. It was true, she did know it but all the anger circling her right now caused her to say something so stupid and with the look Freya currently sported, Gemma knew the words cut a lot deeper like she had intended them to but the regret washed over her instantly.

"Freya girl, I didn't mean that. I'm sorry" but Freya was already retreating, wanting to be anywhere but here at this very moment.

"If you were trying to hurt my feelings, you did a good job of it when you were fucking dad's best friend" she spat out then closed the distance between herself and Gemma. "And I know for a fact that you were lying. Know why?" Without giving Gemma a chance to respond, Freya wiped her tears away angrily and stood up to her so called mother "I know a cold hearted bitch when I see one." She inhaled deeply and spat out her final words to Gemma. "Your no fucking mother of mine and I wish you died of that heart defect instead of Tommy."

Gemma paled as Freya backed away from her before she was a mere blur out of sight. Her heart literally dropped to her stomach and tears were rolling down her face.

"Clear the fucking lot" JT growled angrily. "Clay, get your ass in the chapel" he growled low with a dead glare to his SAA before looking to his wife in disgrace "you too."

AN. So I had originally intended on ending JT's life but I don't want to be cruel and I haven't read as many stories where JT is still alive so for now *at least* JT is staying alive cause I know it's nearing 1993. The year JT had died in the show.

Was I a little harsh with this chapter? Honest opinions please. It doesn't matter if it you hated the chapter or liked it. At least I would know how you guys truly feel. Please review.