Niichan, I think I am way out of my league.

I gawked at the large, fancy apartment complex in front of me. My shorts, short-sleeved white shirt with my brown jacket, brown boots, all while carrying a grocery bag with a pot of stew seemed so out of place.

Heading inside the lobby was glamorous, even the freaking elevators were nice and polished. I had enough time admiring since this guy lived on the top floor, rich bastard.

When I got to the door I rang the doorbell for him but got no answer.

Niichan did say he might be sleeping. I took out a slip of paper with the code on it and entered. Entering, I walked in to a small hall that led into a large room with windows for walls. The living room was large and…holy crap look at that kitchen! Forgetting this was someone else's house I ran to it, practically drooling at the beautiful counters and nicely done cabinets. "It must be nice to be rich." I would kill for a kitchen like this, not that I did not like the one at home.

"Usami-san?" Where is that guy? He cannot still be sleeping. Sure enough I found the note on the table that informed me the guy was indeed still asleep. "Niichan did say he was an author. Must have finished a manuscript or something."

Could not hurt to look around. I went back towards the hall when I noticed books on his coffee table with a note. Niichan did say that he was an author. So this is the stuff he writes? Glancing around I noticed another set of books. Yayoi Arikawa was the name on them. "I know her…" I gasped, "Don't tell me that guy also writes BL?!"

Wait a minute...

I snatched the book up. "Akihiko slowly pressed his own lips to Takahiro's slightly…" Wait. Wait? Wait! WAIT A MINUTE! This was the BL book I read only because it uses niichan's name. Akihiko?! As in the man who is supposed to be my tutor and niichan's best friend!

BASTARD!

"WAKE UP ASSHOLE!" I kicked the door, steam leaving my ears. "WHAT THE HELL IS THIS? WHY IS IT YOUR NAME DOING THINGS TO NIICHAN!" I'm going to kick his…what the hell did I walk into?

The room was dark, large, and full of toys. Train tracks littering the floor, small houses scattered together, a toy bunny with creepy eyes pounding on a drum. So much toys. In the middle of the room was a large, king-sized bed occupied with a large, stuffed bear on one end and a large, silver haired bastard in the other.

He groaned loudly and shifted in the sheets before lifting up. I was ready to yell when he glanced back at me with the most evil, most annoyed, and scariest face that had a chill run through my body.

This is the great Usami Akihiko who was the youngest winner of the Naomori award and graduated at the top of his class.

And now, my NEWEST RIVAL FOR NIICHAN'S AFFECTION!

Gotta fight. "I knew something was wrong with you. There is no other reason to be clinging on to my niichan like that. I know he is naïve and pure-hearted but that is no reason for you to bring him into your dirty little world. Stop taking advantage of him! If that is what you are into then use any other man." The whole time I said this I was looking to the ground but the minute I looked up I was shocked to see him out of bed and in front of me. "Uh…hey!" Before I could breathe he grabbed my arm and yanked me quite roughly onto his bed. "What are you doing?"

"Does Takahiro act as if I am taking advantage of him?" His voice was much lower than before and the way it resonated hit me, especially in my lower are…no, bad thinking! Bad thinking! I gotta get out of this situation.

"No but you have no right to write about him." I sat up but suddenly found myself on my stomach. No this is bad this is very bad. "What are you doing?"

I could hear him chuckle darkly, "anyone will do right?"

"I said any man."

"Oh I know. But those who piss me off, no matter the gender, needs to be punished."

"Punished?" I froze when his hands went to the buttons on my shorts. "Wait, no, this is a crime."

"And who are you going to tell? Miss D student." ASSHOLE! Too fast the buttons were undone, the zipper was down, and his hands were touching somewhere not even I touched. My mouth went wide at the electrifying feeling. It was too much. Too good.

No, have to endure. My hands went to the sheets, gripping them to the point of my knuckles going white.

"You know, for a girl, you are kind of cute." His alluring voice was not helping either. It just made the electrifying feeling even more exotic. I could not even stop the moan that came out.

Maybe two seconds. Maybe two hours. Time seemed to be gone as the pleasure washed over me, coming and going so fast that had me wanting to sleep. His hand left as I felt his whole body move away from me.

Then he laughed. "That was fast."

I WANT TO KILL HIM.

After the episode we found each other on the couch downstairs, me on the opposite side to keep a distance. He touched me. He touched me and it felt...good. Niichan I betrayed you.

"So what is up with this creepy version of a toy store?"

"Living my lifestyle I always wished to live a normal middle-class family life and so started collecting toys until it was like this." He put his hand up in front of the large bear to the side of him. "By the way this is Suzuki."

Weird. This sounds familiar. "A typical rich kid huh? So what? Your father was always gone and distant and your mother was a bitch and spent more times being selfish. You had an older brother who you do not get along with and because of all this you were alone, even though you had a cool dog and a sports car, I am guessing red."

"How did you know that?" I was right?! That is really sad. Both his childhood and the fact I was taking this from another BL I read.

Well, I seemed on a roll. "Then I am guessing your sexual orientation. Your mother brought home a lover that you witnessed, causing a lot of trauma. Then, when you had a tutor who you looked to as an older brother, he ended up doing a lot of naughty things and you decided you were gay."

"If that came out now the newspapers would be all over it." Right again?!

"Okay, one thing I cannot understand, is you should hate woman, so why did you touch me?" Akihiko stared at me for a moment before shrugging. Not a good enough answer.

I sighed; I do not see how I could ever get along with this type of man, but he was my only hope to get into Mitsuhashi and gain back niichan's love, so I have to put up with him.

"So, what college are you trying to get into?"

"Mitsuhashi University."

He laughed. "Impossible."

"SHUT THE HELL UP! You don't know until you try!"

In his hands were my tests, scores ranging from 30 to 60 on them. "These trial exams show otherwise. Here you did the problem all wrong and on a lot of these you do not even understand. This not a simple careless mistake. You are better off aiming lower. There are lot of other schools with an economics department."

No other school will work! "I have to for Niichan. If I cannot get in there then I would rather not go at all."

His eyes went wide. "What does Takahiro have to do with this?"

"You already know about it right?" My eyes went towards the ground. "Our parents died 10 years ago in an accident. Niichan decided to take care of me, even though he got accepted to Mitsuhashi." That memory still made me smile with love.

I remember the funeral, and the family friends offering to take me in, but Niichan put his arm around me in a tight embrace as he declared with a fierce look that he would raise me. The determination in his eyes gave me a lot of respect and the love in me grew.

He gave up on school and started working to support us. He gave up so much, showed so much love, that it made me want to dedicate the rest of my life to giving all my love to him.

"I want it to be Mitsuhashi, the school Niichan wanted to go to. It is the least I could do. I know it probably is not the best reason but…" I was cut off when I saw a shadow looming over me and a hand in my hair.

Have his eyes always been this sparkling? The motivation and excitement Usami had in his eyes had me freeze and cheeks burn up. "If that is is, I'll definitely get you in." I swear my heart was about to beat out of my chest. It had me smiling when I looked back down and saw the books.

Wait. Love rival.

"Hold on a second" I stood up but still was considerably shorter than him. "I do need your help but let me tell you that if anyone is going to get all of niichan's love it will be me."

The excitement in his eyes disappeared but now he looked amused. "A brother complex? Explains a lot." He patted my head again. "Good luck with that."

Niichan. I cannot handle your friend.