It had been a few weeks ever since [name] found out who her soulmate was; and she did all she could to prevent him from knowing who his soulmate was which is her. She tried her best to surpass all the emotions she was feeling; in hoping that he will not feel them. In hoping that, the soulmate mark will disappear.

Don't get her wrong; she doesn't hate him.

But [name] despises herself for she only believes she brings hurt to the ones she loves. She's the kind who is willing to sacrifice herself, just for the sake of someone else's happiness; a foolish girl indeed, but what can you say? That's just her; and he loves her for it.

[name] was persistent in not joining the swim club, but eventually she gave in.

Why?

Because of persistent girls like Hana, Mika and Nana.


"Why did I have to be the kind of person who gives in so easily?" [name] whined-thought to herself as she climbed up the stairs that led to the swimming pool in Iwatobi High School. She sighed and then looked towards the swimming pool; realising that Hana, Mika and Nana were already practicing; and so were the boys. That's when she realised Makoto wasn't in the swimming pool…

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"[NAME]! YOU CAME!" and [name] immediately held her bag up to her chest and clutched it tightly as she saw Makoto; who was wearing his swimsuit; running towards her at full speed.

"Y-Yeah…" [name] mumbled out as she was kind of embarrass that Makoto had come to greet her.

"I heard you're going to officially join the swim club!"

"Y-Yeah…"

"That's great! We get to spend more time together!"

"Huh…"

And Makoto's face immediately turned beet red as he had realised what he had just said. He then mentally slapped himself as he realised he nearly gave himself away due to his inability to control his excitement about [name] joining the swim club. He really wanted to spend more time with [name].

"[name]-chan!"


Jealousy and happiness; [name] often felt that from Makoto.

Ever since the day that she officially joined the swim club; [name] had been spending more and more time with Makoto, since the both of them or rather only Makoto doesn't know who his soulmate was. How badly he was wishing that it will be [name] though.

And most of the time, [name] realised she was stuck with constantly being paired up with Makoto thanks to the help of Hana and Haruka whenever there was a project which needed them to be in pairs. However, there are times when Makoto was extremely jealous; and [name] definitely felt it. Whenever other classmates of theirs asked [name] whether they could be partners for the project, Makoto's jealousy rises, causing [name] to always look into his direction.

Makoto, how could you be so oblivious?

And [name] will always politely decline her classmates offer, and head over to Makoto's desk and speak to him about being partners for the project; which Makoto immediately accepted, and [name] felt the wave of happiness run through her.

Makoto was also constantly jealous whenever he sees [name] smiling whenever a classmate talks to her about some joke. He wished he was the one making her smile, making her laugh. He wanted to see that very rare smile of hers as much as possible, and only to him.

[name] will then sense his jealousy and soon excuse herself from the classmate; be it male or female; and make her way towards Makoto's desk and start talking to him. Makoto will then get all flustered and his heart will speed up; which [name] will feel through her body, and she will smile.

Yet Makoto was an oblivious idiot alright, to all the signs before him.


Sadness; Makoto often felt that from his soulmate, and he has been constantly wondering why. Whenever he felt a pang of sadness in his heart, he will immediately look at [name]; but soon realised that she wasn't sad at all. She would always be laughing and smiling; but little did Makoto know that she was putting up an act.

[name] was always sad.

Why?

Everything around her affects her. The simplest thing can even change her mood from 100 to 0 really quick. She was the kind who will let her emotions affect her so badly, yet she knows how to mask them perfectly. She was so sure that Makoto felt her sadness; that's why she always put up a smiling face, which Hana definitely saw through it.

Hana could only sigh and shake her head, allowing a small smile grace her lips as she knows how [name] is like. She admires [name] for being so strong, for always being so understanding and always being there for others. But there are times when Hana wished that [name] will be selfish for once and get what she really wants.

But that's just [name], and Hana knows it.


Disappointment; [name] would often feel that from Makoto, and she always knew why.

Whenever [name] wasn't texting him; a pang of disappointment will be felt at her heart. Makoto will constantly wait for her text, and when he hears his phone ring; he immediately hopes it's her. But he always ends up getting disappointed as it was texts from the other boys in the swim club. And the moment [name] felt this disappointment, she will pick up her phone and call Makoto straightaway just to talk on the phone for even a mere one minute or so.

And that alone, allowed [name] to feel Makoto's happiness once again.

Worry; both [name] and Makoto often felt this.

Why?

Whenever Makoto pushes himself too much during training, [name] gets worried. She gets worried that one day he will push his body far his limits, and it will eventually crash down on him. She was afraid that all his hard work will be wasted; and that's why she's always telling him not to push himself too much, and remember to get as much rest as possible.

Makoto often felt the worried feeling whenever he knows that he's pushing himself too much.

And [name] felt like kicking him on the head. Hard.

[name] often felt Makoto worrying.

Whether it was about Haru or the swimming competitions that were about to come up; [name] always knew. But Makoto was most worried when [name] doesn't attend school. He will constantly pester Hana to tell him what had happened to you; and he immediately insists on visiting you whenever Hana said you were sick with a flu or some sort.

Can't help it. Makoto is madly in love with [name] for some reason.


Tired; [name] often felt this from Makoto.

Makoto had to babysit his younger twin siblings most of the time whenever it was the weekend; and Haruka didn't really have much time to help him out anymore ever since he found his soulmate and started to bring her out on dates and stuff. Makoto; being the understanding friendly giant, decided to just let it be and try his best to cope with playing with the twins.

[name] will then often make her way towards Makoto's house; which was just right next to hers and knock on his door. She will always be greeted by Makoto who will have Ren and Ran latched onto his arms. Apparently Ren and Ran had taken an extreme liking towards [name], and will constantly ask Makoto whether will [name] come visit them or not.

Makoto was relief that [name] could actually take care of the twins; which allowed him to relax and get some sleep in the meantime; which [name] didn't mind helping out at all as long as Makoto was happy.

Makoto, you're still oblivious as hell.


Pain; how Makoto never wanted to feel that from his soulmate…

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Makoto laid on his bed and was wondering what [name] was doing. Recently his mind has always been filled with [name] and only [name]; causing Haruka to slightly get jealous at the sudden change in Makoto. But Haruka could only shrug his shoulders and walk away.

Haruka has a date with Hana.

Nagisa has a date with Mika.

And Rei has a date with Nana.

Makoto sighed as he tossed around in bed, and that's when an idea came to him. He quickly got out his phone and dialled [name]'s number; knowing that she will definitely be alone at home today…

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"Hello…" And Makoto's heart skipped a beat when he heard [name]'s voice. Apparently she had just woken up from her nap, and her voice was somewhat sexy to him.

"H-Hey, [name]!"

"Oh… Makoto… What's up…" [name] mumbled out.

"Etto… I was wondering if you want to hang out?" Makoto asked with his fingers crossed.

"Eh… Sure… I don't have any plans today…" [name] mumbled out.

"R-Really? You don't mind hanging out with me at all?" and [name] sat up as she realised how she had been responding to Makoto ever since she picked up the call.

"Baka. I already said sure!" [name] snapped with a pout which Makoto clearly couldn't see.

"A-Alright! I'll meet you at the cross junction at 6pm?"

"Sure, see you!"

And the moment the both of them hung up; the both of them squealed into their pillows at the same time. A surge of happiness flowing through their bodies; a little unbearable as they both started to laugh; which soon turned into giggle…

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"I've got a date with him/her"


"Ah crap, I'm late!" [name] thought to herself as she pulled her shirt over her head. She had taken quite a bit of time in the shower; and here she was rushing already. She had randomly pulled out a pair of black skinny jeans and a white crop top. She then tied her hair in a messy bun and took a look in the mirror before running to grab her wallet, handphone and keys…

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"I'm so sorry Makoto, I'm on my way!" [name] cried out as soon as Makoto had called her and she answered. She immediately bolted right out of the door, and stopped in her tracks to turn and lock it.

"It's alright! Take your time!" Makoto spoke with a cheerful tone.

[name] then quickly hung up the call as she started running down the street, avoiding the cars as much as possible. She soon made a few turns and eventually came to the cross junction which she was supposed to be meeting Makoto. She then scanned the area and spotted the olive brown haired across the street waving at her.

"[name]!" he waved, and [name] started running towards him…

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*BEEP BEEP*

"[NAME]!"

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*CRASH*

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[name] laid on the floor, covered in blood. The truck had hit her hard, and she laid a few metres away from where she originally was. Her vision started going black, and her body was in full pain. Her eyes then shifted slightly as she spotted Makoto at the pathway; lying flat as well; in total pain.

[name]'s eyes then closed as she heard people shouting for help, and soon [name] lost unconscious; not before she thought to herself as tears slid down her face;

"I'm so sorry that you're my soulmate, Makoto."