When the hell is Miyagi getting home?

I came here right after school because he said he would be here when I get a text that he had to stay behind because my father needed him for something. Now I was laying here on the couch, doing nothing as there was nothing good on TV and finished my homework an hour ago. Hurry back asshole!

My phone started ringing and I looked down to see it was my friend Marcus from Australia. He was one of the only people I could truly get along with, mostly because he too was in love with an older man, but was getting nowhere with him. "Hey Marcus." I answered in English.

"Hey Shinobu, guess what?" He sounded excited.

"What?"

"Professor Liam let me go to his place this weekend." Oh, did I mention that the man he loved was our science professor over there. "And then I was able to kiss him!" I had to hold the phone away as he squealed. It sounded weird since he had such a deep voice.

"Congratulations."

"Thanks. So anyway how is it with you ex brother-in-law? You canceled your flight back here so I assume it is going good."

I shrugged even though he could not see. "Alright, be better if he actually acted like we were together." No kiss or anything. "He was much more physical before."

"Was not he trying to scare you?" I heard him laughing.

"Well now I am frustrated." I growled. I was still mad at him for doing that stuff with me since I was a virgin (though I kept saying I was not) but now that I got a feel of that I wanted more. He will not even kiss me and it has been more than two weeks since the airport. Why cannot that stupid old man just accept this fate?

He was still laughing. "You poor dear. Just seduce him already." Seduce? Would that work on him? "Just try it. When he comes give him a peek under your skirt or pull your shirt down so he can see your breasts."

"I don't know."

"Just try. And send me an update or a picture." Like hell I will. "Oh I got to go, Professor Liam is going to have lunch with me!"

"Have fun."

"Later." I hung up and set the phone down. At least he is getting somewhere with his man. Seduce Miyagi huh? The idea sounded pretty stupid, knowing Miyagi if I failed he would call me a child. So what if we have an age difference? After a few years it would not matter.

"I'm home." I heard him call out from the door. He sounded tired. "Welcome back. I can get started on dinner."

"That is alright, I brought take out for us." He placed the bags on the dining table as I walked over. "I figured you would want a break from cooking." I did not know whether to be angry that he was implying he does not want me to cook or touched that he thought to bring enough food for me too. I wondered if Marcus was eating with Professor Liam as well or the two were doing…other…stuff. I wonder if Miyagi would want to go further as well. "Miyagi, can I stay the night?"

"No." Quick reply. "You must not let your parents worry about you and you have school tomorrow. I will drive you home after we eat."

What the hell!? We had no time to spend together today. I opened my mouth but he gave me one of those "do not talk back" looks. Stupid old man.

Why did I love this man exactly? With no similar interests and a relationship between us would open a door to lots of hardships.

"Shinobu, pay attention when you are eating." He reached over with a napkin and wiped the sauce dripping from my chin. His motions were gentle, and I could feel the warmth from his fingers through the piece of cloth. Sitting back down he smiled, "Sorry, sorry, you just act so much like a child Shin-kun." He laughed nervously as if he was just messing around with me but I kept still.

Why did I love this man? There can be no clear words but the minute I saw him at the airport was the happiest day of my life; how could I give up on my one destined love when they do that? We may have not progressed all the way but he allows me to come over every day and cook for him. Even yesterday he kissed me.

Him.

To me.

I did not even see it coming. But I know he is still holding back. He said he wanted to try loving me so should not he be more lovey-dovey?

"Miyagi, come home early tomorrow! I am making dinner!"