"Rosemarie Hathaway!" My mother began. "Why would you go and ruin your life by getting pregnant, and leaving the academy!?" she yelled.

"Mom...i dont want to talk about this...goodbye" I said, hanging up, turning my phone off. Adrian was at work, and i was thinking about Dimitri. I got up and ran to my car without really knowing what i was doing.

Before i actually realized what i was doing, i was half way there. To the royal court...where Dimitri and Lissa were. I had to tell him.

When i got in, Dimitri was surprised, and glad to see me. Lissa cried.

"Dimitri...i have to tell you something..."

"WHat is it, Roza?" He asked, concerned. I knew he had decided a long time ago that he would choose me over Lissa, and i wondered if he still would.

"...remember when i left, and said that i didnt love you? THat this child" I rubbed my belly, "Wasnt yours?" I asked,

"Yes...i remember" I could hear the pain in his voice.

"I lied." I whispered. He gasped, and Lissa snuck out of the room, leaving us alone.

"The....baby....is....mine? ....you....still....love...me?...." He asked, not being able to grasp it. I nodded. "What does this mean?" He asked after a minute.

"It means, you have a daughter, and her mother still loves you." I said, terribly wanting to be with him.

"Are you saying...you want to be with me?" He asked, hopeful.

"..Dimitri.. i want to, but...Adrian..." Dimitri hugged me.

"We'll find a way" he whispered, kissing me.

"I...i have to go..." I said, walking outside. "Ill....ill see you later, Dimitri..."

I walked outside, and drove back home. When i got home, Adrian was home, and i realized i had been gone much longer than i realized.

"Where were you? I was worried" He said, hugging me

"I...had some errands to run" I said, forcing myself to smile. This wasn't easy. Not easy at all. I loved Adrian, but i love Dimitri too. How could i choose? The father of my child, or Adrian. The man who was here for me when i found out i was pregnant. The man who left the academy with me. The man who has supported me for the 4 months we've been together.

I shook my head. I couldnt choose. Would i have to just be single then? Or would Adrian find someone else? How could this work out. . . .

I finally decided i didnt want to be with Adrian, i loved him, but not as much as Dimitri. No matter that he has been here for me, Dimitri has always been the man for me.

I sighed. "Adrian....we need to talk"

"OKay, about what?" he seemed, hesitant.

"About...us....I think...i think you should find someone else..." I was about to say more, but he cut me off.

"IT BECAUSE OF THAT SON OF A B**** DIMITRI ISNT IT?! YOU'RE GOING BACK TO HIM!" Adrian yelled. I nodded. "HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO ME, ROSE?! I.....just leave if youre going to" he said through his tears. I got up, kissed him one last time on the cheek, and left, my bags already packed.

As i was walking out the door, i looked back, his face was pained, and streaked with tears. "Ill always love you." i whispered, walking out the door.

*** Dimitri POV ***

It was so hard to be here, guarding Lissa, when i wanted to be with Roza. Roza who came to see me today, i wonder if she will come again. I hope she does. I hope she leaves Adrian for me. I hope...

I was pulled out of my thoughts by my phone ringing.

"Hello?"

"Dimitri" Roza began, she had been crying. "Come get me. Please."

"Okay, Roza. What happend? Where are you?"

When she told me what happend, i was estatic,that she chose me again, but pissed that he yelled at her. She told me where she was and i rushed to find her. I didnt even think of Lissa right now.

When i got there, my Roza was sitting on a suitcase, on the side of the road. Her face was red from crying so much, and her hair was a mess.

"Roza" i whispered, walking up and hugging her.

"Dimitri.." was all she whispered, she was crying again. She didnt have to talk. I led her to my car, and we drove back to go talk to Lissa.

I hope you like it. I'm kind of in a dark place right now, so sorry if my stories get a bit darker for a while. Anyways, i hope you like it. Review!

*Stacy