BTW, this is set six years after the first chapter, lolz.
"Renesmee....we're moving" dad said.
"Is jacob coming?" i asked, depressed. I hadnt seen Jacob in a week. He didnt even tell me where he was said he'd be back soon, but he hasnt came back. I've tried calling him, but he wont answer.
"No. None of us have heard from him. I dont know why he left, he didnt think of it before he left... but, you need to get over this."
"Dad...No. I cant. I am in love with him, you know that..." I thought for a minute. "Im going to go find him" I told my dad.
"Renesmee...."
"Dad. Dont try to stop me, i cant live without him. I have to find him!" i cried.
"Okay. Dont forget your phone. Call me every day." He said, hugging me.
"THank you. I will daddy. I love you!" I said, leaving.
I ran to Billy's house. I knocked on the door and Billy answered.
"Yes?" He didnt remember me.
"Is Jacob here?" I asked him. Hoping he was.
"Yes he is, who are you?"
"Renesmee..." I told him. His eyes widend.
"Oh. Well...umm....he's not feeling well. Maybe you should leave" Billy tried to get me to leave.
"I want to know what the hell is wrong with him! He is with me for 6 years, and then he leaves! He wont answer my calls, he doesnt tell me where he is, HE DIDNT EVEN SAY GOODBYE!" I was crying. "WHAT THE HELL DID I DO TO YOU JACOB?!" i yelled, knowing he would hear it. Nothing. "Are you sure he's here?" I asked billy. He nodded. I cried more. "Just...tell him....i love him...and...i miss him....and i cant live without him anymore, and that ill miss him...and everyone else" I said, quietly. I was planning different ways to kill myself.
"You're not going to kill yourself, are you?" Billy asked me.
"What else am i to do? The love of my life doesnt want me. I have no reason to live." I walked off.
"Wait" Billy said. I stopped, but didnt turn around. "JACOB GET DOWN HERE! NOW!" Billy yelled. Jacob reluctantly came down, and i turned my head, a little, to see his expression. He was shocked, hurt, and...angry.
"What are you doing here" He growled.
"Jacob, what the hell did i do?! I...I...i didnt do anything..." i cried, again. The anger faded away from his expression. Now it was regret. I hope he didnt see my wrist. Sure enough, he had seen my wrist.
"You've been cutting yourself?!" He yelled, angry again...and partially pained.
"Yes. And i wouldnt go back and change hurting myself either! Jacob, You left me. I had to find something to do. Nothing else helped. But, when i cut myself, the physical pain distracted me from the emotional pain of having you gone. And...im not helping myself by coming to see you before..." I stopped. "it's just not helping me. I should have let you find out some other time by someone else." I said, walking away. He just stared at me, following me some, but not talking to me. He gasped when i climbed to the highest point of the cliff. It was like a hurricane out there, and i knew i would die....hopefully. I was about to jump, and then a hot hand grabbed me. I looked up to Jacob, who had tears in his eyes.
"I left because your father made me!" I wiped the one tear that fell from his face.
"HE MADE YOU LEAVE ME!?" i screamed. "IM GOING TO KILL HIM!" i yelled, running to my fathers house. When my dad saw me he was happy at first, not even reading my thoughts. But my furious expression scared him. "YOU MADE JACOB LEAVE ME!!!!!! YOU STUPID JERK!" i screamed at him.
"I made him leave because i didnt want him to hurt you!" Edward said, his voice calm.
"DO YOU REALIZE HOW MUCH IT HURT ME WHEN HE LEFT?! YOU MORON! I ALMOST KILLED MYSELF. IVE BEEN CUTTING MYSELF SINCE HE LEFT. I REALLY WAS ABOUT TO KILL MYSELF! I. HATE. YOU!" I screamed. He reached out and slapped me.
"Dont speak to me like that young lady" He said in a very fatherly tone. "I am your father and you will not speak to me like that"
"BULL!! YOU ARENT MY FATHER ANYMORE! YOU ALMOST MADE ME KILL MYSELF! I. EFFING. HATE. YOU!" i screamed, through my tears. Jacob ran in.
"Get out, Mutt" Edward said to him.
"No, what the hell is going on" He looked at me, and the fact that my dad had actually slapped me that hard, apparently my cheek was looking pretty bad. "You a**hole! You slapped her?! First you almost kill Bella -alot of times actually- Then, I fall in love with your dad, and YOU MAKE ME LEAVE HER. IF SHE WANTED ME TO LEAVE, I WOULD HAVE BEEN ABLE TO HANDLE IT ...MAYBE... BECAUSE I WOULD KNOW SHE WANTED THAT. BUT SHE DIDNT WANT IT, SHE HAS BEEN CUTTING HERSELF. SHE TRIED TO FREAKING KILL HERSELF! DO YOUHATE YOUR DAUGHTER OR SOMEHTING!?" he yelled at Edward.
I couldnt take it anymore. I just ran. Ran farther and faster than i had ever ran before. I ran until i couldnt run anymore, then i collapsed on the forest floor, crying. I cried for hours, i never would have thought i could cry so much. I thought you would run out of tears after a while, aparently not. I cried for hours, until i finally slipped into unconciousness.
When i woke, i was in cold arms. I looked up, ready to rip my fathers head off, and saw my mom. "Mom..." i whispered. She looked pissed.
"Your dad shouldnt have done that." She said, in a hard tone.
"Where's jacob?" I asked her, he was who i wanted right now.
"He's at Billy's. You're going to stay there for a while, okay? Maybe when Edward get's over himself, you can come back home. But for now you can stay with Billy" she told me.
"D-" I caught myself. He isnt your father anymore' i told myself. "Edward, didnt hurt Jacob, right?"
"No, your father didnt hurt Jacob. Look renesmee, you may be mad at him, but you'll forgive him, He's your father, you cant hate him. What he did isnt right, but neither is what you said to him..."
"Mom! He f***ing made Jacob LEAVE me! I almost killed myself!" i cried.
"Sweety..."
"Whatever, mom. Ill just go to Billy's now. I really want to talk to Jacob." I said, running.
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