Emma sat down across from Sean, amazed with how pretty this place was. The windows were open around the restaurant and you could hear and see the ocean. The table they sat at was a nice expensive dark wooden table with a candle in the middle of it.

She had to laugh a little to Sean's choice of outfit in here, least she could get by with the summer dress on but he were the silly little tuke on his head, but she loved the way his curls peeked out and his dark shaped eyebrows furrowed, "What?"

He wore his grey shirt, that Emma tried not to notice clung to him well. He was always fit, but now he was .. Emma shook her head, "Nothin."

He gave her a look, but forgot about it when she lifted the menu and the waiter came over. Emma went with water as Sean a coke.

Emma looked around to see other familys or couples around. One couple looked like they were having a romantic time. This was a pretty romantic place-

"No burgers?" Sean huffed.

Emma had to laugh and gave him a look this time, "just get a steak or something, you carnivore." when they ordered, that's exactly what he got, and Emma went with a salad

Emma nervously played with the end of her dress. This was so wierd, him, Sean, her.. she never thought they'd be sitting together like this ever again..

She felt her heart skip.

She bit her lip and picked up her water, like THAT would make the feeling go away or something. She looked around, avoiding looking at him but did wish he'd speak up and make her think about something else, but he was quiet too.

Sean blinked, trying to rip his eyes off of Emma's bare shoulders, since she was wearing a strapless dress. He could see the spot, the spot she loved when he use to suck right on- He shut his eyes and grabbed his drink. Both of them seemed pretty thirsty tonight.

When the food was laid down, Sean slowly picked at his peas by his steak as he spoke up, "SO uh.. what are you in school for now anyways?"

Emma glanced up and then answered, "Designing clothes." she grinned happily, "I made this." she glanced at her dress proudly.

Sean raised an eyebrow impressed, a bit shocked, but then again she was always a knitter.. but that was for her past struggles but guess she had found something else she loved.

"Nice." he commented, and went back to playing with his peas slowly as Emma tried to hold back her smile. Just, nice? Emma knew for a FACT this dress was more than nice. Manny had borrowed it for her birthday with Jay.. and Emma had been asked by other girl friends to make copies of it and past boyfriends always loved when she wore it.

Anyways!

"So fashion then?" he smirked, glancing up.

She nodded, "I even had an internship at Toronto Regis, but it didn't pay, but good experience! And I got promised a job once I graduate." she said.

He teased playfully, "Don't let them know about your fashion back in grade 7."

Emma threw her napkin at him and he chuckled, putting it down on the table. She bit her lip but a laugh crept out. Damn him. So maybe her crimped hair back when she was 13, wasn't the BEST. Gees, nor were those knitted sweaters she use to wear either. Why did Sean even LIKE her back then? Emma had to giggle again.

"You wanna get into past embarrassing wardrobes?" Emma teased back, "You're still in yours."

Sean's mouth shaped an 'o', but gave a smirk. She got him there. "Jeans are never out of style." he pointed warning like.

She rolled her eyes playfully and went back to eating. He was right though and those wife beaters on Sean Cameron were legendary.

After dinner, they went back to his place and Emma walked in first, noticing Linda asleep on the couch and she quietly walked to the coffee table infront, placing her refilled medicine on the table.

Sean turned from shutting the door and stopped. Emma was being so quiet, and she had been so helpful today with handling his moms whole medication thing. He hated even stepping into the Doctors. He painfully looked away when he saw Emma put the couch blanket on his mom. Why did she have to be like this? Perfect still..

"I'm exhausted." Emma admitted in a whisper, walking back to go down the hall to their room.

He nodded and told her, "I'll be in soon," he coughed slightly, "just gonna..go for a run." it was 10pm.

Emma looked over her shoulder with a nod and then stopped inside his room. He took runs? Well, course he did. So damn fit, remember?

She laid on her side of the bed- hmph, her side- and just decided to take a small nap before he came back and then shower before she truly went to bed.

She just lied on the covers and rested her eyes for a bit.

When Sean got back, he entered from the darkness outside the lit trailer and his grey shirt was now sweaty around his chest and at the back down his spine. He panted, and went to the fridge, taking a water bottle. As he chugged it, he glanced around, wondering if Emma was already asleep.

He waited til he caught his breath, then slowly walked to his room. He creaked the door open just a bit and saw her.. she slept peacefully on the bed, a bit on his side but that didn't matter. She was still in her small fitted summer dress..only it was raised a little as she laid on her side, one leg slightly over the other, her dress hikin up a bit and showing more thigh. Those long damn tanned legs...Sean got lost in them, swallowing hard.

FLASHBACK (GETS M RATED GUYS)

Emma wore a white mini skirt with a baby blue top, her hair down and natural just like Sean loved it. He laid over her, sucking on her neck as his fingers traced through her hair.

She was panting and moaning too, wishing he'd stop and she finally snapped, "We gotta go meet Manny!"

"She can wait." he mumbled against her neck and nuzzeled it a bit as his hand slowly went up Emma's shirt.

She giggled, trying to push him off her and off her bed, "We can't! It's Craig's show tonight, she hasn't seen him in months!"

"Well," Sean shot back, rising his head and kissed her lips, "I haven't.." he ran his hand up her shirt more to slide it underneath her bra, "Seen you for a whole day." he teased playfully while groping her breasts and kissing her neck again and down her chest.

"Seaan." the way she moaned his name already had him hard and needing her more badly. She felt it, and bit her lip, "Sean we don't have time." she tried not to moan as she felt his hardness in his jeans push up between her thighs and her legs instantly wrapped around his waist like reflex.

Resisting Sean Cameron wasn't an option.

She ran her hands through his hair this time, loving it grown out, "If I knew you'd be such a nympho after I finally had sex with you, I would of never done it." she said sternly but with a giggle and yelp when he tickled her sides and then gripped her hips when she undid his jeans and kissed him just as hungerily. He happily kissed back, pushing his tounge against hers, happy to know he was going to get his way.

He had to have her.

Soon he was pushing into her, her skirt raised a bit and his hands on her ass and the other one on her hip, thrusting inside of her. She was whimpering in delight, her arms wrapped around his neck and shutting her eyes tight. He was panting over her.

"oOh.. god.." she tried to keep quiet, since still living with her parents back then. She gasped and felt her body start to tremble, "Sean!" she dug her nails down his back, she wished she didn't have such a need for him or to scream, but he was making her feel so friggen good.

He always did.

He gritted his teeth to how tight she fit around him, how close he already was to exploding inside her, and he loved when she, Emma perfect Nelson, came wildly for him, little misfit Sean Cameron. He was so fucking in love with her, she was too good for him, yet, she wanted him as bad as he always wanted her..and that was a forever type of thing.

He kissed lovingly around her neck and then up to her forehead, kissing it and then her lips. She had trouble kissing back, moaning into it and arching her hips to meet his thrusts. He pulled away and whispering things to her with a bit of shakey-ness in his voice, knowing he was going to come soon too, but she needed to be whispered to sometimes during this because he knew she hated to think that her parents knew what they were doing down here and she didn't want that. She hated anyone knowing that she wasn't little Miss Innocent when alone with him. To be honest, she could be quite the little tease and mistress.

"Just come, baby." he panted against her lips and she whimpered, shaking her head no.

She didn't really have a choice though. He was so fucking good.

She knew he knew why she was trying not to, and he was such a jerk for making her. She could be too loud sometimes and she really didn't feel like letting her parents know what their daughter was doing with this bad boy down in her room. She knew she shouldn't of let him come in! He was the devil sometimes, tried to trick you with his charm and good looks..

"Too loud." she gasped again, feeling him hitting the most sensitive parts inside her and KNEW he was doing it on purpose. He also hung his head low to her spot that he always knew got her going, right on the collar bone, he even nipped it playfully.

"That's the best part." he confirmed sexily, driving his hips once more into hers before he felt it over come him and his mouth fell.

"Sean!" she cried out, shutting her eyes and came even to her struggles not to, bucking her hips and she gasped in sharply and moaned. She even squeeled a bit and clung her little hot body to his.

He jerked and gripped her hips even harder in his grasp but was careful to never leave any marks on his girl or hurt her. He let out a shakey breath, his eyes shut hard and jerked once more as she trembled and clenched around him.

"Fuck, EM.." he breathed in her ear, still shaking and tried to push once more into her and she cried out pleasurably, hiding her face in his neck and shoulder to muffle the noise and clenched her teeth. He ran his fingers through her hair, whispering things in her ears again to calm her down as she shook and panted with him. She looked exhausted, and when she finally went limp in his arms, he smirked just as tiredly down at her and her eyes were closed, catching her breath. He kissed her lips, and chuckled to her sad attempt at trying to kiss him back.

Know that term 'fuck your brains out?', Emma seriously felt like that every time Sean was done with her. She felt tingles all over her limp body, and she finally caught her breath

She fluttered her hazel eyes open, giving him that sexy ass grin and looking so undone as she unwrapped her legs from around him and he pulled out of her. He groaned a bit and then got up after kissing her lips again and got off carefully, doing his jeans up and she lowered her skirt back down and adjusted her shirt.

He admired her as she flattened her messy hair back down and his heart pounded. He would marry this girl some day, and he knew it. They'd never be apart again. It was too unbearable the first time.

"Come on, you're always late." he then teased, walking to the end of the stairs as she got off the bed, and he took a deep breath to cool down. "We got somewhere to be you know" he raised an eyebrow like it was her fault they were late night.

"Sean Cameron!" she madly protested and he laughed, jogging up the stairs and heard her giggling behind him. See? He was a jerk. Her jerk though

END OF FLASHBACK

Sean was suddenly out of breath again, and sweating even more and dove for his bathroom in his room. He caught his breath inside, trying to get that memory out of his head and leaned on the door helplessly.

Being near her again, it-it may of been a bad idea.

(disclosure-LATCH)
You lift my heart up when the
rest of me is down
You, you enchant me even when you're not around
If there are boundaries, I will try to knock them down
I'
mlatching on, babe, now I know what I have found again

The next day, they sat on the beach together, tons of kids and their parents running around in the sand, making sand castles

Sean even chuckled when Emma began to with her hands.

She smiled over to him, and he got lost in that beautiful smile. It hit him hard, and he couldn't look away. Fuck.

Now I got you in my space
I won't let go of you (never)
Got you shackled in my embrace
I'm latching on to you

Fuck is right, he's still in love. He wasn't shocked, he knew it deep down, it was just painful to admit. He looked down and then up at the sun, squinting his eyes a bit. You know, that's how he use to look at Emma, like the sun. . like she was too 'bright' to look at, too good for him. .its what made him feel like such a loser back when the first dated, or should he say second dated? Anyways, it was his insecurities that made him lose something he shouldn't of had in the first place, he had no idea why she ever took him back after the way he treated her when he met Jay. Granted, he changed, and so did even Jay, but he still didn't feel worthy of her, or her smiles...or her being around, but here she was, again, right beside him.

Could I lock in your love, baby?
I feel we're close enough
I wanna lock in your love
I think we're close enough
Could I lock in your love, baby?

He shook his head. He had to stop thinking this way. Their time was over, wasn't it? She broke his heart the last time- but,no, he won't get into that.

Not right now.

She snapped him out of it, "So I guess I'm hanging out with your mom today?" she asked with slight fear in her tone.

He chuckled, "You don't have to be nervous anymore, she loved you even before she met you."

Emma bit her lip and looked down. She wished they had met when she was really dating Sean. She was sure it'd be a pretty good relationship, she felt pretty connected to her already. Which was a shame..

He went serious, "You guys are good." he looked down too, "She's really fallin' for it." he gazed out into the ocrea.

Emma tensed. Yea... .sometimes, even she was falling for it. This whole act, them. She glanced at the ring on her ring and dusted off the sand on it before just nodding at Sean and put her sunglasses on.

"so what are you doing today?" she asked him. Birds were chirping so loudly and the laughter of family's on the beach, and the waves crashing were heard.

Sean's face fell. He wished he didn't have to go.. "Just gotta go see.." He swallowed hard, and heard his conscience, come on, say it, maybe it'll hurt her..

I'm sick of trying to hurt another!

"Victoria." he finally said it, and stared at the ocean again.

Emma nodded, and watched him get up, "Have fun." she said and he nodded, glancing once more at her and slowly walked off the beach.

Before he got into his truck, he glanced at her one more time, then scoffed and got in. They weren't meant to be, and right now, he was meant to go find Victoria and see what in GODS name she wanted.

Emma finally lifted her glasses back on her bed when Sean was gone, and she whipped the tears in her eyes. She blinked, and felt one fall on her thigh and looked down at it sadly.