(addicted- Enrique)
I am wasted away.
I made a million mistakes.
Am I too late?
There's a storm in my head;
it rains on my bed
when you are not here.
I'm not afraid of dying,
but I am afraid of losing you.
Maybe I'm addicted, I'm out of control...
"Sean! Emma!" Linda called as they were laughing together and just exited his room and just walked in from the hall .
They both stopped abruptly by another and stared at the table she sat at with wide eyes.
Linda bashfully smiled with a shrug ,"I thought I could get things started for you two.." around her, was different types of wedding invitation cards.
Emam looked at Sean bewildered like as he tried to remain calm and just coughed awkwardly, nodding, "Thanks mom, but uh.. Emma's a bit of a.." he eyed Emma now, smirking at her warnful glare to better not say 'control freak' again, "bride-zilla. She wants to pick everything out."
Linda waved it off, "Oh she still can." she smiled to Emma, "I chose tons of cards for you to pick out from."
Emma bit her lip but gave her a kind smile for at least trying. Geez.. this was getting harder to play along with..
"They're all.." Emma looked for a word, "nice."
Sean shot her a smirk as he grabbed a muffin to eat quickly. She was such a horrible liar. Him and Emma were actually gonna try to enjoy the beach today, alone, just them. He was feeling ansty.
Emma wore short jeans and a tank top with her red bikini under, also excited.
"I love this one the best." Linda said, rising a white one with creme swirls on it, telling the card receiver that they had 'finally planned the big date!'
Emma looked rather nervous, but Sean thought it was about all the lying so whipped his hands from after the muffin and stepped in, "I don't think we're ready for cards, Mom." he taunted.
He went to guide Emma out until Linda scoffed stubbornly, "Well whens the wedding!? What date did you chose? You're home now Sean, and you better tie this one down quick or else."
Sean's eyes widened, nerves flying through his and he nervously turned from Emma who also turned from him, heart pounding and cheeks warm.
"A.." Sean harshly spat, "A year okay? Can we go now?" he even grabbed Emma's hand to yank her to the door.
Emma felt the butterflies playing in her stomach and looked down at their fingers inlocked.
Linda still stopped them, "It can't be a year!" if it wasn't for Emma seeing the look on his mothers face, she would of let Sean still pull them out the door but she tugged back on Sean who looked back curiously at her then his mom, stepping back inside.
Linda looked so lost and hurt.
"You can't..have it in a year." her eyes were glazing over as she started to pack up the cards all over the table in a somewhat huff, her lower lip trembling, "I could be dead for all we know."
"...mom.." Sean shut his eyes, sighing and stomach turning. Emma looked sadly between them and felt her heart break.
Sean looked down, feeling his hand empty now but looked up to Emmas small smile at him, and his heart stopped.
She told him, "You go, I'm gonna stay and.." she spoke louder so Linda could hear, "stay here with your mom, pick out our wedding invitation." she tossed him a playful glare before turning completely to Linda and sitting at the table with her.
Linda seemed to have already happily moved on from the words that stung them all just a second ago, and she yanked the cards back out to show Emma and opened them.
Sean chuckled silently, shaking his head and watching the two, his eyes longing on Emma more looked down sadly then, and finally left unnoticed.
"so she's with your mother right now?" Tyler asked over the sound of crashing waves. It was another sunny day after a bad storm and Sean nodded, "No way," he laughed hard, "Can't believe you're ACTUALLY faking a wedding for your sick ma. Does that make you sick?"
"Maybe." Sean muttered. Both guys sat in their bathing suit trunks. Luckily, today only had mostly surfers around, which meant guys their age and mostly guys they knew.
Tyler smirked a bit, cornering his eyes at Sean, "Emma's the blonde one right? That you brought the first time back to Wasaga?"
Sean narrowed his eyes back at Tyler but nodded slowly. He better not be going where he thought he was...
"She's was a rightous babe!" Tyler said with eyes shut and a look of glee over his face til he opened his eyes to Sean glaring him down deathly, "Geez, man, I'm not gonna go after her or anything!" he laughed though.
Sean looked out on the ocean sadly... he could if he wanted, he had no claim on Emma anymore...he wished to God he did though.
"What about uh, Victoria?" Tyler snapped his fingers happily when he remembered the name of the girl Sean was fooling around with.
"It's done." Sean looked down, itching the back of his head, "I'm crazy about Emma. Again. Or since forever?. . .or whatever." Sean shook his head confused, "Main point is, I'm in love with Emma."
"well Fuck, it's been a long time . .do something!" Tyler yelled at him.
"We dated before, fuck tard." Sean said through gritted teeth and then scoffed, "It's not that simple.." his eyes looked sad.
Tyler noticed how bummed out Sean seemed and frowned. He's heard about Emma before when Sean went on about her after the shooting and when Sean returned to Wasaga High. Sean would always say she was 'just a friend' then, but he saw how he looked when he brought her up, like he looked now.. smitten. In love. The whole sha-bang. How much Sean use to talk about that girl.. Before he went back to Degrassi, Tyler had finally gotten him to admit it and just WHY he was going back..for Emma ofcourse-
Something caught Tylers eye when he turned his head to watch a girl chase after a thrown Frisbee, but something, someone, hotter caught his attention.
"Just so we have things clear.. you're hung up on this girl.." Tyler said while eyeing Emma coming over but had no clue it was her.
"Mhm." Sean answered, staring out in the ocean and hadn't noticed Emma coming yet.
"good. So don't fight over this girl with me, I call dibs." Tyler confirmed, sliding his sunglasses on so the blonde didn't see him eyeing her so lustfully since she was coming near
Sean looked at Tyler weirdly til glancing over his shoulder and his eyes widened a bit, mouth parting but speechless.
Emma was coming over, looking over the beach as she ran fingers through her long blonde hair that blew softly in the hot mild wind. She wore a sexy tiny red bikini, and was double knotting the side of her bottoms just incase. Her tan was glowing with the color red, 'Take me' could of been written write across her forehead for how hot she looked right now.. was she trying to get all the guys attention!?
Sean angrily sat up before he whispered madly at Tyler, "That's her you idiot."
Tyler's eyes widened. Oh shit.
Emma stopped when she finally saw Sean who walked right up to her. Oh good! She wasn't sure if she'd be able to find him or not
"Hey." she greeted.
He didn't greet back, actually he looked back, she was then distracted when Tyler came up from behind and smirked, "Hi Emma." he greeted.
Sean glared over his shoulder at Tyler with daggers in his eyes.
"Hi.." Emma drifted off, laughing a bit but recognized Tyler..they just hadn't spoken before.
"Tyler!" they heard and turned their heads to the right, seeing old highschool friends coming over.
Great, Brad, Aaron and Jesse. Then some other two morons who just sort of followed them but never spoke. This crew was annoying, thought they owned the beach, thought they owned all the girls on it.. Sean wouldn't mind punching one of them if he had to.
"Still having that party tonight?" Aaron asked Tyler.
Emma then recognised Jesse, standing to the right, he was from the Bingo day. He was the one who came up to the table with Linda and all the girls.
Jesse recognized her too and smirked, for all other reasons.
Sean caught this little 'moment' and took Emma's glance at this guy the wrong way. Jealousy stired through him almost painfully, stinging his veins and his heart twisted. His blood boiled, glaring at Jesse and trying to hold himself back.
"Yea man, see you guys there." nodded Tyler, answering Aaron.
Aaron seemed to catch glimpse of Emma too, and looked her up and down hungrily. Emma began to feel a little, uncomfortable and stepped a bit closer to Sean who already had his glare on Aaron now.
Brad had seen it all, and chuckled. Clearly Sean Cameron had something with this new hottie on the beach, "Alright guys, lets go" he tossed a nod to Emma though as well, eyeing her before they all waved and they smirked, leaving.
Sean gritted his teeth but loosened his clenched fists as the group of guys walked off.
Tyler could even smell the anger and decided to go, "Well, nice seeing yea again." he told Emma and waved awkwardly, "See you guys tonight." he turned and left quickly.
Emma strangely watched him walk away fast and stopped questioning it when she turned to Sean, who was fuming.
"What's wrong?"
"What's wrong?" he repeated with a look at disbelief and waved his hands down at Emma's body, "what the hell are you wearing,Emma?! "
"Chanels summer 2014 bikini." she confirmed matter of factly and also, smart ass like.
He clenched his jaw madly and turned away from her so she didn't see just how mad he truly was, but she had seen it enough.
"What?" She shrugged, "It's the beach."
He turned, raising an eyebrow and pointed the way the guys left, "You know that if you were alone with them, they would of came in on you like you were their prey or something?"
Emma shifted uncomfortable, "I woulda handled myself..." she did feel rather nervous though when they were all eyeing her too close for comfort.
"Against 5 guys?" snapped Sean bitterly and rolled his eyes. His fists were clenched up again, not wanting to think about this.
"Sean, " she rolled her eyes, "Fine, I get it. It's done. Can we go swim now?" she smiled innocently and held her hands together, "I learned my lesson." she promised.
She just wanted to go swim in that pretty lake so badly!
Sean was still mad but snickered, trying to look away from her but huffed and nodded, "fine, lets go." he gave her a threatening look and led her to the water.
She just giggled and splashed him playfully when they walked down the shore, into the water. What?! He needed to lossen up! She then squeeled when he grabbed her into the water with him, getting her back.
Baby, when I'm yellin' at you,
It's not your fault,
It's not your fault, yeah and
Baby cause I'm crazy for you,
It's not your fault
It's not your fault, yeah and,
Maybe I'm a little confused,
It's not your fault
It's not your fault, yeah and
Baby, it's a wonderful news.
It's not your fault,
It's not your fault, yeah.
(its not your fault- Awolnation) - BEST SONG EVER.
