I always needed time on my own

I never thought I'd need you there when I cry.

And the days feel like years when I'm alone

And the bed where you lie

Is made up on your side.

Dear Logan,

It's hard. I know that everyone will think badly of me when I go…but I just can't do it anymore. I'm sorry. I know I always told you never to leave again…but I have to do this.

When you walk away,

I count the steps that you take.

Do you see how much I need you right now?

Dear Bobby,

Bobby, I'm sorry. You can dump me as soon as I get back…I'll understand if you don't want to stay with me…but please know that I'll always remember you for being there when I was sad…or moody…because I know it was hard. It was for me.

When you're gone

The pieces of my heart are missing you

When you're gone

The face I came to know is missing, too

When you're gone

The words I need to hear to make it through the day

And make it okay…

I miss you.

And logan…at first you were a guy I knew I would be safe with because you were mutant…but now you're my father.

I feel like I'm…not me anymore. I'm just bits of me…trapped in the current. I'll miss the way you always woke me up because I was too lazy to fix my alarm clock…and how you would rub my back and whisper to me while you did it.

It was all the small things you did that kept me from falling apart. I won't need it now, though…not as much. I don't where I'll go. My parents disowned me and I don't have any money. But I'll be fine. I'll get through it…because you're still a part of me.

We were made for each other

Out here forever

I know we were.

Bobby…I'll remember you for the way you held me close in public, when people would call us names…and the way you kissed me in Boston. There was no fear in your mind…no prejudice… just love. But maybe that love is not for me…maybe it is. That's up to you.

All I ever wanted was for you to know

Everything I do I give my heart and soul

I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me.

And logan…all those times you saved me. All those times you stayed by me when everyone else was afraid…that meant a lot. I just wanted to tell you I love you…more than you can ever know.

If you ever see John again…Tell him he was family.

And if you see Kurt…tell him thanks again.

Tell Storm that I always thought she was amazing.

And, finally, tell everyone else that even after all the times they pressed themselves against the wall as I passed, all the times they moved away when I sat down at the lunch table…and every time they looked me with fear in their eyes…that their my family, too…and I love them.

And if you see Magneto…tell him I forgive him. When I touched him, I saw he didn't want to do it, but he wanted to see a land of tolerance before he died…his ambition destroyed him.

I miss you.

Love, Marie.