Love me Taint me
Chapter 7
So some of you asked if i was going to write some M rated stuff.. here and let me say that i came up with this story while listening to E.T by Katy perry and S and M by Rihanna soooo... yeah it was part of the plan. I plan to change the Rating for this soon. Although i've never written a Lemon nor have i tried to ever. so don't expect it to be perfect, or anything actually good but i'll give it a go. Thank you.
After a rather unnerving brunch, Takano had dragged Ritsu through a short walk in the park saying that he needed to go somewhere and that the path was a shortcut. As it turns out that somewhere was a bookstore. The bookstore was dubbed " Paper Wings" in golden cursive writing,the outside was painted a delicate blue, like that of a clear endless sky, at its side was a tall cherry tree. A soft jingle announced their arrival and an old man greeted them with a smile. The bookstore itself wasn't especially large or crowded, though it seemed that every nook and cranny was filled with books. It felt as if the bookstore had been trapped in time, an anachronism compared to the rest of shops who had long lost that special human feel to it. It felt warm. Dragging Ritsu by the arm Takano weaved them through the wooden shelves to the counter. He must have been asking about a novel he wanted, although truthfully he was too preoccupied looking at all the new books, he thought himself well read, and yet there were so many titles he hadn't read.
Noticing just how badly Ritsu wanted to look around, Takano let him go, but not before giving him a chilling warning, that went a little like. " You better be back here in 20 minutes or i swear i'll stain every book here with your blood". With that he was allowed to wander around the bookstore. It's not like i can really go anywhere with this stupid thing around my neck he thought grudgingly. Although those kinds of thoughts were quickly pushed at the back of his mind as he began to scour through the books, soon he found himself with a handful of books one of which he had already started reading, it was tragedy, and 20 pages in he could already feel the tears welling up inside him. He loved that tho, a good book could make you feel so much, could take you anywhere any time. It was a wonderful thing. As he began to walk back to the counter a book caught his eye, it was a new Usami novel!
The book was on the top shelf between some Sci-fi novels, in an obvious attempt to hide the book. The person probably didn't bring enough money with them at the time. Ritsu wagered.
Standing on his tippy toes and reaching forward he tried to grab the book by its bind, but to no avail, it was out of his reach. If he jumped then perhaps he could have reached it but, then again Ritsu didn't want to create a disturbance for the rest of the readers.
one more time.
Reaching toward the book he began to lose his balance and to his disdain he bumped into someone.
UGH! ITS TAKANO!
"sorry " It was barely a whisper and left a bitter taste on his tongue but it was only polite to apologize. Takano however, seemingly not having heard his apology took the book from the shelf.
"I thought i told you 20 minutes " he said tho he sounded playful rather than angry. He gently tapped the book on the top of Ritsu's head before handing it to him.
"Thank you "
Thank you. Senpai.
Those words, that moment, it was like a drop of water that rippled into a typhoon.
He found that he had lost control of his body, the books fell to the ground while his mind started to race.
Takano had turned at the sound of the crash.
" What the hell are you doing?"
" ..."
" Oi! Oda, you with me? "
" -go back" the words were barely a whisper, and much too soft for Takano to hear.
" HUH? speak up"
" I said" Ritsu's voice had a strange edge to it " LETS GO BACK"
Takano was taken aback, however the shock quickly faded and a scowl took over his handsome face.
"Listen here, I don't know what's going on with you but-"
"NOW! "
His voice boomed across the store, causing some of the nearby bookcases to rattle and shake.
"Fucks sake. What wrong with you? ...Fine! "
Takano didn't bother to pick up the fallen books, Ritsu didn't care.
Raising his hand in a perfunctory manner a portal appeared below them. As quickly as it appeared they disappeared, and in seconds they were back inside the castle library, their clothes back to their original state. The room was barely lit the fireplace already dying down to mere embers. No one cared for it, Takano waited in the darkness, for some type of explanation to the happenings just seconds ago but none came. They stood there for what seemed an eternity in silence.
It can't be, it can't be. It can't !
Ritsu's mind was a jumble mess all his thoughts were tangled up. Images of a forgotten love began to fill his mind, and they wouldn't leave him. He felt as if he were drowning.
No.
There's just no way he could possibly be him. No he refused to believe that his beloved senpai; yes beloved, because no matter what, no matter how much the betrayal had hurt, he still longed to see him, he had long ago locked those feelings somewhere close to his heart. Tho their love was ephemeral those feelings had become a part of him, a part of his core. It was the reason why he was so jaded now, untrusting, and fearful of getting close to others, to let them see his vulnerable side. Now to have those feelings crushed and made a mockery of, was completely unacceptable, it was infuriating.
" W-why do you wear his face," he suddenly shouted
" HUH?"
Grabbing Takano by the collar
"Answer me ! Why do you take this form . Or maybe are you possessing his body ?"
Ritsu's face was contorted with anger, even his angelic glow couldn't disguise the pure hatred that bubbled inside him.
" Saga-senpai may have broken my heart back then, but he was definitely human. So answer me this. Why do look so much like him !" teeth bared and hands at the ready to choke the living out of him.
Takano wasn't someone who liked to be pushed around, or screamed at for that matter, but being yelled at for something he had no clue about was just the cherry on top. Not to mention the fact that he had a short fiery temper. It irked him tho. That the angel somehow thought that their roles had reversed.
Heh. What a laugh.. Really. When did this brat get so cheeky. When did he start thinking he had any free will.
He pushed Ritsu's hands off his collar, but held onto his small writs. Ritsu didn't back down instead he tried to lash out at takano's throat.
" I think" Takano's grip tightened " That you've forgotten who's in charge here" Roughly, Takano pushed Ritsu against wall causing Ritsu to gasp at the impact.
" So I'm going to make you remember" his words were sly and domineering " Who you belong to". Almost savagely Takano lips attacked Ritsu's, with so much heat and lust Ritsu thought he would be burned alive. He tried to push back with all his might, but how could he when his arms were locked tight by the latter's own arms, and his body trapped between Takano's and the wall. Still he tried to kick and wriggle out.
Takano's kisses began to trail down Ritsu's neck, which he now had easy access to. He began to suck and bite at the pale slender neck, leaving love bites everywhere. His knee nudged in between Ritsu's own legs. earning him a surprised yelp.
Ritsu struggled to think coherently, his body went to a feverish fit. He didn't want this.
" S-stop PP-please"
Takano didn't stop instead choosing press their bodies even harder, not thinking he let go of Ritsu's writs and began to trail his way up Ritsu's creamy pale thighs.
Given the opportunity Ritsu smacked Takano across the face, a loud Smack bouncing off the walls.
" Stop it !" The darkness hid Ritsu's face, hid the tears that were daring to fall. I was right it can't be him, because senpai would never do this.
Holding himself he slid down the wall, his face in his knees.
" senpai"
The word was soft but carried so much emotion.
Takano stood above him wordless, but clearly shaken. Everything was going to hell, he couldn't control himself. There was this urge to touch, to kiss, Ritsu and to never let.
What's wrong with me
With that thought on his mind Takano left, leaving the teary angel in his misery.
