A/N: I am soooooooooo sorry that I haven't updated in so long. When I got back, I had to read books off of my summer reading list and do the projects that went with them. Then, when I went back to school, I had homework and I had to practice piano. Please forgive me. So here is your chapter.

EPOV

Was I supposed to bite Bella? Was this meant to happen? Will she still want me after the change? These questions had been running through my mind again and again, while Bella slept. I need to make a decision by morning. I was trying to hide the pain for Bella's sake, but it was getting harder. She was suffering to. She could see the hurt in my eyes, whenever a spasm of pain shot through my body. I couldn't bear to see her like this any longer. I will make my decision tonight and I know what it will be.

BPOV

Edward was disintegrating right before my eyes.

"Edward, no! Why won't you bite me? Just do it." I looked into his eyes, as his hand crumbled in mine.

"I just can't do it, Bella. I won't damn your soul. Just know I love you. With all my heart." His whole body turned to dust.

"Nooooooooooooooooooooo. Edward you can't leave me." He was gone and never coming back. I was alone, and I would be forever.

"Bella, Bella! Wake up. It's just a dream." I shot up and Edward's arms encased me. He's not dead. He's holding me. It was just a dream. But, what if that happened? What will I do without him? He is my everything, the reason I get up in the morning. I'd turn back into that disgusting creature I was when he left.

"You're not gone. Oh, Edward, that was… horrible." I broke out in sobs. He just rubbed my arms, whispering words of love and comfort in my ear. Once I was out of my hysteric state, he asked me what happened.

"Edward, you turned to dust. You… you… you wouldn't…" Another wave of tears hit me and I couldn't sleep. What could have been minutes, seem like hours, or maybe it was. It didn't matter; I could feel the emptiness coming. It was like a wave of evil, filled with the antidote for feeling. It was almost welcome, almost desired, but I couldn't do that to Edward. It would kill him, ironic as it was. I would wait until he died. I knew he would never bite me, not because he didn't love me. I trusted his love, but he loved me so much he wouldn't take the chance of losing my soul. He would live; I would make sure of it. Even if his physical being was gone, my mind would be his home. I would live there too, away from the world and anyone else. I would never leave, and we would be happy, even if he wasn't actually there.

I abruptly stopped sobbing, and I thought I felt Edward tense, but I wasn't sure. Against my will, my awareness and feeling was slipping away. I was becoming distant. I must fight it. I must! It wasn't 

something that I wanted to do though, because compared to the worry and anxiety, my body loved the numbness.

"I'm sorry, Edward. The pain is so much, and I know you're feeling pain, but this is a different pain. I can't live without you and you know that. So, either you bite me or I die when you die. Either way we'll be together." He just hugged me tighter and dry sobbed.

"Bella, there is no way I'm going to leave you. I won't die, and I will bite you. I love you too much to let you go. You will be mine forever." Did that he mean he was going to bite me? No, I couldn't get my hopes up. It would hurt much more, when he was gone. I sound like I did when he came back, and that worked out so maybe this would to. No, I have begun to hope. I mustn't, not until I know for sure.

"Everyone, come here please, I have made my decision," He whispered this, but of course they all heard, and materialized. "Well, I know it took me awhile to come to a final decision, but this was important. I want you to know I love you all very much, and-''

"Cut the crap, I want to know when I will be getting better." Of course that was Emmet. After he finished, Rose chastised him, but he deserved it. I felt like laughing for the first time in days. I could always count on Emmet for that.

"I'm sorry Emmet. I will be erm… changing Bella. I think we should do it soon, since there will be more damage the longer we wait. Since Emmett and I will be biting her, I assume it won't take as long for her to change, and we can finish the cure." I was euphoric, for lack of a better word. I just couldn't believe this was happening.

"We shall do it tomorrow morning. I need time to set up, and I'm sure Edward would like a little time with Bella before the change." Carlisle was always so kind and thoughtful. I couldn't wait for everyone to leave, so Edward and I could be alone for the rest of the day.

My love, my Edward would live with me forever.

EPOV

I can't believe I am actually going to change Bella. I never thought it would happen this fast. As silly as it sounds, I was planning on stalling as long as possible. Give her a longer human life. I don't want her to regret her choice, but she was so stubborn. Of course I'm one to talk, I am just as stubborn on the opposing side, but she got what she wanted. The odds were almost always in her favor. But that's another reason I love her. Even though she's a danger magnet, she gets her way.

"Bella, what would you like to do for your last day as a human? We can't go very far, but that's alright. We can spend the day with the family if you'd like." I hope she wouldn't. I know it's selfish, but I want her all to myself.

"We can spend time with them later, right now I want you. But not that way yet." She rolled on top of me so she was straddling me. She pushed on my shoulders, so I fell back. She leaned in slowly while 

staring deeply into my eyes, and she stopped there. I couldn't wait any longer, so I brought my lips to hers. I felt whole, like I was complete when I was kissing her. I was definitely happy just to be with her, but this was something else. I was on cloud nine, as cliché as that sounds. Our lips moved as one, while our tongues danced in harmony. It was like magic. But all too soon, I had to let Bella breathe.

"That was amazing." Was all I could get out before she kissed me again. This kiss was even more passionate, if that was possible. "But, sometimes words fail."

Bella moved off of me and leaned against the headboard. She had her eyes closed, and if I wasn't a vampire, I would have thought she was asleep. I tried to get up, but my body was to sore. Ha! What a thought, a vampire sore. Since I couldn't sit up, I settled for placing my head in her lap. She opened her eyes and looked down at me and smiled a weak smile.

"What were you thinking about, Bella? I ask you that question so much. I wish I could read your mind." She looked a bit… worried? Why in the world would she be worried? I hope nothing is wrong.

"It's nothing," She started to play with my hair, as she bit her lip, thinking. "I just can't help but to wonder when we are going to have the wedding. I doubt we'll be able to anytime soon after the change, and I was actually starting to want this wedding as surprising as that is." I was so happy, ecstatic if you will. SHE WANTED TO GET MARRIED! I couldn't be happier. I had hoped for this for so long.

"Oh, Bella!" I pulled her head down to mine and kissed her with such a force that I was almost sucking her lips off. The angle we were at made the kiss very enjoyable, as we fit together perfectly. She ran her tongue over my teeth and pushed up against the roof of my mouth. I couldn't help but moan, it felt amazing. I did the same to her and earned a great response, a moan. Hers was definitely louder. She pulled away to breathe. Her heart thumped wildly as she sucked in ragged breaths.

"I love you so much. I'm so glad you chose me." She smiled and kissed my nose.

We spent the rest of the day whispering words of love, and stealing kisses. It was one of the most enjoyable days of my life, even with all the pain. She fell asleep in my arms. I couldn't believe that tomorrow, I would be changing her.

My love, my Bella would live with me forever.

BPOV

I woke up the next morning with the biggest smile on my face. I love Edward so much. He couldn't have made me any happier.

"Morning, Love. How did you sleep?" There was no one I rather wake up next to other than Edward. He was wearing my crooked smile and, as if on cue, I started to melt.

"I slept very well. Especially because of whom I was sleeping next to. Sorry to ruin the moment, but when will I be changed? And where?" If anything his smile got wider.



"A little anxious are we? Well, you can be changed whenever you'd like. We got everything ready last night." His smile faltered a bit as he said the last part, but returned full force.

"Well, let me get some breakfast, then I think I will be ready. I don't see the point in taking a shower or changing." He swiftly picked me up and ran us downstairs. Everyone was already there, and Esme was making pancakes. When we walked in, everyone looked up and smiled.

"Here you go, dear." Esme placed a full plate of pancakes and bacon in my hands.

"Thank you, but you didn't need to do this."

"Nonsense, dear. Now eat up." I sat down and attacked my plate. I had missed a few meals, so this was welcome. When I finished, I looked up at the table, and they seemed a little shocked. Except Edward, who felt the need to lick the syrup off of my nose. Not that I minded.

"Someone was hungry. You almost ate the plate." As always, Emmett. Do I need to say more? "Well, let's get going. I hate being sick."

"I'm ready, let's go. Where are we doing this?" Everyone looked at me sympathetically. They knew what was coming. The pain and agonizing fire. I only got a small taste when James bit me.

"Are you sure, Love? We could wait a little longer." Of course he would want to put it off.

"Yes, Edward, I'm sure. Lead the way." He took my hand and we started walking at human pace up stairs. He opened a door I had never seen before, and led me in. The room looked like a cross between and operating room and torture chamber. All the straps on the bed are what added the torture chamber effect. There was all the medical equipment you'd find in a hospital. He walked me to the bed without a word and sat me down. I waited for Carlisle or Edward to say something.

"There isn't much to say. Edward will bite you, then Emmet will. After that we wait. We will strap you down if necessary." Carlisle looked very sad, almost pained. I think he was thinking of the pain I would have to endure.

"Alright, here we go." Edward pulled me into his arms, and ran his nose along my neck. It felt wonderful.

"I can't believe this is really happening." I whispered. It was such a shock. I never thought it would happen this fast. I always thought Edward would stall a lot more.

"I love you." Edward said. He kissed my neck, and next thing I knew I was being thrown across the room.

"Ahhhhhhhhhhh." I was so scared. Someone I couldn't make out, knocked me out of Edward's arms

Sorry for the cliffie and all the POV change. I just wanted to get some points across. If you got that little phrase in there, please let me know. Hint: it's from a movie. Just so you know the characters reactions do not correspond with similar events in BD. If you've read it, don't worry, "that" won't happen. You should know what I'm talking about, but if you don't, ask me in a review. I would like to hear all of your opinions on BD. I will tell you mine if you tell me yours, but I will not be posting it 

anywhere, as to not spoil it for any one. Please vote in my poll, only eight people have. Kay thanks for listening. Please review.