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About this story... I warned you the future chapters were short... I'll try to write the next chapter in the computer later -I've already written it at school. I've got a History exam tomorrow and gym class. Buy I promise you I'll try to post it later! 80% chances that I will do it.
The end's coming soon! I've already written it at school today...
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We ran like idiots to my house, which was only meters away from the bar. She opened the door because I was way too drunk and couldn't manage to put the key in the right place. She started kissing me and running her hands all over my body. I didn't stop her. I took of my shirt but she froze when we got to the living-room.
Danny and Emma were there, both frozen too. He had one arm over her shoulder, her face was red and so were her eyes; she'd been crying and a lot. They both were staring at me as if they had just seen a ghost.
"You should go" I told the girl. I felt so stupid, I didn't even know her name. She didn't say anything, just kissed my cheek and left.
Neither Danny or Emma said a word. She tood up and ran upstairs. I ran behing her and almost fell in the way, the alcohol was making effect on me, I couldn't even stand properly. When I entered in her room, she was throwing her clothes in her bad as she cried in silence, her whole body shaking.
"Emma, I'm so sorry" I said.
"No!" she shouted furiously "You are not sorry!" You would have slept with she if we hand't been here!"
"But I was drunk! Well, I am drunk"
"All this time I've been looking for you everyhere! And you didn't pick up the fucking phone, not even once! I cried my eyes out for you! Again!"
"Emma, I got angry and then drunk, I really am sorry, I love you"
She pushed me when she walked by my side.
"Dont you dare call this love! I wont make a fool of myself twice! For all the things that you've done to me" she picked up her bad "I think I've gained to see fuck you!"
"Where are you going?" I asked her as she ran down the stairs.
"Anyway, but I can't stay here"
"Please, wait!" I took her by the arm but she didn't stop, she tried to keep on walking; she was too weak, I was stronger.
"Let me go, Dougie!"
"Emma, please, dont go!"
"Dougie, you are hurting her" Danny pushed me and I lost my balance. Emma fell too because I was still holding her arm, and she hit her face with the wall. Her nose immediately started to bleed uncontrolably. It was quite weird, she was bleeding way too much and yet she had slighty touched the wall to be honest.
"Oh, damn" she mumbled between sobs.
"Come on, I've got you" Danny took her in his arms and they left.
I felt so lonely and lost. She was right; my house was too big. I needed her here with me to make everything better, but she wasn't coming back after this. I was on my own now. I couldn't believe all the shit that I'd done in so little time. I kept hurting her over and over again... Maybe this was the best thing for everybody; if she wasn't with me anymore, loving again would be meaningless, but at least I would never hurt her again.
When I woke up in the morning, I felt like crap in every single way. The dogs were hungry, my floor was covered with blood, my body hurt because I'd slept in the floor, I smelt like crap and I'd won the competition for 'The Biggest Asshole In History'. I felt like crying every single time I thought about last night... I'd even hurt Emma physically.
I'd decided to ler her go but a feeling inside my heart was telling me I would regret it later. She was the one for me, I could see it now, everything was so clear... Was it right to let that just go away?
I fed the dogs, cleaned the floor and took a shower. I also cried a lot.
I left the house, I didn't feel like being there without her and after everything that had happened there last night. While I was walking, I saw a jewellery store and my heartbeat sped up as the best -and maybe only- good idea I'd had in this whole year crossed my mind.
P.S.: Am I the only one who notices the chapter's names? I actually spend time choosing them.
