AN: Hi all and yes im alive, been having writers block something terrible. I do hope this is better and works for all of you ill be getting around to bring out Yumiko's senshi past when she remembers more. XD Yes i do hope you are enjoying the Story and i don't own any of Sailor moon or the characters except for Yumiko and Eclipse. ^_^ RR please


Yumiko's laughter made Haruka and Michiru feel a little better. They saw little evidence of the auto pilot girl they had takan home the night before. She seemed to be happier and more at ease. As they thought this Usagi smiled and grabbed ahold of Yumiko and made her stand up as she said "Alright lets go do some kareoke." she smiled her warm open smile. With that the group got up and bid Motoki good bye and took Yumiko to the Crown Kareoke parlor. She sat in the audiance and laughed with the group.

Soon Yumiko was pushed up on stage and got Bring me to life by Evenesance. She waited and with perfect timing she sang:

how can you see into my eyes like open doors
leading you down into my core
where Ive become so numb without a soul my spirit sleeping somewhere cold
until you find it there and lead it back home

with a glazed look filled her eyes as she thought of her dreams how they depicted the death of a female warrior that she called herself. She could see the death so clearly and the enemy she had striken down was her very own brother. She could not think of much more she continued singing and when she came back to listening to herself she was past the chorus.

now that I know what Im without
you can't just leave me
breathe into me and make me real
bring me to life

She watched the crowd of friends she had now and knew her past would come to find her but what past the one from America? the one that she dreamed about? So many questions filled her head she felt like everything was crashing down on her as she poured every feeling she had into her song. She wanted to wake from the nightmare she was having every night for the last two months. She was scared of the voice that had told her it was going to come for her.


Bring me to life
(I've been living a lie, there's nothing inside)
Free me tonight

frozen inside without your touch without your love darling only you are the life among the dead

all this time I can't believe I couldn't see
kept in the dark but you were there in front of me
Ive been sleeping a thousand years it seems
got to open my eyes to everything
without a thought without a voice without a soul
don't let me die here
there must be something more
bring me to life

(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I cant wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
bid my blood to run
(I cant wake up)
before I come undone
(Save me)
save me from the nothing Ive become

(Bring me to life)
Ive been living a lie, theres nothing inside
(Bring me to life)

She finished the song and before she could put the mic up she colapsed to her knees scared of what she could be, what she could have done to her family and her fears came out in her tears. She was scared as any girl had a right to be. She slightly remembered her guardian she wished desperately for her dear friend to come back to her and help her sort everything out.

Michiru and Haruka saw her break after the song and were worried as anyone would. She had been so happy and cheerful before and here she was crying like she had lost everything in one fatal swoop. Before anyone could move Usagi was there holding her as she cried. They heard her mumble about being forgotten by her father, her brother missing, and being alone. That struck everyone to the core. She felt like she was thrown into the tempest without help.

The inners suggested a big sleepover at the temple and Michiru and Haruka pushed Yumiko to go and Hotaru to join them. She nodded and tried to calm down. They didn't have anymore songs so they all went home and got ready for the best one shot friends for life sleepover of a lifetime to make Yumiko feel so much better.

Haruka and Michiru looked at Setsuna when she opened the door with their we need to talk look which she nodded and they let Yumiko tell Hotaru about the sleep over. Once told the little girls face lit up like it was chrismas day. She grabbed Yumiko's hand and dragged her to her room so that she could help her pack for the party. Yumiko smiled softly and helped.

"We need to know what you know about her Setsuna, we need to know more about her past," Haruka said softly so as the girls would not hear them.

"Im working on it Haruka but the gates are being fickle showing me bits and pieces but none of it from the same time, Im seeing her alliance past and her time in america but it is like her past is in the ocean and only the waves that crash on the shores are being let through," she said as she looked at Michiru.

"Yes when i consult the oceans about her they get into a frenzy and its hard to tell what they want to hapen with her, they see so much happening but what will come to past is up to her," Michiru said as they saw Hotaru's door open and out came the two Hotaru holding a small purple over night bag.

Yumiko quickly got her things together and they were off to the temple.