Chapter 19- Insecurity
The sunlight entered through the window and hit Touma right in the face.
Touma was not a morning person, so he groaned and tried to hide his face in the pillow. However, his pillow felt odd. It was warmer and moving.
Touma opened his eyes and found himself starring up at Seiji's face. 'What the hell?!" was Touma's first thought.
Memories of the night before flooded Touma, ad he remembered what had happened. 'What was I thinking? I had sex with the man who broke my heart.' Touma thought. He looked back up at Seiji. 'Well, I guess I shouldn't be surprised. I still love him, but I thought that I would have had more sense than that.' Touma thought. He sat up and grimaced at the pain that laced up his spine. 'Damn. I forgot that I hadn't had sex since we broke up.' Touma thought.
"Touma, are you okay?" Seiji asked.
Touma turned to find Seiji looking at him worriedly. "Yeah. I'm fine. It's just been a while since I've been with someone." Touma said.
"Oh. I guess you're a little sore." Seiji said.
"Yeah. I think that I'd better go take a bath." Touma said.
"Yeah. I'll go get a shower in my room." Seiji added.
Touma got up and headed into the bathroom.
Seiji got up and dressed into his clothes from the day before and went to his room.
Touma sat down in the warm bath and sighed. He was very sore, but the bath did help a little.
"What am I going to do? I didn't think last night. I mean, Seiji and I aren't even dating again, and we've already had sex. I know that I love him, and I know that he loves me, but this was not something that I wanted to happen.' Touma thought.
Touma leaned back and closed his eyes. 'Is this even what I want? Do I want to take a chance with Seiji again? Can I really trust him with my heart again?' Touma asked himself.
After staying in the bath for a while, Touma got out and dried off before he headed to his closet to get dressed.
Seiji stood in the shower. 'What the hell was I thinking?! I can't believe that I slept with Touma last night. I know that I still love him, and I want nothing more than to be with him again, but that was not the way to do it.' Seiji thought.
Seiji was constantly berating himself. He knew better than to just sleep with someone. He didn't want Touma to just be a one-night stand.
'I just royally screwed up. There's no way that Touma is going to want to see me after this.' Seiji thought.
Sighing, Seiji turned off the water and got out. After drying off, Seiji went into his room and changed for the day.
Jun walked down the hall and saw Seiji and Touma come out of their rooms at the same time. "Papa. Daddy. Can I ask you something?" Jun asked.
"What's that?" Touma asked.
"Why are Yugi and Yami sleeping together in Yami's room?" Jun asked.
Seiji and Touma both froze.
"What do you mean?" Touma asked, getting worried.
"Well, I was looking for Yugi in his room, but he wasn't there. I looked in Yami's room, and they were both asleep in the bed." Jun said.
Seiji and Touma both looked at each other, thinking the exact same thing.
"Jun, why don't you go on downstairs?" Touma said.
"Okay." Jun said and headed down the stairs.
"You don't think-" Seiji started.
"I'll kill him if they did." Touma said.
"Okay. Yugi was a part of this, too." Seiji said, thinking that Touma was talking about Yami.
"I was referring to killing Yugi." Touma said as the two headed toward Yami's room.
Yugi and Yami were both sound asleep in Yami's room.
Yugi was cuddled up against Yami with his head resting on Yami's shoulder, and Yami had his arms wrapped around Yugi.
The door opened, and Seiji and Touma walked into the room.
"Yugi! Yami!" Touma growled.
Neither of them moved as they were still sleeping deeply.
Seiji walked over and shook Yami awake.
"Seiji, what is it?" Yami asked, yawning.
"Mind telling us why you and Yugi are sleeping together?" Seiji asked.
Yugi groaned and rolled over. "What is going on?" Yugi muttered.
"Perhaps you could tell me why you two are sleeping in the same bed." Touma growled.
Yugi opened his eyes and looked at Touma. "Tou, I'm in here because of you and Seiji." Yugi said.
"How is this our fault?" Seiji demanded.
Yugi sat up. "You two are not quiet." Yugi said.
"What?" Touma asked, confused.
Yami groaned. "He came in here because he heard you two trying to make Jun a big brother last night." Yami said.
Seiji and Touma both became red.
"Y-you heard us?" Touma asked.
"Rather vividly. I couldn't sleep with the noise, and I didn't want to listen to it, either. I came in here and slept in here because at least I could sleep." Yugi said.
"Oh. So, that's all you did." Seiji said.
"You thought that we had sex." Yugi said, unable to believe it.
"We leave that to you two." Yami said.
Seiji glared. "Yami." Seiji growled.
"What? You can't deny it." Yami said.
"Okay. We get it. You didn't do anything. Just don't mention what you know to anyone." Touma said.
"Meaning, don't tell the others that you two had sex last night." Yami said.
"Yes." Seiji said.
"Are we getting in trouble?" Yami asked.
Seiji groaned. "Fine. Keep it a secret, ad you won't get into trouble." Seiji said.
"Okay." Yami said.
Not wanting to get into anything, Seiji and Touma left the room.
"I can't believe that they thought we had sex last night." Yugi said.
"I know what you mean. I love you, Yugi, but we're not ready for that yet." Yami said.
"Glad that we agree on that." Yugi said before he leaned forward and kissed Yami.
Yami kissed Yugi back.
"I can't believe that Yugi heard us." Seiji said.
"I forgot that Yugi's room is right next to mine. It's no wonder that he went in there last night.' Touma said.
"Well, Yami won't tell anyone. I know that." Seiji said.
"Yugi won't either. He's too loyal." Touma said as the two entered the living room.
Jun looked up and smiled at them. "Hi, Papa. Will you play with me?" Jun asked.
"Well, I suppose so. The others will be in bed for a while." Touma said.
"Daddy, will you play with us, too?" Jun asked.
"Okay. I suppose I can." Seiji said.
Touma and Seiji got in the floor to play with their son.
Heba and the others ended up getting up earlier then anyone expected them to.
"I wonder where's Yugi at." Heba said when he noticed that his brother's room was empty.
"Maybe he's in Yami's room.' Atemu suggested.
The group went to Yami's room and found Yugi and Yami on the bed.
"What are you two up to?" Marik asked.
"Well, we were bored, and we decided to play cards." Yugi replied.
"Yeah." Yami said.
"Why are you two still in your pajamas?" Malik asked.
"We just haven't bothered to change clothes yet." Yami replied.
"I'm guessing that Seiji and Touma are already up." Atemu said.
"Yeah. We saw them earlier. They're downstairs." Yugi answered.
"What are we doing today?" Yami asked as he and Yugi continued their game.
"Well, we haven't really thought about it." Atemu said.
"We've done about everything there is." Bakura said.
"How about we go to the mall and goof off?" Ryou suggested.
"Anyone have any other suggestions?" Seto asked.
There was no answer.
"Uh, Yami." Yugi said.
"What?" Yami asked.
"Gin." Yugi said, laying down his cards.
Yami threw his cards up, and they floated to the ground. "I give up! It's impossible to beat him!" Yami said.
"Geez. You guys have been going out for a few months, and you're just now figuring that out." Jou said.
"Well, I thought that maybe I could beat him, but that hasn't happened yet." Yami said.
"How many games has he won?" Heba asked.
"I don't know. I lost count." Yami said.
"Yugi." Heba prodded.
"Five." Yugi said.
"Ouch. That has to hurt your pride." Marik said.
Yami glared at Marik, "Shut up!" Yami snapped.
"Come on. Let's get dressed and head downstairs." Heba said.
The group went to their separate rooms and got dressed for the day.
Touma had just gotten breakfast set out when the teenagers came downstairs.
"Glad to see that you guys made it out of bed." Seiji said.
"Ha, ha. Very funny. It's not a school day, so we didn't have to get up early." Bakura said.
"Well, sit down and eat. You're not doing anything until you've had breakfast." Touma said.
The group sat down and started to eat.
"What are you all planning to do today?" Touma asked.
"We're probably going to go to the mall." Yugi answered.
"Just be back by five. We can go back to the house then, so we'll be moving our stuff back then." Seiji said.
"Okay." Atemu said.
Seiji knew that Yami, Atemu, Marik, Bakura, and Seto liked staying there with their boyfriends, but he wanted to get out of there. He wasn't sure what he would say to Touma concerning what had happened, and it would be easier for them if he wasn't there.
After breakfast, the teenagers left, leaving Seiji, Touma, and Jun there alone.
"Papa, can I watch a movie?" Jun asked.
"I suppose so. What do you want to watch?" Touma asked.
"Can I watch Scooby-Doo?" Jun asked.
"Okay. Go get the DVD, and I'll put it in." Touma said.
Jun nodded and ran upstairs.
"Scooby-Doo?" Seiji asked.
Touma shrugged. "It's his favorite show." Touma explained.
"Well, it is a kids show." Seiji said.
Jun returned and said, "Here it is, Papa."
Touma took the DVD and put it in.
Jun instantly sat down in front of the TV and started to watch the DVD.
"Does he watch that a lot?" Seiji asked.
"Let's just say that he has pretty much every Scooby-Doo DVD there is, and he loves to watch them." Touma said.
"Do you ever get tired of it?" Seiji asked.
"No because I don't watch it. It keeps him occupied until the DVD is over, which is why I get work done when he watches it." Touma said.
"Okay. Well, I think that I'll go upstairs and get my stuff packed instead of waiting until the last moment." Seiji said before he headed upstairs.
"What was up with Seiji and Touma? They were both pretty tense around each other at breakfast." Bakura said.
"Bakura, they've been tense since we started to stay there." Malik said.
"I know, but it seemed worse." Bakura said.
"Well, you never know. I mean, they are ex-lovers that have had to live in the same house for the past week. The strain of it has probably gotten to them." Yami said.
"He's right." Atemu agreed.
"Well, at least the tension will be leaving the house soon." Jou said.
'Not likely.' Yugi thought.
"Come on. Let's get to the mall." Marik said.
The group headed for the mall.
Seiji was upstairs packing his bags. 'I know that Touma's angry with me. I should haves topped myself last night, but I didn't. I was so stupid.' Seiji thought.
Seiji finished packing the last bag and put it on the floor by the bed. He then sat down on the bed.
'I can't deny that I enjoyed last night thoroughly. It was the first time that Touma and I had been together in over five years. I missed it.' Seiji thought.
Sighing, Seiji started to pace the room. 'What am I going to do? I just destroyed any chance of us ever being together again.' Seiji thought.
Seiji sat back down on the bed. 'I have to try and make things up to Touma somehow.' Seiji thought.
Yugi and Yami were sitting in the food court.
"Yami, do you think that this has hurt the chances of Seiji and Touma getting back together?" Yugi asked.
"I don't know. We know that they were not together. It's probably hurt the chances of them getting back together. Or at least made it harder for them." Yami said.
"I wish that there was a way to get them to hear the songs that I wrote." Yugi said.
"Maybe a way will come up." Yami said.
~That Night~
"Guys, come on!" Seiji shouted up the stairs.
"We'll be right down!" Atemu called downstairs.
Seiji sighed. "What is taking them so long?" Seiji asked.
"They don't want to leave because they have gotten used to the fact they live with their boyfriends." Touma said.
"I know, but we need to get back and get settled back in." Seiji said.
In a few minutes, Yami, Atemu, Marik, Bakura, and Seto came down the stairs with their bags in hand, and Yugi, Heba, Malik, Ryou, and Jou were behind them.
"All right. We're ready, Seiji." Atemu said.
"All right. Let's go." Seiji said.
"Bye, guys. We'll see you in school tomorrow." Seto said.
The five kissed their boyfriends before they left with Seiji.
"I hope you guys enjoyed having them here." Touma said.
"We did. We know they couldn't stay forever, though." Yugi said.
"Good. You know that they can still come over here whenever they want." Touma said.
"We know." Heba said.
"We see them every day anyway." Jou said.
Touma shook his head and walked into the living room. 'Now that they're gone, I need to sort out what I feel for Seiji. I also need to figure out what I feel after last night.' Touma said, confused about his feelings at the moment.
Hope you liked it.
Next: Yugi and the others hope to play at a benefit concert. (Back to centering around the teenagers.)
R&R.
