HAPPY NEW YEAR! (^0^)

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Jack, he, well he was amazing he comforted me when I was sad, he fed me when I was starving, he took punishments for me. He took care of me. He was like the brother I never had, he was more than a brother, now that we were 15, he was more than a friend, I loved him and he loved me. We had both suffered so much, so much that we understood each other and we took care of each other.

There was a time that we all feared, a time that everyone feared, the hunger games. The only thing I had in common with the other people is fear. It is everywhere.

Jack and I, we don't like to think about the hunger games, it just causes more pain and fear, knowing that his sister had died in the arena helps no less.

Once, once when I was 13, Jack ignored me, he would not be seen with me and never talked to me.

He would talk to his friends from school. Which I never went to… he walked away when I said hi. This went on for months.

One night, I took him out of the school yard and behind the house.I asked him what was going on, he said,

"Night listen, I don't want you anymore… you, you are different and people don't like that, so I don't like that! You are sad, dirty and just… disappointing-"

I looked him in the eye and whispered,

"Ignore me, I am sad and i will make you sad.I get it. We will disappoint and hurt and leave each other- then you will forget me, I become too attached to people too easily. It's already happened. But I don't want to ask too much of you. I don't want to ruin all the fun you're having, I'll just leave now, I'll go away so you can enjoy yourself."

At that moment, I wish I had the guts to walk away and forget about what we had all those years, but I couldn't because I knew he wouldn't come after me…

That, that is what hurt the most.

But Jack, just as I decided It was pointless to keep standing there, how much it would hurt to walk away… I had to.

I turned around and put one foot in front of the other.

He grabbed my arm and consoled,

"Night, sometimes in life, you find a special friend; someone who changes your life by just being part of it. Someone who makes you laugh until you can't stop; someone who makes you believe that there really is good in the world. Someone who convinces you that there really is an unlocked door just waiting for you to open it. Night - I - you didn't let me finish, you may be different and people don't like that, You are sad, dirty and just… disappointing- but you are also kind, funny, happy, and very beautiful inside and out. I am getting caught up in what other's say and I don't have my own say in you, Night, you may not see this but I love you. I am afraid to tell you and I guess that is another reason to avoid you… but I have known you my whole life, I don't know what got into me. But I can change, I hope you see that."

Then Jack looked me in the eyes and kissed me, not a big long kiss… a small one that gave me shivers from the tip of my head to my toes. We stood there and just smiled at each other, there in the moonlight, my whole world changed

- I felt happy for once.

Again… HAPPY NEW YEAR! *Party confetti thingys popping*

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