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Chapter 3
What had I done? I was marrying Edward, in eight days now, and I was just kissing my best friend. I groaned and buried my face into my pillow.
"Bella, what's wrong?" Jacob asked leaning beside me. He pushed the hair out of my face.
I didn't answer. I was cheating on my fiancé. How could I? Jacob and I had kissed for how long? We'd kissed longer than me and Edward ever had, but not because Jacob loved me more. It was because Jake didn't need to be careful with me like Edward did. Jake wasn't about to kill me every time he touched me. I didn't have to worry – Jake didn't have to worry – about my safety the way Edward always had to. Clearly Jacob was seemingly the better choice.
I should have even been thinking about that! I loved Edward more than anything else in the world, he was careful with me because he could hurt me. He was careful with me because he didn't want to hurt me. And just like that, I'd hurt him. I was so cruel. I couldn't stay here with Jacob any longer. I'd done what I had too; I'd gotten him away from Forks. Now it was time for me to say goodbye and return to my Vampire.
"Goodbye Jake." I whispered getting up. I didn't want to look at his face. I didn't want to see how pained or tortured it might be. I didn't want to see a reflection of my pain in his eyes. I grabbed my bag and sling it over my shoulder, I could change later. Charlie's house was only a few hours drive from here. I needed that time to think about what I was going to say to Edward. I rummaged around in my purse for any change, but found none.
"Bella, don't leave yet." Jake choked out.
I didn't answer him. I pulled out my cell phone, knowing that I'd have to have someone pick me up. I didn't know who I would call though. I couldn't face Edward yet, so that one was out. Alice would probably throw a hissy fit if I told her anything. Charlie would be working, and I wasn't really close to anyone Jake's friends…
"Bella please, I don't know when I'll see you again." His voice was muffled and coarse.
"Sorry, you won't see me again." I tried to hide the tears that began pouring from my eyes. It seemed like all I did lately was cry. There was no reply from Jacob. At first I thought he was angry, but then his arms suddenly wrapped around me. He moved like a ghost.
"Don't leave me Bella. Please don't leave. I love you, whether you're mine or not I love you, I don't want to lose you Bella please. Stay." He begged.
I shook my head and turned to kiss his cheek. "Bye Jake, I love you." I pushed out of his grip and walked quickly to the door throwing it open.
"Bye Bells." Was the last thing I'd ever hear my best friend say. I tried to control my breathing as I walked towards the lobby. I'd call someone that would understand how I felt, in a literal way. I flipped my tiny silver cell phone open and dialed.
"Bella?" The voice said from the other end.
"Yea Jasper it's me. Can you pick me up please?" I said quietly, not trusting my voice.
"Sure, should I get Edward?"
"No," I said quickly. "I can't see him yet. Please, just come alone ok?" I was quickly falling to pieces.
"Sure Bella, where are you?" I gave him some quick directions on how to get to the hotel, and then I sat outside on the curb. I prayed that he wouldn't come looking for me. The "he" stood for two people in which I didn't want to think about just yet.
After about twenty minutes – which was about two hours less than it took me and… Him. – Jasper pulled up. I sighed in relief as he washed a calm emotion over me. He helped me up and I fell right into his arms, the strong emotions of confusion and hurt, were threatening to surface at any moment.
"You smell like Werewolf. What were you doing here? We've all been very worried, Edward panicked after he read your note." He looked down at me with disapproval.
"I'll explain everything in the car." I didn't know what to say. It all sounded so ridiculous to me now. So yea, Jacob showed up and needed me to take him out of town so that he wouldn't be arrested for stealing, and then we made out and I left. That made for a great story.
"What are you going to say to Edward?" He asked after I'd managed to wipe up a quick, slightly edited version of the truth.
"I don't know."
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