Hey guys, I dont quite have time to answer all the reviews. Im heading off to school in less then 5 minutes. My mom is yelling at me to go to the bus stop which is 10 minutes walk and I have 5 to make it. SO Im gonna run. But I really wanted to post this for you guys so please enjoy and REVIEW!!!
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I had been home from the tour for about a week know. It had been pretty quiet, oh yeah, except for the fact that I was being followed by paparazzi EVERYWHERE! They were all yelling at me, asking what had happened between me and Nate, and why I was home. I had been so mad with Nate that first day that I made the mistake of bad mouthing Nate. They gobbled that right up and magazines were printing out by the millions saying Alex and Nate were having a secret randez-vous and that's why we broke up! Stupid paparazzi.
I was at home infront of the TV trying to find a channel Nate and mines faces WERENT on. I was mopping about when I heard my door bell. I sigh.
"DONNY! DOOR!" I yelled. I had stopped answering the door when 3 photographers had basically stampeded through me in to my house.
As I forgot about the door bell I continued flipping through the channels making faces and muttering to my self everytime I saw Nate's face. Yeah, I'm that mature!
"Uh, Cait...someones here to see you." Donny said as he came into the living room.
"Who is it?" I asked not pulling my gaze away from the TV.
"See for yourself"
I sighed and turned my head. There stood Mitchie with a tear streaked face and sweats on. Something was definitely wrong. Mitchie NEVER let her self be unpresentable like this.
"Why are you here?!?" I asked, and I'll admit it was pretty harsh for Mitchies current state.
"Oh Cait! Im sorry!" Mitchie ran over to me and engulfed me in a bear hug. Donny awkwardly cleared his throat.
"I'll just...uh, go." he said lamely and I rolled my eyes at him as he left.
"Mitchie. Whats going on?"
"Cait! I'm sorry, for everything! For being Bitchy Mitchie, for hanging out with Alex, for hurting your feelings and calling you a liar. FOR EVERYTHING!" Mitchie sobbed into my shoulder practically begging for forgiveness.
"Oh Mitch! I'm sorry too!" I cried as well. Yes, I have my unnecessary girlie moments too! "Friends?" I asked sticking out my pinkie.
"FRIENDS!" Mitchie agreed wrapping her pinkie around mine.
"So, when are you meeting up with the guys to back on the tour bus?" I asked.
"Huh? No, Cait I left the tour!"
"WHAT! WHY?" I screeched. Just because I was upset, didn't mean the tour had to be ruined for everyone else as well.
"Oh Cait. Its a long story."
"I have time..." I smirked.
"Okay...well...
Flashback in MITCHIES POV
When you left Cait I felt really depressed. I felt as if I had ruined your life and your relationship. I was sad and mopey all the time. When Nate was arround, I would lash out on him. Him and Alex are back together you know! Bitch...anyway. I became really depressed. Then I thought of one way people on TV and in books always seemed to deal with their pain, cutting! It was the perfect solution. Or so I thought...
So one day I was in the bathroom cutting my stomach, my wrists were to obvious a place, and Shane walked in. He flipped out. He told me to stop. That he didn't want me to hurt myself like this. I told him to piss off and mind his own business. He didn't know how I felt, and he hadn't just ruined his best friends life. He warned me to stop or we were over. He couldn't deal with someone who hurt themselves and didn't care enough about the people around them to stop for their peace of mind. So I told him I'd stop.
The next day, after my shower I saw the blade just laying there. Practically begging me to go over and dig it into my skin. And I did. I know, I'm weak. But I felt horrible. Every ones life was ruined and they would all hate me if they knew it was my fault. And once again by some 'miracle' or non'miracle' if you want Shane caught me again. He told me we were over. He didn't want to deal with this. He already had 1 depressed brother whom he didn't trust being alone, he couldn't handle a girlfriend as well.
I also confronted Alex. Told her what a bitch she was. How much she had messed things up for all of us. She knew I cut myself so she punched me in the stomach hoping to hurt me. But I liked it. It was almost as pain filled as the actual cutting, its self. I felt so dark and twisted and knew I needed off that bus. It was like a Twilight Zone. And so I left. Leaving only Jason and Big Rob who would talk to me. Jason understood, tried to help me. He never judged me, not once. And for him I'm forever grate full.
End of Flashback
...And that's what happened after you left. Nalex became an item again, I became an emo and SMitchie is no more." Mitchie said sadly. My heart sunk. Mitchie was feeling just as bad as I was right now. We were both hurting and both needed someone. And we would be there for each other. We didn't need boyfriends from Connect 3! All we needed was each other. We were strong, independent women. Not defined by the men we dated!
