Once we were inside the kiriakis mansion i let my eyes roam over my husband's gorgeous body and i bit lightly my lower lip while a groan escaped my mouth, i knew that we both wanted each other so bad that my old room here at the mansion was not such a good idea i thought for a minute and i had a better solution, i kissed my beautiful husband before i spoke .

I suggest that we go to the east wing of the mansion were the guest rooms are, and i pulled him with me up the stairs.

fine by me honey but why ?

because my old room is in the same hall like my parents room not that i really care babe, but i want to have a little privacy with my sexy husband, and if i recall correctly you are not really quiet babe .

That's a wonderful idea because i have a feeling that neither of us is going to leave that bedroom very soon once we are inside honey, and by the way whose fault would it be that i'm a little loud during our love making said Will with a wink .

That would be all mine babe but i love all your little noises your making and the way your body reacts to me.

Will and sonny burst into the bedroom, once sonny had the door closed he found himself with his back up against the door Will's lips found sonny's once again, sonny slightly opened his mouth and leaked Will's lower lip Will opened his mouth immediately to let sonny's tongue in, there tongues started a battle for dominance while there hands started to roam over each others body like they had a mind of there own.

Will left sonny's mouth and kissed his jawline towards his neck he lightly sucked on the skin in his neck causing sonny to moan out in pleasure, Will please wait ...there is ...something i...need to tell... you first panted sonny out.

Hmmmmmmm hummed Will against his neck.

Babe please, honey you talk you much can we have this conversation tomorrow whispered Will now against sonny's collarbone.

No we need to talk right now said sonny while he pulled Will away from him, causing Will to look hurt and confused because he didn't understand where this was coming from neither what sonny wanted to talk about.

Does he not want me any more thought Will.

Sonny could read the expression in Will his eyes.

Babe please don't look look to me like that i know what your thinking right now and believe me that's not the problem, i do want you, i want you so freaking bad right now, but there is something i need to tell you first.

Will just nodded and sat down on the bed not knowing what to expect and not knowing where this would lead.

I want to be completely honest about everything with you so there's something about my past that i need to tell to you babe.

Honey i told you from the beginning of our relationship that i didn't wanted or needed to know who you had been with and that still hasn't changed for me.

I know babe but the circumstances are different right now and i want to be the one to tell you.

Okay if you feel better than go ahead answered Will.

Before you i had a relationship with someone and i asked him to marry me even if i knew that he wasn't out of the closet back then, now he is back he is here in salem it was for a surgery but it didn't work out the way they hoped and he discoverd in the mean while that his dad is jhon black so he has decided to stay here he is working in the company with his dad now, but there is something else when i lived with the imposter what i didn't knew back then, he cheated on me with my ex-boyfriend i never understood at the time why or how you could do this to me after everything we been through together, and that's what brings us also by the reason why i spend the last three months away from him, and now it make all sense to me at first i thought it was because i was the only guy you had been with and maybe you wanted to know what it would be like with someone else or that i pushed you into marriage or something like that...

Please sonny stop right there, i understand that you were hurt by what he did to you what i don't understand is that you thought i would do something like that to you and even less that you thought those things.

Will stood up from the bad and started passing around the bedroom and continue the conversation.

I married you because i wanted to marry you, you didn't rush me into anything, and while we are at the part of the only guy, i only wanted you honey but what i do wanna know now is that guy that your talking about who is he? do you still have feelings for him?

is there still something between you two or something happen between you two? do you wanna be with him? exclaims Will.

Babe please breathe your rambling, i will answer all your questions sonny stepped towards Will but Will stepped back please sonny, i need to know that because i don't want to be your second violin or anything like that i think i could go and Will walked towards the door but sonny stopped him and spun Will around in his arms to look at him.

please babe sit down don't go i will tell you everything you want to know.

They walked together towards the bed and took a seat on the edge of the bed.

First i want to set this straight you were and are never my second violin babe, you are my anchor and without you i'm nothing i only want you and no one else keep that in mind because your stuck with me mister while he placed a small kiss on Will's lips.

to answer your other questions babe the guy i'm talking about is paul norita he's jhon's son...

The basball player? he's the one you asked to marry you ? said Will.

Yes but he didn't want to marry me paul chose his baseball career over me after that we broke things off, i traveled for a while longer and then i came home after that you know everything, No i don't have any feelings for him and there was and there is never something happend between us, Paul tried to kiss me once and i told him that it never could happen again because i was married to you and that i loved my husband, so to answer your last question about paul no i don't want to be with him the only person i want to be with is you babe.

As for your question about the imposter i'm sorry but i don't know why i didn't saw or knew that it wasn't you i couldn't feel the connection anymore that we had and after what he did i was so devastated that i honestly didn't want to be anywhere near him babe.

I get that you didn't want to be near him after what he did to you sonny but if i heard correctly you asked paul to marry you when he was still not out of the closet and he turned you down, but is paul out and proud now ?

Yes he is babe, why do you ask ?

Because if paul is out and he is, who says that paul doesn't want you back now? maybe paul regrets that he turned you down back then.

It doesn't matter to me babe, but while we are at the subject you need to know that paul came "out" to the imposter while he was interviewing him for sonix because they slept together.

so if i hear it correctly the imposter lived actually my full live and ruined everything here in salem for me!

After everything the imposter did basically everyone hates me here now so i don't now...

Will stopped his sents before he would say something that he would regret later.

i'm so sorry babe but everyone now knows that it wasn't you who did all those things and i for on doesn't hate you i dont even feel that way i'm so happy to have you back without you my life was like a hell babe i love you so much.

Sonny moved closer to will while his hand on Will's thigh slowly moved upwards.

Sonny wait i don't know if this is a good idea.

What do you mean babe said sonny with a look of horror in his eyes.

I don't know sonny i'm not sure what i mean said Will while tears escaped his eyes.

Babe please talk to me said sonny while he wiped the tears away with his thumbs.

Sonny i don't know if i can do this.

Will what do you mean by you don't know you can do this, i'm here by you side we can do everything as long as we both together.

Sonny i need time to think about everything i'm greatfull for everything that victor has done for me but...

But what babe tell me i'll support every desision that you make.

I think that i'm going to visit my mom in LA for a while.

No Will babe i'll support you in everything but not in this, i just have you back please stay with me whatever it is we will go through it together.

Sonny i'm not the same person from two years ago, with everything that has happened i'm a lot stronger than i was before and i know what i want and what i don't want.

Babe neither do i everyone changes but i know what we have is unbreakable we are a strong team together you know that right.

Yes i do know that, but there is a lot happend sonny you know that i love you that's something that will never change...

I know that you love me babe and i love you to, and now i know why i couldn't feel the connection that we have anymore because it wasn you ,babe you are the only one that can make me feel the way i'm feeling right now sonny took Will's hand and placed it over his heart, do you feel that babe you are the only one that can do that to me by just looking at me.

i know what i'm going to do right now

and that's why my decision is going to be...


i left the end open of this chapter to see what you people wanna read a break up or a make up?

i have in both cases something in store :-)

I need to say if i make a make up version for wilson there is a whole lot more coming on there way :-)

let me know what you guys think of it and please review

idea's are always welcome :-)