A/N: Hey a quick update. I can't remember the last time that happened. Idk how or why but a few nights ago I just got a sudden burst of inspiration. There's a lot of Kiku and Feli kissing in this chapter because I feel like GerIta is too popular and Kiku needs some love. ALSO! Requests are always open! Just leave a comment or PM me! The ending to this chapter is rlly cheesy, but I still hope you like it -3-

Warning: Implied sex and references to it. Seriously. I considered rating this story M because of it even though there's no actual lemon, just references to it. I feel dirty. You have been warned.

Trigger warning: Mentions of cutting and suicide attempt.

~Third person's POV~

"Kiku."

"Kiku."

"Kiku." the Japanese boy slowly opened his eyes to see Feliciano poking him.

"I don't w'nna go t' school," Kiku put his pillow over his head. "Alfred and Arthur were up all night banging each other and they were very loud so I couldn't sleep..." they all decided to have a sleepover at Feliciano's house so Alfred and Arthur just went to the spare bedroom and... yeah.

Feliciano laughed. "We're not going to school, we're going to Anime Expo." Kiku immediately shot up, grabbed his cosplay and ran to the bathroom to get changed. Feliciano laughed again. He then woke Ludwig up and he changed in the other bathroom while Feliciano went to the bathroom Kiku was in.

"Kikuuuuuuuu~!"

"Hai?"

"Can we change together?" Kiku's face went red.

"O-okay." he unlocked the door and pulled his Italian boyfriend inside.

Feliciano blushed when he saw Kiku's naked body. He pushed him up against the wall and they began French kissing. (again.) When they broke away, Kiku stared at him.

"I love you and Ludwig so much Feliciano..." then pushed Feliciano against the wall and they French kissed again. At one point Kiku brushed Feliciano's curl a little bit by accident and Feliciano had to pull away to stop himself from doing anything too stupid. Ludwig opened the door right at that moment and blushed just like Feliciano did when he saw Kiku's naked body. He slowly closed the door.

"Come on, let's get finished changing." Kiku nodded.

Everyone was already sitting at the table eating breakfast by the time Feliciano and Kiku got downstairs. (They had started kissing again when Kiku saw Feliciano naked, and it lasted for a while. Kiku pulled Feliciano's curl but this time on purpose and Feliciano had taken a few minutes to fight the feeling he got because like Ludwig had said, they're all only 16.)

"Alfred and Arthur, why are you guys' hair messy? Like, really messy?" Alfred coughed and Arthur blushed.

"They were up all night banging each other." Ludwig said.

"Oh, I remember Kiku telling me that! Didn't you hardly get any sleep because of it?" Kiku nodded.

"S-sorry. Arthur pulled my cowlick and I pinned him down and then I put my hand up his shirt and then he flipped me over so he was on top and-"

"A-Alfred, you don't need to tell them our sex story. They'll want to have sex with each other."

"But I already DO want to have sex with them, considering the fact I pulled Feliciano's curl twice in the bathroom..." Kiku explained.

"You pulled his curl!? Why didn't you invite me!?" Ludwig exclaimed.

"Calm down, Luddy! We didn't bang each other!" Feliciano assured him.

"Fine. Oh my gosh, we need to leave in 5 minutes. Feliciano and Kiku, you guys can get granola bars or something I don't know and we all need to get our wigs on." everyone nodded and went upstairs to grab their wigs.

When they all put them on and went downstairs, Lovino opened the door for them and they all went to the car. About 10 minutes into the drive, Lovino spoke.

"I'm tired because SOMEBODY WAS BANGING SOMEONE ELSE ALL NIGHT AND THEY WERE REALLY LOUD!

"I can explain! Arthur pulled my cowlick which has the same effect as Feli's curl and then I pinned him down and then he flipped us over and-"

"Alfred, for the second time, you don't have to tell everyone our sex story!" Arthur shouted.

"Hey look, we're here!" everyone looked out the window. They were about to step out before Lovino stopped them.

"Who are you guys cosplaying as?"

"Arthur is Clarith, Alfred is Michaela, Ludwig is Kyle, Kiku is Riliane and I'm Allen, all from The Story of Evil." Feliciano explained.

"It works very well because Riliane is flat-chested and Kiku obviously doesn't have boobs." Ludwig added on.

"Okay, well have fun." Lovino drove off as everyone waved to him.

~2 hours later~

"Oh my gosh this is so much fun!" Feliciano bounced up and down.

"I love you so much..." Kiku kissed Feliciano and he kissed back.

"Faggots! Go to hell!" someone yelled.

"Shut the fuck up!" Alfred called back.

"To be honest, none of us are straight, and we're proud." Arthur explained.

"I'm confused! Who's dating who?" someone yelled.

"I'm dating him," Alfred pointed to Arthur. "And those 3 are all together in a 3-person relationship."

Silence.

"That's weird!"

"Sinners!"

"Go to hell!"

"Cut yourself!"

"Kill yourself!"

Feliciano stopped.

"They want me to... kill myself?" Feliciano whispered.

"You heard us!"

"And cut yourself!"

"I already have."

Everyone stopped and stared.

"W-what?"

"Dude, we didn't really mean it-"

Feliciano didn't hear them.

He ran to the nearest bathroom.

He threw open a stall and locked himself in there. He rolled up his shirt sleeve and stared at his scars. He pulled a pair of earbuds out of his backpack that he had brought and tied them around his neck.

"If this is what they want, I'll give it to them." he tightened the wires.

"FELICIANO!" came a familiar voice.

Ludwig...

"OPEN THIS DOOR RIGHT NOW!" all four of them banged their fists on the stall door. Kiku crawled under.

"Kiku, just let me die. I'm not meant for this world." he tightened the wires even more. Kiku reached for the earbuds and took them off of his boyfriend's neck. Then he pulled him into a tight embrace.

"I got him, he's safe." Kiku announces to the others. Then they exit the stall and the bathroom all together.

"Great job guys, Kiku just found him in the bathroom stall with his earbuds wrapped around his neck." Ludwig said to the crowd that was still there.

"Good! He deserves to die!" someone screamed.

Feliciano's legs felt too weak to hold him up.

He fell to his knees and stared at Ludwig and Kiku.

"Guys... can we leave?" they all nodded.

Kiku called Lovino and he drove there to pick them all up. When Lovino got there, Arthur gave the person in the crowd one last look and then they left.

When they got to the car, Lovino hugged Feliciano. He hugged back.

"Please don't do that again, fratello..." Lovino whispered.

"He triggered me..."

"I know, and it's not your fault. It's his."

"It's just sad to know that some people don't even care whether they trigger someone or not as long as they get what they wanted." Alfred spoke up.

"You're right." Feliciano responded.

When they all got into the car, Kiku kissed Feliciano. Lovino turned around so quickly he thought his neck would break.

"What the fuck, Kiku!? I thought you were dating Ludwig!" Lovino exclaimed.

"I am." he said in a normal tone of voice.

"Then- then why did you just kiss Feli!? And why the fuck are you smirking you potato bastard!?" he adverted his gaze to the German. "Do you not care that your fucking boyfriend just kissed my brother!?"

"Should we tell him?" Kiku asked. Feliciano nodded.

"Kiku's my boyfriend." Alfred and Arthur were trying not to die of laughter at Lovino's reaction. "I should've filmed this." Alfred murmured.

"But... what... how!? Are you guys, like- oh." Lovino looked from Ludwig, to Kiku, and then to Feliciano.

"We're in a three-person relationship," Feliciano leaned over to kiss Ludwig. "And I love them." Ludwig and Kiku nodded in agreement.

"And if you don't approve, oh well. You can't stop us." Kiku said while staring at his shoes.

"I... I don't disapprove. I actually think that's really cool, but weird at the same time. I'm sure I'll get used to it, though." Lovino said.

"Success!" Feliciano exclaimed.

"Did you just quote Matsuno Karamatsu?" Kiku wondered aloud.

"Maybe." he kissed Kiku and laid down in his lap while Lovino started the car and they drove away from the convention building.

"Feliciano?" the Italian looked up.

"Have you been cutting yourself lately?"

"N-no." Kiku rolled up his sleeves anyway. He gasped.

Scars went up and down his arms. None were new, but they were still really bad. Lovino looked through the rear view mirror and slowly adverted his gaze back to the road.

How did his brother go from so happy and care-free to... this?

"Feliciano." Lovino said.

"Y-yeah?" he asked.

"Do you want a therapist?"

"No."

"But it'll make you feel better.

"Whenever I went to one in the past, I had to talk about stuff that triggered me."

Lovino didn't know what to say, so he didn't say anything.

"Feliciano, can we say or do anything to make you feel better about what happened?" Alfred asked.

"Um... I don't know. Can you guys say some things you like about me?" he asked.

"I know of something. You're really nice." Alfred said.

"And you're hot." Ludwig smacked Kiku. Feliciano laughed.

"Okay, I'll say something legit. You're really lovable. I don't know how or why but you and Ludwig are really good boyfriends. Plus, you helped me come out of my shell. Didn't you noticed I never seemed to hug people, let alone touch them? Look at me now, we've French kissed, like, 5 times just this morning." Kiku hugged him again. Feliciano blushed. Lovino glared at him.

"Don't hurt him."

"I won't. I'll be sure to put lube on when I bang him." Feliciano squealed slightly at the thought and his blush darkened significantly. Lovino glared at him again.

"Don't do it anytime soon, I don't want my fratello's virginity to be taken away at 16."

"But fratello, you got yours taken away when you were 15!" Lovino looked away. Alfred coughed.

"I'm Italian, what do you expect?"

"Yeah well I'm Italian too! Does that mean Kiku and Luddy can bang me sometime soon?"

"No." Lovino was smirking, Ludwig was staring out the window, Kiku was still hugging Feliciano, and Arthur and Alfred were making out. Arthur slipped his hand up Alfred's shirt.

"Hey, no having sex in the car!" Lovino exclaimed. Arthur removed his hand, but they kept kissing.

"Ugh, my car is full of gays." he scoffed.

"Lovino, YOU'RE gay!" Feliciano pointed out.

"You got me there."

"Plus, only Luddy, you and Arthur are gay. I'm pan, Kiku is pan, and Alfred is bi."

"That's nice. Antonio is bi, so Alfred, you aren't the only one." Alfred and Arthur were still kissing. Arthur pulled his cowlick. Alfred pulled back from the kiss and stared at Arthur.

"Lovino said no sex in the car."

"Fine..." they continued kissing.

"Kiku?" Feliciano asked. He hummed in response.

"Why did that guy at the con tell me to kill myself?"

Alfred and Arthur stopped kissing and looked at each other, then at Feli. Ludwig stared at Feliciano too. So did Kiku. Everyone was looking at the Italian except for Lovino, who couldn't look because he had to focus on the road.

"Well... I don't know. All I know is that you shouldn't ever kill yourself." Kiku hugged him again.

"Awww..." Alfred said.

"I love you so much..." Kiku murmured and kissed his boyfriend.

"I love you too..." Feliciano said when they seperated. They hugged again and stayed like that until they got to the house.

"We're here." Lovino announced. He turned off the car and everyone but Kiku and Feliciano got out.

"Kiku."

"Hmm?"

"'m too tired to walk... will you carry me?" Kiku blushed slightly and picked Feliciano up bridal style and carried him to the house. He opened the door and set Feliciano down in the kitchen where everyone else was. They all sat at the table for a while before Feliciano spoke up.

"Is three-person marriage legal?" everyone stopped what they were doing and looked at him. Kiku leaned over and hugged him.

"Feli... no, it's not legal. But we can always date each other." Feliciano's face dropped. Lovino looked at them sympathetically.

"But like you just said, can't we always just date each other?" Feliciano asked. Kiku and Ludwig nodded.

"Mm... I love you guys." Feliciano laid down in Kiku and Ludwig's lap.

"We love you too, Feli." Ludwig stroked his boyfriend's auburn hair as he fell asleep.