A/N: Sorry for the late upload!


EPOV

I feel detached. It's been a week since that dreaded movie night. Nothing has gone back to normal, not even close. I've devoted myself to Tanya, vowing that if Bella didn't want me I would give my time to someone who did. Still I was drawn to her. I could tell from the sneaky peaks I took that she was doing just as horribly as me. It absolutely killed me I couldn't comfort my girl. This pain couldn't last forever could it?

"Edward."

My eyes snap to Tanya's. "Hmm?"

"We've been trying to talk to you for the last 5 minutes."

"Sorry..I guess I was preoccupied."

"We're all going to Emmett's house after school." Jazz gives me a look.

"All of us?"

I sneak a glance at Bella who's studiously avoiding my gaze.

"Yea, ALL of us." Em emphasizes with a wink.

I arrange my features into a blank mask of indifference. I don't want my anxiety to show on my face, but I'm definitely nervous about being around Bella again.

"Sure, sure. I'll be there. You coming too sweetheart?"

Tanya pauses for a moment before answering me.

"No, it'll just be you four. I have plans with Jessica already."

"Plans? This is news to me."

"Eddie I have a whole life outside of this relationship." She smacks my chest playfully.

I smirk but say nothing.

"Well now that you two are done flirting." Emmett laughs

"Right aren't they so adorable!" Bella says cheerfully.

We all turn to look at her. Her tone is anything but. Tanya goes to say something but I cover her mouth immediately.

"Don't even feed into it sweetheart."

For the first time in days I make eye contact with Bella. Again I slip my blank mask on as I stare at her intensely. Her eyes flick away quickly as she turns beet red; ducking her head. Just then the bell rings cutting the awkward tension short. Tanya rolls her eyes as she stands. I follow suit raising a brow at the wicked glint in her eyes. She grips my shirt, pulling me towards her aggressively. Her mouth meets mine roughly; tongue invading. My reaction is instant. I grip her waist pressing her up against me. I groan into her mouth.

I'm horny and frustrated at the same time. She looks up at me dazed, her lips swollen.

"Wow." She sighs.

I laugh breathily before placing a kiss on her forehead.

"I'll see you later right?" I squeeze her ass.

"Get a fucking room."

It's like a cold bucket of water is pouring on me at the sound of Bella's hurt and irate voice.

"I'll text you when I'm coming over." Tanya sashays off.

I don't have the strength to turn around. I don't want to face her; to look into those chocolate eyes. I exhale and start walking to my car. There's no way I have the mental energy for my last class right now.

"Edward wait!"

I cock my head at her but again I refuse to face her.

"Can you please tone it down with Tanya? It bothers me."

I whirl around; my eyes light up with fury.

"Tone it down? How fucking DARE you." I snap.

The people left in the hallway look at us before quickly disappearing.

"Yes it's really gross watching you two together. It bothers the boys too. They won't say anything so they don't hurt your feelings." She shrugs.

"Bella I'm going to walk away now because I'm fucking livid. You have absolutely no right to ask me for shit. I tried to end it with Tanya but you basically pushed me into her fucking arms, especially after you rejected me. Be grateful I haven't fucked her brains out in front of you." I hiss.

She slaps me as hard as possible across the face. It does nothing but enrage me and make my cock rock hard, which only further fuels my rage. I grab her arms, shaking her as I drag her to me.

"Don't slap me again." I growl between heavy breaths.

My voice sounds foreign to my own ears . Her eyes dilate as she struggles to get away from me. I let her go and she stumbles back.

"What the hell is wrong with you?" She retorts.

"WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU?" I bellow.

I pinch the bridge of my nose.

"I don't know what the fuck you want from me Bella. I tried being your friend, I tried being your boyfriend, now I'm just trying to stay the fuck away from you. Sorry that we run in the same circle and that I disgust you. Is that why you won't date me? Do I repulse you? Did you just pity fuck me?" My laugh comes out crazed.

She stares at me blankly. I can't take it anymore, with a roar I punch the nearest locker, leaving a dent. I storm off, leaving her standing there. I have to get over Isabella Swan. We can't be friends anymore. Hell we can't be near each other. How am I going to break this to Emmett and Jasper?

"What the fuck is going with you two?" Jazz asks me later while we hang out at Emmett's.

I raise a brow at him with a derisive snort. He just gives me an annoyed look.

"Everything is fine Jazz. I don't know how many times I have to tell you." Bella mumbles.

"Yea except you look like shit Bella." He huffs.

"Oh gee thanks." She sneers.

"Well news flash, Edward also looks like hot dog shit." Emmett comes to my defense.

"I'm right fucking here. What the fuck."

"Sorry but it's the truth." Emmett chuckles with chagrin.

"Bella and I are breaking up. As friends of course. Let me be very very fucking clear on that part. Right Bella?" I laugh roughly.

I of course hear nothing from her. I shake my head as I walk outside. I need a fucking smoke. I light my cigarette and take a deep drag as everyone follows me out.

"The fuck do you mean you and Bella are breaking up?" Emmett sounds distressed.

"It means what I said. I no longer want to be Bella's friend. It's taking everything in me to even stay here right now. God knows I don't want to be anywhere fucking near her."

"Ayo watch yourself." Jasper yells.

I turn slightly to see Bella all teary eyed in his arms. I turn back to face the yard hollowly.

"Bella and I fucked the same night that I told her I wanted more. I didn't tell y'all that though. Of course she rejected me, which she is allowed to do, but then she has the audacity to tell me I disgust her. I guess that's to be expected. It explains why she doesn't want to be with me. So here we are, me being madly in love with someone who doesn't give a fuck about me." My voice is cold.

"Why didn't you talk to me?" Emmett sighs.

"This is all because she won't be with you? You gotta be kidding me! You're pathetic." Jasper throws his hands up in exasperation.

"The fuck did you just say to me?" I snarl.

"I said. You're. Pathetic." Jasper hisses.

My jaw clenches as I glare at him.

"Fuck you."

We're all startled by Bella's low voice.

"Peach, I'm just trying to defend you."

"I don't need you to."

"Peach you're my best friend, you're like a little sister to me. I'm not going to let this piece of shit treat you like that. Edward is supposed to be your friend. The fuck."

My fist cracks across his face. He flies back from the force of it landing on the ground.

"Edward what the fuck?" Bella screeches.

I walk casually to Jasper as I bend down towards him.

"Mind your fucking business Jasper." I spit on the ground next to him before I take another drag of my cigarette.

He coughs as blood pours out of his nose.

"Here." I say as I take my shirt off and throw it at him.

"You got some blood on your face. Clean it the fuck up. Pathetic bitch." I throw my butt on the floor and step on it.

"Ed?" Emmett's voice drips with concern.

"I'm going home."

Without another glance I turn my back and walk away from them, from her.


Another emotionally charged chapter. Theres no fluff in sight I'm sorry LMAO