When I saw Waverly was the most understnding person I have meant is an understatement. We returnd from South Carolina in good moods and happy that we found a new place on the first try. I was in a frisky and I was clear on letting Waverly know by the kisses and touches, I was content on just kissing her but my lower half had another idea and I pulled away.
"Whats wrong?" She asked
"I um I just." I waved my hand over my croch.
"Oh baby its ok maybe we should slow down." Waverly says kissing my cheek.
I didn't want to I really didn't but I wasn't sure how to go about what I wanted. All my life I was told I was a freak and no one even looked at me. The only place I felt like I belonged was in the Marines, they had to make a few aragements and I had to shower and bunk by myself but other then that they let me train with the women and the only thing I had to do was keep mywself under wraps and not to be to rough with the other women.
"I want to I really do but I dont know. I just dont know how to..." Waverly kissed me.
"Nicole don't worry about it, we will take our time I will wait as long as Iong as I have too for you."
"Really?" I say shocked.
"Yes really I am so in love with you that I could never leave you." She says kissing me.
I gave her a hug.
"Plus I have been doing some resurch and I am part of this group online about partners of intersexed people. I ment this one woman that was just like us, she said that her wife was very adamant about having sex for the first time."
I looked at her and smiled she was really something else.
"She also told we that it may take some time and there will be many cold showers for her but she would always get her off." She says
"All you have to do is ask Waverly I will never make you wait becuse Im a mess." I say.
"Hey you are not a mess you are just shy and Im not going to make you wait while I get off." Waverly says.
She put her head on my chest and started to rub my stomach and hum softly. I started to run my fingers through her long hair and look out the window thinking about what she had just said and the new life that we was about to start. Waverly was completely committing herself to me without thought. I had commited myself to her a year after knowing her she was my friend and I wanted to be a part of her life then I fell in love with her and I knew that I had to be in her life.
"You hungry?" Waverly asked.
"What?" I asked.
"Your stomach is growling are you hungry?" She asked
"Yea I am do you want to make some chicken teriyaki with noodles?" I ask.
" Can we have broccoli with it?" Waverly asked.
"Yes I want some too." I say smiling
We got up and went to the kitchen where we started to get things out get the things ready for dinner. We started to move around the kitchen as one and Waverly reached into the wine cooler and pulled out a bottle of red wine and opened it.
"Can you hand me two glasses?" She asked.
I reached over her head and and pulled down two glasses and sat them down before going back to the chicken. Waverly handed me a glass and walked over to check the noodles. Once everything was done we went over to the table a sat to enjoy dinner.
"You know I would always cooked back at the homestead, Wynonna would always come home for dinner. She would be drunk but she was always there eating more then I cooked so I learned to cook more then I should have." She says
"Well don't stop cooking like that because I can eat a lot." I say looking at my plate
Waverly laughed and put her had on mine and went back to eatting.
We finished off dinner and and cleaned up the mess we made before going up stairs to change for movie night I was pulling out something to ware when I noticed that Waverly was watching me.
"Whats wrong?" I ask
"Nothing I just, I just wanted to know if I could watch you in the shower? You can say no if you dont feel like your ready." She says
"No thats ok we have to start somewhere." I say.
I wasn't ashamed of my body anymore I just was a little nervous because I never had anyone look at me while I got naked and showered. Waving her along I headed to the bathroom where I started to get undressed. I wasnt in any rush so I took my time putting things in the clothes hamper before moving to my jeans and shorts. I went about brushing my teeth before turning the shower on to heat up.
"Well don't just stand there aren't you going to join me?" I ask.
Waverly opened her eyes wide before she started to strip down and put her things away and following my into the shower.I wasn't at all scared to show my body it was the sex that I wasnt ready for thats what I felt ashamed of and I wasn't really sure of. I let Waverly stand under the spray of water and I ran my wet hands through my hair a few times to wet my hair. I started to run my hands through Waverly's hair and grabbing for the shampoo.
"I understand that you are ahamed of sex but you don't have to worry that I Wouldn't want you." She said looking into my eyes.
I smiled and started to wash her hair, I saw her reach out and run her hand over my abs then down to over my hip before repeating her actions. Her eyes were close and was going off of her hands touch alone. I hesitate for a moment before taking her hand in mine and slowly placing it over me and let go. I started to wash the shampoo out her hair all the while Waverly didnt move her hand. Once it was out of her hair she looked up at me. She was confused but she stood still and just held me.
"You're soft." She says
"I would hope so right now." I say looking at her.
I was feeling uncomfortable and I pulled away and stepped out the shower wrapping a towle aroung myself and heading out the room. I hurry and got dressed and ran out the house leaving Waverly alone in the house. I ran down the street and out the gate and down the sidewalk I ran until my lungs burned and then ran some more. I stopped when I found myself downtown. I stoped and looked around and sat down on the wall that went around the tall building to catch my breath. I went to stand but my legs threaten to give out so I pulled out my phone and called Waverly.
Nicole where are you its been two hours?" She said
I looked up at the sky to see it was dark and looked down at my phone to see that it was past 10 pm.
"I'm sorry I had to get away I dont know what happen I just ..."
"Nicole its ok you dont have to explan anything just tell me where you are." She said
" 500 Throckmorton Street." I say looking around.
"Ok I'm on my way, do not move." Waverly says.
I hear the sound of her picking up the keys.
"Don't dive and talk on the phone I will be here." I say
"Ok see you soon, Nicole?"
"Yea?"
"I love you no matter what." She says making me smile
"I love you too." I say and waiting for her to hang up.
I put my phone in my pocket and I just sat looking at my hands and listening to the wind I was so wrapped up in my thoughts that I didnt notice the cop that pulled up.
"Ma'am what are you doing out here?" He asked walking around the car with his hand on his gun hip.
"Oh I went for a run and ran too far, my girlfriend is on her way to pick me up." I say rubing the sweat off my brow.
"Would you step over here..."
Oh here we go I knew the deal he was about to run the field test. I stood up and walked over glad that i have rested enough that my legs started to work right.
"Can you follow the tip of my pen with your eyes." He asks
I followed the pen.
"Can you say your ABC's from Z to A." He asked
I started to say my ABC's from Z to A and I looked down at his name tag.
"OK you can stop." He says when I got to L.
"I want you to take ten steps that way heel to toe and turn around and come back." he says.
I go through his test with out saying a word and only talking when spoken to I had just finished the touch the tip of your nose test when Waverly pulled up in front of us. and got out the car.
"Whats going on Nicole are you alright?" she said not moving from the end of the hood.
"Get back get back right now!" he yelled pulling out his gun and pointing it at Waverly.
Put her handsup and stepped back looking from me to him with wide eyes.
"Thats just my girlfriend Shes here to pick me up." I say.
"Get on the ground now!" He yelled at her
"Hey!" I yelled
Waverly got down on the ground looking at me still wide eyed I was about to say something when I was grabbed and put in hand cuffs. Another officer pinned me to the hood off the car while I watched officer Becks put Waverly in hand cuffs and lift her roughly off the ground. He patted her down a little to sexually.
"Nicole!" She yelped and he slammed her down on the hood off our SUV.
"Hey stop!" I yelled
I looked back over my shoulder at the woman cop that was holding me down.
"You see this make him stop!" I yell then look aback over at Waverly to se that he had moved her out the sight of the dash camera.
I couldn't move or think of anything to do to get this woman off me I knew Waverly was in trouble and there was nothing I could do to stop it.
"Hey stop that!"
I look up long enough to see a group of 5 or so Men run up snd pull him off Waverly. I t was then that I saw her on her knees and his junk hanging out. One of the guys grabbed him pulling his arms behind back using him as a shield to keep the female officer from using her taser on him. He walked him closer to the car so the dash camera would get a good look at his state of undress.
"So your bosses can see what you was doing to that poor woman." He said.
"Waverly get down!" I yelled and I got to my knees and layed down watching her.
I could hear the sound of racing motors and the scream of tires then yelling coming from everywhere.I looked over at Waverly locking eyes with her, I could see the tears falling down her face as she looked back at me. By some kind of luck we was put in the same car and I got as close to her as I could and started to kiss her head wisphering that everything was going to be ok. I watched as one of the cops looked at something that was handed to him,he turned and looked at Waverly then back at whatever it was he was looking at. There was some yelling from officer Becks then they put him in cuffs and removed his belt putting him in the back of a car.
"Ma'am could you step out the car." He said opening the door
Waverly looked at me still crying and I gave her a little nod and she got out the car. They took the cuffs off her and he started to talk to her sje looked at me then back at the Office and started talking. I couldnt hear a word that was being said but I saw that he was writing everything she said down. Someone handed her what looked like her car keys and the door opened again but this time he was talking to me.
"OK Miss. Haught we are going to be taking you in Officer Jinkens says you was resisting arrest and we have to take you in to book you on that charge." He says
I open my mouth to say something but closed it the camera didn't see me the men didn't see me until they came around the SUV so it was her word agaisnt mine. I was fucked all my life Ive never so much as spit on the ground and now I was going to have a charge on me over something I didnt do becuase of some woman is trying to cover her ass.
"Thats fine." I say letting my head fall back.
"Your girlfriend wants to speak to you before we take you." He says looking at me with soft eyes.
Waverly came to the door and leaned in to kiss me.
"I'm going to be right there ok I'm not leaving until your with me ok." She sayscuping my face.
"Ok take my wallet and whatever you have to pay just pay it and get me out." I say
Waverly gives me one more kiss and steps back so they can close the door. I let my head fall back and I let out a sigh as the car started to move.
Once in side they took my things before batting me down the female officer went down the outside of my legs. I knew what was about to come and I stilled myself for what was about to come.
"Ma'am your going to have to take that off." She said
"I can't." I say through clinched teeth.
"We can take you into a privet area where you can take it off." She said
"I can't take it off because its not a toy thats me I was born intersex I have a dick." I hissed out
The cops was quite for a moment before one spoke up.
"We will get the nurse to come and take a look." He said and went to get a nurse.
I put my head down and let out another deep sigh.
"Right this way." the nurse said and they walked me along be hing her.
I was taken into a room with the nurse a another female cop where they asked me to lower my gym pants. I grunted and pulled down my pants and boyshorts and closed my eyes.
"Well um its really, Ive never seen anything like it before you can pull up your pants." the nurse said.
I reached down and pulled up my shorts and pants and looked them.
"Are we happy now can you book me?" I say
They took me out and spoke softly to each other while they booked me and took my picture. They took my shoes and the hair tie out my hair and took me to an empty cell and left me in there alone.
I sat down and crossed my legs under me and looked at the wall doing exactly what I was trained to do, say nothing . I was in that room for hours just looking at the wall with no concept of time and not asking. By the time I looked out the door I noticed that there was different Officers walking around then before and one walked up to the door and opened it.
"You made bail Haught lets go." The man said
I stood up and made my way to the door and took my things, I put my shoes on and put took my hoodie and followed the Officer out and follow him to a handed me some paper work and explan that I had a court date they let me out. As soon as I walked around the corner I saw Waverly sitting and waiting for me, I stopped and just looked at her the sun was shining off her silky brown hair and she sat crossed leged on the bench waiting for me.
"Waverly." I say making her look up at me.
She jumped up and ran to me pulling me into a hug.
"I waited here all night for you, They told me to go home but I waited." She said
I picked her up into a hug and gave her a kiss this was the longest I have been away from Waverly since we meant and I wasnt going to do it again.
"I have to get to my Lawyers befor next week when I have my court date." I say
"But you didn't do anything." She said
"I know I didn't but unless that video shows me complying to what was asked of me Its my word agaisnt hers." I say as we walked to the car.
I took the keys from her and we got in I wasnt going to play around with this I was going to my lawyers office right now. I was blamed for something I didnt do plus embaressed by having to pull my paints down for everyone to see, well not everyone.
"I dont care what you have to do I dont want this on my record,I went all my lif not so much as breathing the wrong way for this to get on my record now." I told David
Waverly sat next to me trying her damnest to stay awake.
"I understand but..."
"There is no buts David you have a week to find something on this woman to prove that she is a lier and that what she says can not be taken as the truth." I say.
"You do know that will call all her arrest into question and may people can get off just by saying she lied about marandizing them or whatever they can come up with." He says
"Well she should have thought about that before she started doing what she was doing." I say standing.
"OK I will give you a call befor your court date and meet you at the court house." David said
I held out my hand for Waverly and with a quick goodbye I walked a tired Waverly out to the car before getting let out a deep sigh when i got in the car.
"I'm do tired It took all I had to stay awake all night." She says
"I know baby you could have gone home ." I say starting the SUV.
We made our way down the road through down town back to or side of town and by the tme I reached the house Waverly was fast to sleep. I got out and lifted her out before locking the doors and making my way to the door. Vegas and Texas ment us at the door and i hushed them before heading up the stairs to place Waverly in the bed and covered her up and kissing her lips and headed down stairs.
I went to work trying to find anything about Officer Jinkens that would cast doubt on her and I was shocked at the things that she had on her record. I made a print out of the lit of things I found. I faxed it over to David to give him some where to start looking, it was amazing what was part of public record. Getting up I went to feed Vegas and Texas and headed up stairs to lay down next to Waverly. She rolled right over and grabbed on to me and put her head on my shoulder.
I felt so bad that I couldn't do anything to save her from that monster last night my job is to love and portect her and I faild her. But now I was with her and all this was my fault that all this happend if only I hadn't ran away like I did she wouldnt have been forced to her knees like a crackhead whore willing to do anything for a fix.
Kissing her head I closed my eyes I couldnt't wait to get out of this state and move on with my life, this had to be one of the most homophobic states in my book and I just wanted to get away from it.
"I'm so sorry Waverly this was all my fault and it will never happen again I promise." I say pulling her closer.
ONE WEEK LATER.
Nicole looked so out of place standing before a judge waiting for her hearing to begian. She had spent the whole week saying sorry and blaming herself for everything that happened. I had to tell her many times that it wasnt her fault that she had no control over what happened, but she still blamed herself.
Now I sat be hind her waiting for them to start and she turned lo look at me before turning back and standing with her arms behind her back at full attention.
"Nicole Haught." the judge called Looking up at her.
y test
He looked doen at the paper then back up at her for a moment.
"Your are being charged with resting arres and disorderly conduct how do you plea?" He asked
"Not guilty your Honor." She said in a dry tone almost robotic.
"Care to go over why you have this charges?" He asked
"Me and my girlfriend had a missunderstanding about something that is deeply personal and I went out for a run. I wasnt paying attention to the time or where I was until I stopped and found myself downtown I sat down on a low wall and gave her a call to come and pick me up. While I was waiting Officer Becks stopped and ran a field sobriety test that I found to be completely uncalled for since I didn't do anything to make him belive that I was under the influince. I did everything he asked of me with out any hiccups or issues when my girlfiend showed up, she gou out the car and asked if everything was ok and Officer Becks pulled his gun and started to scream at her to get back and put her hands up, She did as she was told and I was about to tell her to do what she was told when I was grabbed by Officer Jinkens and slammed against the side of the car and put in hand cuffs. I did not rest arrest I didnt fight back all I did was yell at Officer Becks to stop when I saw him being sexual while frisking My girlfriend, I turned to Officer Jinkens to ask her to make him stop and she said she didnt see anything. I did not fight her even when He took my girlfriend out of the view of the camera and forced her on her knees. I did not fight her whe the group of men showed up to stop him i just got on the ground and told my girlfriend to do the same and thats when the other officers showed up." Nicole says .
"Officer Jinkens is that what happen?" He asked
"No your Honor it is not, She resited me from the moment I put her hands behind her back." She said.
It took everything I had not to roll my eyes.
"If I may Your Honor?" David said
"Go a head."
"Its a matter of public record that Officer Jinkens and Becks have been know for excessive force, Officer Jinkens didn't maraindize my clinet she is clearly heard on video calling my clent homophobic slurs and slamming her to to hood of the car. There is also a video that was taken by bystanders of the incadient showing the actions of Officer Becks and Jinkens from Begainning to end and i have a copy of both tapes, I have to say they and the police department are lucky that Miss Haught and Miss Earp have decided to forgo a law suit" David said.
The judge looked from them to Officer Jinkens before speaking again.
"I would like to see these videos" He said holding out his hand.
The balift to the dvd's and handed them to him.
" we will go to recess ten minutes." He said banging his gavle
Inted of leaving the court room Nicole and David sat down at the table, I looked over at Officer Jinkens and saw that she was rally starting to sweat. She had o look of horror on her face and it was then I decided to press charges on the two Officers just so they could never do that to anyone again.
"David what would I have to do to press charges on them?" I asked leaning over.
"Nothing really just put the charges in and more offten then not they crack under the weight of the charges and leave the force." He says.
"Good I want to do that." I say sitting back.
The Judge came back faster the I think the ten minutes have passed and he sat down calling the court back into sesson.
"In light of the evidenc shown I find the charge of resiting arrest and disorderly conduct comepletely absurd and I am going to dissmising all charges." He said banged his gavil.
Nicole turned to me and smiled as I stood up we made our way out the court room and stopped by the door.
"I will get right on the charges against them this afternoon." David said.
"Make it fast David we will be moving withen weeks." Nicole says
I gave a nod and look around I was starting get nervous seeing Officer Becks looking at me. Nicole looked over and saw him and pulled me closer to her, we made our way out the court house and over to the Car. I had no Idea that Nicole had a car until she pulled the Dodge Challenger out the garage for the day.
Nicole opened the door for me and i climbed i leaving the door open to get som kind of breeze into the hot car. Nicole was talking away to David about what was going to happen next when she just handed me the keysand I reached over and started the car and the air came on giving some relief to the heat, we did part under what looked to be the only tree in the lot but that still didnt help. Why Nicole had and all black car with all black insides in this heat was far behond my thought of reasoning. And when I say all black I mean like batmoble black everything on this dan car is black not counting the mirrors.
"Ok David give me a call when you get everything set up." she said closing my door.
She walked around to the drivers side and climbed in.
"Why do you have this all black car?" I asked and she looked at me with a smile
"I had it custom made this year, its my batmobile dont you like it?" She says pulling out.
"Yes is a very nice car but its hot and my ass is sticking to the seat." I say moving around
"And what a nice ass it is, would you like to stop for some lunch and i can tell you what David said."She says .
I thought about it, it would be nice for us to not have to cook one meal.
"Yes some place that has home cooked or as close to home cooked as we can get. I really want some mashed potatoes roast biscuits and steemed veggies." I say making my stomach growl.
That was the only meal Wynonna knew how to make but boy was it good.
"Oh and a cookie." I added
"Just one cookie?" Nicole ased.
"Yep just one that tops off the whole meal." I say making her smile
We pulled up to som Mom and Pop restarunt and Nicole got out, I didnt bothe with the door because She would get huffy if I didnt let her open it. Something about being treated like a lady. The door opend and I stepped out and the smell of home cooking hit my nose it smelt like when Wynonna would be in the kitchen with all the spices but something was missing, something Wynonna never told me about and I knew that it wouldn't be as good as hers but it was a start.
We walked hand in had into the small building and Nicole was greeted with a round of hellos and even a few hugs.
"Go ahead and take a set anywhere Nicole I will be by to take your order." and older lady said giving her a hug.
We headed to a back table and She held out the chair for me. As much as it was funny nicole doing small things like this did make my heart warm and me fall more in love with her.
" Soo David tells me that he had already put in the complant about Becks and Jinkens to the Police Commissoner and was told that this was their last chance and would have there badges taken. He put in charges for aggravated assault along with attempt rape on Becks part And hate Crime. The Cameras pickedup some things we didn't hear in the moment." She says
"What if they try to lose the tapes?" I ask nevously.
"We have witnesses and he has the origanal copys, Don't worry about a thing Daid knows what he is doing. Even if we have to come back for the case I will be with you and I promies that I will never let anything happen to you again." She says her eyes looking sad.
She kissed my hand before hading me a menu,I looked down at it surching for what I smelt from the outside and finding it on page two. I was just what I wanted but the pie was a bit much so I looked to see if the had chocolate chip cookies, and there on page 5 at the bottom was my cookie.
" Good afternoon Ladies what can I get ya?" the older lady asked
"Hey Martha first I want you to meet my girlfriend Waverly, Waverly this id Martha Knight." Nicole said smiling.
"Nice to meet you." I say holding out my hand.
"Honey we dont shake hands here we hug now get up here and give me a hug." she said smiling.
i stood up and was pulled into a hug by Martha, one of those bone crushing hugs before I sat back down again.
"Now what can I get you two love birds?" She asked
Nicole ordered the stake plate with an ice tea and I ordered the rost plate with out pie but with a chocolate chip cookie milk and a Ice tea.
Martha walked off with our orders and I turned back to Nicole, her eyes held such love for me that I was sure if she could she would take out every bildbored in Texas letting everyone that she loved me. And I was fine with that.
