I'm entirely sorry. I have been very preoccupied by school. Please I left a warning about not getting any reviews, and I still haven't. I'm taking time out of my school work to write this, I love making people happy it's just something about me. Um, please review and I hope you like this chapter. Kagome and kikyo aren't twins. If they are it'll mess up my plot line sorry.
Chapter 10
Kagome woke up in her fathers arms. She was confused as to why she was in the living room with dry tears in her eyes and her father crying over her. She looked over at the clock to check the time. It was 3:44 in the morning.
"Father why am I here?" she asked, she started coughing viciously into her hand. Her throat was so sour, she felt as if there were 100 razors scraping against the inside of her esophagus.
"My princess, you're ok! I thought I was going to lose you." Her father cried. He started crying even more viciously then kagome had ever seen him. She was surprised. And then it hit her. Their argument, what she had said to him. She had violated her own thoughts. She had never felt that way, but it just came out; with out her even realizing it.
"Daddy, I'm so sorry, I didn't mean anything I promise. It just came out. I have never thought that way; I know it's not your fault. I know you are trying to find mommy's killer. I know that who ever did it is to blame. I know that you're a good father. It's just that I got so angry that it came out…….." kagome couldn't even finish her thought because the ocean of tears that were threatening to spill when she started to tell her father how she felt, had her choking on the inside.
"Shhh, baby, shhh. It's ok. I know you didn't mean it. I know!"
Her father was moving his hands up and down her back to sooth her. She was barley breathing. She couldn't come up with words that could justify what she had said.
There was only one way to make it all better; to balance things out. She had to do what she would dread for the rest of her life.
"Daddy, I'll do it" she whispered
"Do what, baby?" he asked surprised
"I'll pretend to be his girlfriend. I'll do anything you want daddy. I just want you to forgive me. I want you to tell me every things going to go back to the way it was. I don't want you to hate me daddy."
Kagome started crying even harder, she wanted her dad to forget about this episode. She wanted him to realize that she would do anything for him to forgive her. That she would give up her whole being so that he would forgive her. He was her daddy, and she loved him.
"Oh, kagome baby, I forgave you the moment they left your mouth. And I would never hate my baby girl. And as for the girlfriend and boyfriend thing with Sesshomaru, we'll talk about it later." He whispered to her hugging her. He never wanted her to think he hated her, because on the contrary kikyo and she were the most important things in his life. When their mother died he was devastated, but he was extremely happy that kagome got there after everything happened. He didn't even want to think about what he would have done to himself, if anything had happened to kagome or his kikyo. He couldn't picture life without if his two little girls.
Kikyo started to stir in her sleep. She felt as if she had the whole world on her. She couldn't recall anything that had happened. When she opened her eyes she saw kagome and her father hugging. She could smell and feel the sadness rolling off their beings.
That's when she remembered everything.
"How could you, little sister?" she asked kagome in a whisper.
Kagome was stunned to say the least. Kikyo had gotten up and she looked really bad. Her eyes were not there normal hazel brown. They were a dark brown and they looked tired. They seemed ancient.
Her arms were bruised and she looked fragile; almost breakable.
"Kikyo…I'm sorry" kagome whimpered; she didn't want to disappoint her sister.
"You're sorry, is that all you've got to say. You're sorry? I wonder what my mother is thinking…. I would be thinking that you're a disgrace…. a person who has no heart." Whispered kikyo
Kagome was stunned. Her whole body trembled, she never wanted to disappoint her mother. Her mother was everything to her. Kagome was crying as if her life depended on it. She was crying because of how kikyo looked, because she was the one that did this to kikyo, she was crying for her father, she was crying for her father and she was crying for her self. She couldn't believe she had done what she did. And now not only is she paying for it, her whole family is.
"Kagome, I can't believe you said what you did. You, you are a bad daughter."
"Kikyo I didn't mean it, I swear. I was just so mad. I couldn't contain myself. I've never thought that way about daddy. I promise."
"You promise? I do not care for your worthless words. I do not care for your apologize. I wish I could not care for you! But to ask for that would be a wish that can never be accomplished, because even now as I wish this, I still love you. I still love you like the day when mommy brought you home wrapped up in toughs blankets, when you opened your eyes and smiled at me, when you grabbed my finger and sucked on it hungrily. But toughs are the memories I want to remember kagome. I want to remember those. Not this…. Not this"
Kikyo was sad that she said that to kagome. She loved her. Kikyo felt woozy, she felt as if her life was slipping. Before kikyo could tell her dad and kagome she loved them, she had fainted and was in a world of darkness.
And with that kikyo fainted, her heart beat slowing. Kagome could feel her sister fading.
"KIKYOOOOOOOOOO"
With the guys
Inuyasha was in his room thinking about kagome and kikyo. Kikyo risked her life to save him and he will always be in her debit, but he was vey worried about kagome.
And now he was cleaning out his wounds. He and Sesshomaru will never get along.
Flash back
Inuyasha was in the car waiting for the driver to start driving so that he could get home and get some sleep.
"Inuyasha are you a total incompetent fool?" growled Sesshomaru when the doors were closed.
Inuyasha was already tired of all of Sesshomaru's bullshit; he really didn't want to get into it with him now ." What Sesshomaru, what did I do now? Because everything I do is wrong to you. Nothing anyone does is up to your level. Everyone is below you. But, I know I'm not."
"I think that because you ARE below me. And not only are you below me, but you having no type of intelligence affects all of us."
"Sesshomaru, your bullshit is unnecessary, I do not care what you think or say. So just shut your trap; leave me alone"
Sesshomaru growled "this is what I am talking about. It was your fault that kagome said what she said to her father. It was your fault father was burnt, it's your fault Miroku had to use his demonic powers in front of those humans and is unable to move and is in pain, it's your fault that kikyo can be very sick and in a near death situation. And it's your fault if our company doesn't become successful here in the United States. But really brother, you're a worthless half breed.
Inuyasha was starting to see red. He couldn't believe Sesshomaru had the audacity to say that to him.
"You know nothing about me. I like her. And for once I wanted something that you couldn't take away. But like always you get everything I want, even if it's fucking involuntary."
"That's the effect of me being who I am." Smirked Sesshomaru
Inuyasha hated Sesshomaru. There wasn't any other way of putting it.
Miroku was unable to move, because as a half demon he had just sucked in quite a lot of air from a miko. Even if his demonic side was powerful enough to withstand the pain, it still hurt deeply. He hadn't used his spiritual/ demonic powers since his first mate had died, so to say the least he was very rusty. His father had begged him to keep training, but he couldn't; it brought him memories of his beloved Luna. As he watched Sesshomaru and Inuyasha argue, he thought how useless he had been to Inuyasha for the past couple of years. He had hid his romance, got mated, and killed another demon. But he has never told Inuyasha. And the brother he hates, the one that he wishes would just die, knows it. As Miroku tried to get up his whole body failed, making his heart beat slowly and his breath caught in his throat. He was having troubles breathing now.
Sesshomarus head snapped toward his younger brother. He had heard him catch his breath and now he could hear mirokus heart slow down bit by bit. He was about to go help him when he felt his imbecile half brother scratch his arm,
Inuyasha jumped on Sesshomaru scratching him on the arm. Catching Sesshomaru off guard was impossible, and Inuyasha was in shock for a second, shaking it off he attacked again but this time he wasn't so lucky and Sesshomaru grabbed him by the neck and through him across the limo. Inuyasha rose from the floor and went to punch Sesshomaru in the face. When he was about 1 inch away, Sesshomaru disappeared making him punch air in the process. Sesshomaru appeared behind Inuyasha, venom leaking from his claws. He went for the kill and punched Inuyasha in the stomach. Sesshomaru was careful not to in to deep, he might just kill Inuyasha if he did.
Inuyasha saw Sesshomaru
walk over to Miroku with a look of pure concern. He thought he was in
a dream before he saw complete darkness, leaving him alone and
frightened for his older brother Miroku.
END FLASH BACK
Now Inuyasha is sitting back in his room, waiting for news of his brother to come to him. He was very worried. Izayoi had been crying her eyes out. That had told him something was wrong with Miroku, but nobody would tell him what. His father had sent him up here telling him that he would send Sesshomaru up here when there was news about Miroku. Until then he was to remain here upstairs cleaning out his wounds.
KNOCK KNOCK
"Come in" Inuyasha said in a whisper as he could smell the anger, fright and fear. Raiding off of Sesshomaru
"Inuyasha, Miroku is……
SORRY BUT I HAD TO END IT THERE. IT IS TOO GOOD. DON'T KILL ME PLEASE. AND NO FLAMES, I CANT STAND THEM
