a/n: I forgot to add the "m" stuff isn't till later…don't run off on me though because I haven't added any of that though! ;(
Chapter two:
I drove Lily home when we finally left the mall, and as she was getting out of my car she asked me, "Do you want to spend the night? Since your dad is going to be gone tomorrow and all…or I could go over to your house if you want."
I hesitated wondering if I really wanted to spend another night lying next to her…wanting to do more than just lie next to her and attempt to sleep. Thinking of the very few layers between me and her. "Ahh, I dunno Lil, I've got a headache…maybe though, I'll take some aspirin and see how I feel, okay?" I felt terrible for lying to her like that but I also really wanted to call my fashion designer for Hannah to see if he could help me at all with my "boy troubles". He might be able to hook me up with another good wig. I could just tell him I'm pulling a prank or something.
"Well," She said looking a little dejected, "Be sure to see if you can though…I really want to talk with you about some stuff."
"Like what?" I questioned.
She giggled, "Welll, like…Oliver…and you know…"
"Oh. Well, we'll see Lily. I should be getting home now." I started to roll the window up, "I'll call you later, see ya."
She nodded and waved as she walked up to her front door, then entered her house once she got the door unlocked, "Bye!" She called after me.
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I got home and Daddy opened the front door for me, "Hey bud, how was shopping with Lily?" He asked, but I knew he really didn't want to hear a long lecture on it.
"Oh it was good, same old same, you know Daddy." I clutched my bag with the boy pants in them close to me not wanting him to ask to see what I got…which he would do occasionally to make sure I wasn't dressing like a "tramp".
"What 'cha got there bud? Anything good?" He nodded at the bag, probably noticing my strange behavior.
"Oh…just clothes…you don't like clothes much." I headed for the stairs to go to my room.
"No tramp clothes in there I hope! You know how I feel about those skimpy shirts and skirts, Miles." Then he smiled, "Hey I made a rhyme! Maybe I should work on making a song outta that!...Don't go wearin' them skimpy shirts and skirts!" He started singing badly, pretending to air guitar.
"Uhh…" I watched him, slightly horrified. "I'm going upstairs now…" I slowly backed towards the steps and turned to run up them when I knew he wouldn't stop me.
"I'm ordering a pizza Miles! Come down later if you want some!" He hollered after me.
"Thanks Daddy!" I called back and closed my bedroom door, flopping onto my bed. What a day. It felt so long and I wasn't sure why; it had been like any other day for the most part, go to school, and then hang out with Lily afterwards. I still felt so tired…and then I fell asleep thinking about Lily and how she would love me if I was a boy…
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Morning came sooner than I was ready for it, as I stumbled out of bed and down the stairs I read the note Daddy left for me on the refrigerator. "Morning Bud, Lily called last night after you fell asleep. There's pizza in the fridge. The boy and I went out fishing for the weekend like I told you yesterday. See you tomorrow. Love Dad."
"Oh crap!" I said, I forgot to call Lily last night…now she'll probably be upset with me and have a lecture with me…. Then my thought trailed off as I thought, only if I was a boy…then I could make those lectures so much shorter, and sweeter with a little…
My phone rang.
And my thought broke right as I was about to start having some dirty thoughts, I looked at the screen…it was Lily. "Hey, I'm sorry I didn't call last night! I fell asleep…that headache just wiped me out." I said as I answered.
"Your dad told me. What're you doing today then?" She asked.
"Uh…I have to go to the, uh, doctor…" I lied. Really I was going to meet my designer, so what if I forgot to call for an appointment…I was Hannah Mon-freaking-tana I get what I want.
"Are you sure?" She paused, "I really feel like you're blowing me off for some reason Miles…"
My throat clenched up, "No no no, ba-… I mean Lily, I'm not blowing you off! I really have to go to the doctor…Daddy said he made an appointment for me to have a check-up. I tell him he's just worrying over nothing, but he insisted. I think he just wants me to have to waste 2hours at the doctor and not be able to spend any money while he's gone." The lies started rolling off my tongue and I felt like I couldn't stop. I really did feel bad about it…but it'd all be worth it in the end right?
"Oh," She laughed a little, "Your dad can be like that sometimes…sorry I thought you were blowing me off. I really should know you wouldn't do that."
"No, it's fine…my fault. I'm being a little odd lately."
She laughed again, "Yeah like buying boy pants! What was up with that Miley?"
"Uhh…I'm gonna give them to my cousin in Tennessee actually I decided. He's always bothering me to send him some cool clothes."
"Oh, that's cool. You had me wondering there for a little..wondering if you were going gay on me or something!"
I chuckled nervously, "Nah…not going anything on you." That's not a lie, I've been interested in her and girls for awhile now. I scowled at myself, if I stopped lying to her I wouldn't have to worry if I was lying or not! "I'll talk to you later Lils, I've got to find some clothes to wear…still in my p.j.'s."
"Mmkay, bye Miles." She hung up.
Going gay, I thought, you can't just go gay…either you are or you aren't. I rolled my eyes at the stupidity of people, even if it was Lily's stupidity. Sometimes I questioned her reluctantness to accept gays as to if maybe she was gay herself… "Me thinks doth protest too much" I said quietly to myself, then smirked…if only that were the case…
