When we got to the club I got in free and I know why it was because of my shirt. "That just isn't fair and you know it Sarah."

"Oh bite me Shannon." I said to him as we pulled three tables together to seat all of us.

"Don't think that I won't." He said to me and I looked at him.

"Try it and die." I said to him and he backed away because he knew that I wasn't joking.

"So what are you drinking?" Mark asked me and I looked at him with a huge smile.

"Jack Daniels baby only the good shit for me." I said to him and he nodded.

"So a whiskey girl huh?" Shane asked as he sat next to me.

"That is right." I said to him and he nodded.

Mark, Glen and Jeff all went to the bar to get everyone drinks and the rest of us sat down and started to talk. It was loud in there so it was more like yelling to one another. "So how long have you known the boys?"

"All of my life." I said to Shane and he nodded.

"I heard that you use to have something with Jeff what happened there?" He asked me and I looked at him like he was crazy.

"That would be none of your business sorry." I said to him as someone placed three shots in front of me.

I looked up to see Jeff smiling down at me. I smiled back at him before he sat down beside me. Some how I knew that was going to happen but I didn't like it too much. "Drink up girl."

I looked over to Mark and rolled my eyes as I grabbed all three shots and worked them to where they would pour down into my mouth without having to worrying about it spilling. When I was finished I set them down and grabbed Jeff's beer before I downed half of it. "Get your own."

"But yours taste better." I said to him and he shook his head as I reached over and snagged Shannon's beer.

"Damn it Sarah get your own." Shannon shouted as he tried to get it back but I downed it before he could get around the table to me.

I looked at him with my puppy dog eyes and he groaned knowing that I had won. "More shots Shannon."

"Why me?" He asked me and I smiled.

"You are the one that is standing." Jeff said to him and he rolled his eyes.

"I'll pay." I said to him and he shook his head.

"Don't worry about it you aren't paying at all tonight." Shannon said before he disappeared into the crowd and I smiled.

"You have them all wrapped around your fingers don't you?" Shane asked me and I looked at him.

"I got to I'm the only female in our group of friends you know." I said to him and he laughed.

"How about a dance?" He asked me and I nodded.

When I stood up Jeff grabbed my arm and I looked at him. "What?"

"Where are you going?" He asked me.

"I'm going to dance with Shane." I said to him and he let me go.

As I walked through the crowd I felt him watching me and knew that it was turning me on. I hated that he could do that to my body without even touching me. It made me want to hit him a lot when we aren't together. "He is watching us."

"I know he wants to make sure you don't touch me anywhere you shouldn't." I said to him as he pulled me closer to him.

I leaned into him more and started to dance knowing that with every second that passed Jeff was getting pissed. It didn't matter to me I wasn't his anymore and this was going to prove it. I spun around in Shane's arms and back up into him more before I dropped it like it was hot and slowly came up to his groin area. I caught Jeff's eyes with mine as I grinded into him. I saw him growl and tried not to laugh as the song changed and we spread apart to dance a little better to the beat. I knew that Jeff was going to come to the dance floor but I didn't think it would have been so soon. But when he grabbed me and brought me back into him I knew that I was in for a long night.

"You are being a bad girl Sarah. I've never seen this side of you before. I have to say that I like it." He purred into my ear and I groaned.

"Why are you doing this to me Jeff?" I asked her him I felt his lips on my neck.

"Because you will always belong to me." He said to me and I tried to pull away from him but he wouldn't let go.

"Let go." I said to him and he latched onto my neck making my knees go weak. I shook my head and used everything I had in me and pulled away from him before I rushed back to my seat. But instead of sitting next to him I went and sat on Matt's lap. I knew that I would be safe there.

"Are you ok?" Matt asked me in my ear.

"No." I said to him and he nodded.

Shannon handed me my shots one at a time and when he handed them to me I downed them. I wanted to get drunk and that was what I was going to do. "Girl slow down."

I looked back at Matt and sighed because he knew what I was doing. "Come on Sarah come sit over here?"

"No thank you I am just fine where I am at Jeff." I said to him and he glared at his brother.

Jeff looked at me and then he got a huge smile on his face before he got up and disappeared. I had a feeling at what he was doing and I knew that he was trying to piss me off. Well I was wasn't going to let that happen to me not tonight I wasn't going to let him ruin my fun. "Come on Matt let's dance!"

"I don't know Sarah." He said to me and I looked at him with a pout. "Please?"

"Ok but stop that I hate when you look at me like that." He said and I smiled at him before I got off his lap and pulled him to his feet.

When I spotted the little blond I knew that I was going to make her wish that it was her. But when we got to the table Matt and her were gone. I looked on the dance floor and growled when I saw them locked at the lips. I couldn't believe that she was kissing him in public. Everyone knew about her and me and she was going to do that to me? I pushed the girl away from me and headed out to the dance floor but Mark got in my way before I reached them. "Don't start anything Jeff."

"She is kissing my brother!" I hissed and he looked at me.

"She doesn't belong to you and she never did so get over it before someone makes you." He said to me and I shook my head.

"She will always be mine and no one will be able to stop it damn it." I said to him as I tried to push past him.

He grabbed me by my arm and dragged me back to my seat. I was thrown into my seat and I sighed as he sat down beside me. I glared at him before I looked back on the dance floor to see her looking at me. I was too far away to see what the look meant but she wasn't hanging on Matt like she was before and that made me feel better. But that was until she turned away from me as a slow song came on and he pulled her close to him. "Is it always like this when you guys go out?"

"No but this has been the first time in many years we have been out together. So I really don't know." Shannon told John.

"Was she really kissing Matt?" Randy asked me and I looked at him.

"Let's not talk about this anymore. Shots for the table!!!" Mark yelled and everyone cheered. I watched the dance floor but didn't see them anymore and that was beginning to worry me. Where the hell did they go? Then the crowd parted some and I saw her dancing with a hot black hair girl. This wasn't the Sarah that I was use to but damn it I hope she liked girls too. Matt was walking towards us with a smile on his face until he saw me glare at him. I was up and in his face before he knew what was going on. "What the fuck do you think that you were doing out there? Why the hell did you kiss Sarah?"

"We didn't kiss we were talking asshole. See unlike you I am not trying to ruin her life. I'll let her make her choice on her own." Matt growled to me and I looked at him for a long moment. I could tell that he wasn't lying about the kiss.

"Plus I wasn't the one that was dragging some poor girl into the mix to make her mad. Now was I?" Matt growled at me before he pushed past me and headed to his seat.

When Matt moved out of the way I saw Sarah and gasped to see that she was kissing the girl that she was dancing with. That was hot as hell and I didn't know what the hell was going on but all I knew was I liked this new Sarah much better. She didn't give in and she fought against me even though she knew in the end that she was going to give in. But this part was all hot and I couldn't help but wonder if she would allow me to bring girls into our bed.

I went back to my seat to see the blond looking at me and I shook my head. She pouted and looked away from me but that was life and she knew it. Within seconds Sarah came pulling the girl behind her with a huge smile on her face. When she sat down beside me and pulled her onto her lap I looked shocked. "Everyone this is Tessa. Tessa this is everyone."

"You weren't joking you really do know them." Tessa said to her and she smiled at her.

"Told you so." She said before she pulled her down for another kiss.

I couldn't believe it but I think she just used our fame to get laid and that was so shocking to me. "Do you guys want some shots?"

Sarah pulled away from the kiss and saw that we all were looking at her shocked. "That's right I never told you guys did I? I'm Bi!"

"Shots?" Mark asked her again and she smiled up to him. "Now that is a good idea. Tessa what are you drinking?"

"JD." Tessa said as she looked around at us before she leaned down and whispered something in Sarah's ear.

"I don't know but I'll ask him. Hey, Matt!!! You want to join Tessa and I tonight?" She asked him and he looked at her with a shit eating grin on his face.

"Now that sounds like something that I can't turn down." Matt called to her and she winked at him.

"Hey what about me?" Shannon asked and I wanted to slap him.

I looked back in time to see Tessa nod and Sarah smile even bigger. "Sounds good to us Reject!!!!"

Tessa and I were lip locked again and I knew that Jeff was watching. Not all of this was to show him that I have moved on. Most of it was because Tessa was fine and I couldn't wait to get between her legs but if it pisses Jeff off it's even better if you know what I mean. "Will you stop that Sarah you are turning on every fucking guy in this place by doing that."

We broke apart and looked at Mark and asked. "Are you feeling left out Mark?"

"Yes Sarah I am feeling very left out." He said to me and I motioned for him to come closer to me.

He moved Shane out of his way before he moved his chair closer to us. Then leaned down where we were lips to lips. "So what are you going to do about it little girl?"

Before I knew what was going on I leaned in and caught his lips in a lip lock. I was pulled away from him before I could deepen it and I knew just by the touch who it was that had my arm. "Let go of me Jeff."

"Not until you stop whoring yourself like that!" He yelled at me and I felt the tears come to my eyes.

"Tessa move please." I said to her and she was off my lap and onto Mark's before I spun around and hit Jeff in his mouth.

I stood up and looked at him. "Everyone tells me you have changed. But you know what I see? I see the same old you thinking that you're going to get with me again. You aren't. I may have loved you then but I don't anymore so leave me the fuck alone or I will make sure that you will never have children. Do you get that?"

Jeff looked at me as the tears fell and I think it finally dawned on him that he just fucking lost everything he wanted. But it didn't matter to me anymore. I was fighting against him the whole time and he knew that. There was going to be no winner in this fight and I have known that for a long time now it's too bad that he just can't see it. "Matt I'm ready to go."

"Tessa I'm sorry but tonight just isn't going to happen but I know that I would like to get together with you tomorrow if you would like that. All you have to do is give me your phone number and I'll call you." I said to her.

She put her name and number in my phone as everyone watched me. I don't think they knew what to think but it didn't matter to me all I was worried about was getting away from Jeff. "Shannon room with Jeff tonight please?"

"No problem sweetie." He said to me and I smiled a soft smile at him.

"Don't forget to call me." Tessa said before she kissed me on the cheek and left us.

Matt walked around the table and grabbed my hand and we started to walk towards the door. But it wasn't long before I felt his hand on me and I pulled on Matt's. "Leave me alone."

"Why are you doing this Sarah? You know that you love me. I know that you love me. And I know that I can't live without you anymore. Why can't you see that Sarah? Why can't you see the real me instead of who I use to be?" Jeff asked me and I shook my head.

"I can't see who you are now because you are acting just the way you always did back then so don't think that I haven't tried. You just haven't let me. Don't you get this Jeff? Every pain you feel you get to blame on yourself because you are the one that caused it all. All I tried to do was love you and you wouldn't even allow that. But you stole my heart and won't give it back but keep it I don't need it anymore. This way I know I won't ever fall in love again." I said to him before I pulled away from him and let Matt lead me out.