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"Adrian?" Luna asked her husband of three years now, concern in her eyes."What are doing? "

He turned from the window and looked at her. She was so beautiful. She was his.

"I was thinking"he answered, but he knew wouldn't be enough for her.

"For the last two hours you've been thinking? Staring at the sky?"she replied, not being contented with his answer.

"Yes, I was thinking at you, me, us. How that I ended up with you. How much I love you. And how that you can stay with me despite of what I've done."he said and looked away.

One year into their marriage while on break with the boys and a bit drunk he had cheated on her with his ex-fiancée. Adrian had felt like the whole world had crushed into him that morning when he had realised that the woman near him was not Luna. He had got up and left dressing on his way out. He felt so dirty. So sick. He didn't know how he did it.

Luna had waited him all night, he had found her on the sofa,wide awake. She had smiled upon seeing him and asked how was the night with this friends. Hmmf…friends. Friends who had never approved of his wife, friends who hadn't stopped him. What friends?

That was the moment he had crushed to the floor, crying his heart out. He told her everything. Well, everything that he knew. And she had forgiven him. Whole heartily.

And now, two years later the fact still haunted him. It still hurt that he had broken his marriage vows. That he had hurt Luna.

"Adrian, please. I've forgiven you the moment you told me what happened. I know you didn't mean it. Please. It will drive us apart if you continue to blame yourself or think you are not worthy. And that's exactly what they wanted. Please, I love you."Luna said and hugged him tight.

Adrian could feel her tears falling on his back and it was like a cold shower for him. A shower to want him up from the trance. Luna hadn't cried back then,but she was crying now because she thought she was losing him. He was hurting her more now than then. He needed to move on. There have been two years since then. It was time to let the past behind and focus on the future. Their future together.

"I'm sorry,Luna. I haven't realised how my behavior affected you. Us. I was in my world. Just that ever since we've met with her six months ago, everything came back to me in full force. It had been so hard to forget what I've done before and seeing her brought the memories back. Memories I've tried so hard to forget. And then she implied that you didn't know, that I haven't told you;she asked me for a second round, telling me how much I would enjoy it, how much I enjoyed before and…"

Now there were tears in his eyes too.

Luna wiped them with her hand.

"Oh,Adrian. I wish you would have told me what had happened. Because I knew something did happen and I asked you about it, but you were so unresponsive and cold…I stopped asking. I should have insisted more. So what if she implied that you haven't told me? It's obvious she doesn't know us. And you were drunk. You may have enjoyed it, but what matters is that you didn't want it. That if you would have been in your clear state if mind it wouldn't have happened. And you regret it. So I believe that this beats the hypothetical fact that you may have enjoyed it. You didn't went for a second round. You came straight to me."

Adrian had to admit that Luna was right. He should have spoken with her. She always knew how to make him feel better.

"I'm sorry. You're right. I should have come to you. But I felt so guilty, so ashamed… I came to you because I needed to be with you, I was so afraid. I didn't trust myself."

"You should have. I trust you "