Thanks for the response everyone! For safety, this chapter is RATED M! because of mentions of Vauseman smut (something anyone probably wants to read) as well as mentions of self-harm. I found it quite hard to write this chapter, not only because I'm not particularly good at writing sex-scenes, but also because I retreated to self-harm to deal with my past. Feelings came back as I wrote about Piper self-harming, so forgive me if it's not good. I want to stress that I will try to fit in my story as well as possible into the context of this story, mine being slightly different from what you all will be reading later on. My problems are slightly more complicated than what I'm putting Piper through. But don't worry, the real first kiss of our favorite couple won't be too long ;)

Enjoy!


Alex arrives at her apartment building, puts her motorcycle in the parking lot, and heads towards the elevator. She's planning on a night on her couch, ordering Chinese and watching horror movies (her favorite). As she stands waiting for the elevator, her mind wanders off to the few conversations she's had with Piper Chapman. Alex didn't know if the blonde did it on purpose, or if her heart just trusted Alex, but she had spilled some information, and now Alex wanted to know more. She wanted to figure her out, know what happened to her, and then just pull her into a hug. The sad look in her eyes that always went accompanied with a slight bit of guilt – something Alex was all too familiar with – worried her.

She wanted to kiss it away, and tell her everything was going to be fine, but she knew it probably wasn't going to happen. Not only was Piper her student, she also wasn't an adult yet, so they couldn't do anything, or Alex would go to prison for statutory rape.

"I don't even know if she's gay or not, she never dropped any hints. And even if she was a lesbian, she wouldn't like a fuck-up like me, why would she?" Alex suddenly becomes very aware of her past.

Alex shakes her head as she unlocks the door to her apartment, trying to rid her mind of the blonde student she's become fond of. She doesn't even know why she likes her so much. She's her student, and underage, and not even her usual type. She usually doesn't go for sweet and innocent, but then again Alex suspects Piper isn't as innocent as she appears to be. She quickly drops her things on her bed, strips (and knows it always looks sexy when she does it) and changes into a pair of grey shorts that only just cover her beautiful ass (many girls complimented her on that ass) and a white tank-top. She heads back into the living room, turns on the TV and grabs a bunch of DVDs she plans on watching tonight. As she puts the first DVD in the DVD-player, she quickly grabs her phone from the table in the hall and orders some Chinese.

About halfway through the first movie her order arrived, and Alex quickly paused the movie before grabbing her wallet and heading to the front door to collect it. She opens the door to see a teenage boy with her delivery in his hand. He looks a bit flustered, and Alex needs a moment to think why that might be, but then she looks down to see what she's wearing. Because she was so comfy on the couch, her tank-top had come down quite a bit, showing off her generous cleavage, and her pair of shorts had come up quite a bit as well, showing off her ass and her beautiful, long, creamy legs.

"You okay there, kid?" Alex smirked. She loved how she could get anyone staring at her without even trying too much.

"Imagine what would happen if I actually put in some effort," Alex thinks to herself.

"Uh yeah, sorry, I have your food here," the boy replies.

"Thanks, keep the change," Alex says before taking the food, turning on her heel (showing off her ass) and closing the door behind her. She goes back to the living room and spends the rest of the night watching movies and eating take-out.

Alex eventually falls asleep on the couch during the last movie she had lined up for the evening. Her last thought before she did was her young blonde student, and she has a smile on her face as the girl appears in her dreams as well. And what a dream it is.


Piper and Alex are walking along the beaches of Cambodia. Alex bought tickets for a three-week trip to one of the most beautiful countries in the world, according to both of them. Piper had graduated a few weeks ago, and they were finally free to do whatever the fuck they wanted. Piper had turned 18 a few months before their trip.

They are walking barefoot through the sand, talking about anything and everything. They're both so happy to have time for the two of them, not being bothered by any of their friends or family. They have all the time in the world, and they take it. If they're not out on the beach, they're out at some restaurant, or making out in their hotel room. Piper and Alex watch the sunset, cuddled up together on the beach, both 100% relaxed. Alex has been here before, but that experience doesn't come even remotely close to what she's feeling right now. It's like she and Piper were meant to be here, together, and nothing has ever felt better.

They head back to their hotel, and as they step in the elevator, Piper attacks Alex's lips before the doors are closed. Mouths open and close against each other, tongues battle for dominance until they find a beautiful rhythm that only the two of them can create, and hands caress every patch of skin they can find. The elevator is filled with sounds of their moaning, and they break the heated kiss just as the doors of the elevator open at their floor.

They quickly head to their room, and as Piper closes the door behind them, Alex pins her against it. She takes Piper's lips in between her own passionately, and fireworks seem to explode in both their heads. Alex wonders if that amazing feeling will ever go away, and seriously hopes it won't. This is by far the most amazing feeling she has ever felt, and she doesn't want to lose it, not ever. Piper is the most amazing lover she has ever had, and she doesn't want anyone else ever again. Alex had slept with any past lover quite quickly, but she and Piper hadn't rushed in anything, and oddly enough, Alex was completely fine with that. But now, Alex feels like Piper might be ready to take that big step.

Alex pulls herself and Piper from the door, and they quickly head to the bedroom, Alex walking behind Piper with her arms wrapped around her girl's waist.

"I still can't believe such a beautiful, amazing girl is all mine, and now nothing can stop us," Alex thinks as she lets go of Piper so she can crawl on the bed.

"Why is everything she does so fucking sexy?" Alex wonders as she crawls on the bed herself, not aware that the same thought is passing through Piper's mind. They both flash a beautiful smile before Alex leans in to kiss Piper, Alex straddling Piper's legs while the blonde is propped up against the headboard. Fireworks explode as their lips meet, and Piper and Alex can't get enough of it. It's like they were meant to be together, their lips move perfectly in sync, their tongues find a passionate rhythm and the moans that involuntarily come from both girls fill the hotel room, as though music is playing.

As they both break away from the kiss at the same time, both needing air, Alex quickly switches from Piper's lips to her beautiful jawline. She kisses her way to Piper's ear,

"Are you sure about this Pipes? There's no need to rush if you don't want to", Alex asks. She wants to make sure Piper is 100% ready for this (and she sure hopes so, her senses heightened), she doesn't want to push the blonde into something she isn't ready for.

"Just do it already, Al, please just fuck me, I want to feel all of you," Piper replies, slightly annoyed at the teasing pace Alex has set.

"If you change your mind, one word is enough, okay baby?" Alex asks one more time, giving her girlfriend a way out at any time. Alex then gives Piper one last firm kiss on her swollen lips, before moving to that sweet spot behind Piper's ear, the one that makes her knees go weak. Piper whimpers, and Alex grins against her skin.

Alex moves along Piper's neck, finding her pulse point and then sucking on it. Alex's marked her a few other times, leaving Piper to explain the hickeys to her parents, the blonde only slightly annoyed, and feeling proud to finally have someone caring enough to let the world know she's taken. Piper lets out a strangled moan as Alex lightly bites the spot she's been sucking, and then Alex soothes the sting with her talented tongue. "I wonder just how talented that tongue is when it's between my legs" Piper thinks, and she allows herself to continue these dirty thoughts as she feels Alex tugging on the hem of her tank. Piper slightly lifts her upper body, allowing Alex to lift her top over the blonde's head, quickly discharging her own top as well. Piper is wearing a black lace bra, Alex chose a red lace bra instead of her usual black. Alex leans in again, she needs to feel Piper's lip against her own again.

Once again, they move in sync, and simultaneously break away for air. Alex then moves her lips to the blonde's neck and collarbone, kissing and nipping, leaving little marks as she feels Piper's nails lightly scraping down her shoulders and back. Alex smirks, proud that she can send her girlfriend in overdrive like this. She slowly leaves a trail of open-mouth kisses from the blonde's collarbone to her chest, while she reaches behind the blonde to remove the sexy bra and reveal her beautiful breasts. She unclasps the bra, and slowly pulls it off of the blonde's shoulders before throwing it somewhere behind her, not giving a single fuck where the thing landed. She leaves a sweet kiss on the space between the blonde's breasts, looking up at Piper to see if she's still 100% into this. Piper isn't aware of her raven-haired beauty looking up at her.

She has her head thrown back, eyes closed, swollen lips parted and panting heavily. She doesn't know how she's denied herself these intense feelings for so long, but now she doesn't want to ever stop feeling them. "Alex is the most amazing person I've ever met, and the things she's able to do with her mouth … FUCK!" Piper thinks as she sees fireworks explode with every kiss the raven-haired beauty plants on her chest. Alex smirks at the sight of the unraveled blonde, and slowly kisses the blonde's rock-hard left nipple before sucking lightly on it. She wants to take this slow, and make love to the girl she's falling for every single day. "She's so goddamn beautiful, I'm so fucking lucky she's mine!" Alex thinks as she releases the nipple with a small pop.

She moves over to the right nipple, giving it the same treatment before pushing herself up again. She leans over the blonde, who is slowly opening her eyes at the loss of kisses on her chest. Piper smiles at her gorgeous girlfriend, who leans in to plant a loving kiss on her lips. No tongues are involved this time, but all the love they feel for each other is poured into their make-out session. As they break away for air, Alex looks at Piper for confirmation to take that final step. Piper understands the look in the eyes of the beauty above her, and she nods slowly, letting Alex know she's ready.

Alex smiles at her, planting a soft kiss on her lips, and looks down her girlfriend's body. Alex's hands trail a path down the blonde's chest slowly. She moves her hands up and down the blonde's abdomen, before stopping at the edge of the blonde's pair of shorts. She looks up at Piper again, and Piper nods in confirmation.

"I'm ready Al, I love you," Piper says as Alex suddenly becomes nervous. She knows exactly what to do to make Piper unravel under her hands and mouth, but she's suddenly afraid that she'll push the blonde into it.

"I love you too, so much babe, you know what to do when you feel like you're not ready," Alex says before slowly working on the button on Piper's shorts.

She keeps a close eye on the blonde, looking for any signs of doubt or uneasiness. She only finds certainty and love in the blonde's eyes and movements. Alex slowly grabs the waistband of the pair of shorts, and pulls them down the gorgeous, long legs of her amazing girlfriend. She throws them across the room, and returns her attention to her girl. Piper is still looking at her with such utter love in her eyes that all the doubts about pushing her into this disappear from Alex's mind. She leans in to kiss Piper on the lips and pours all the love she feels for her girlfriend into it. She breaks away with a smile that reaches her eyes, and slowly removes herself from Piper's lap. She positions herself next to the blonde's legs, and plants open-mouth kisses all over her abdomen. She dips her tongue in the blonde's bellybutton, and that action is rewarded by a beautiful, deep moan that falls from Piper's lips.

She plants soft kisses along the waistband of Piper's black lace panties. Alex looks up at Piper once more, looking for confirmation. Piper slowly nods, and Alex slowly pulls the blonde's panties down along those gorgeous legs, finally having the blonde fully naked in front of her. Alex is positioned in between the blonde's legs, which are spread open just enough for the brunette to fit in between. Alex puts her hands on both sides of the blonde's chest, and leans over to kiss her girl on the lips. Their lips meet passionately, both wanting the other to feel the love they feel. Piper has to break away for air, and Alex quickly moves her lips to the blonde's ear and sucks on the sweet spot. Alex then kisses a path down Piper's neck and collarbone.

She gives those sweet tits a lot of attention, kissing the beautiful nipples, sucking on them and flicking them with her tongue. Piper can't stop moaning and gasping for air. She feels so lucky to have such a beautiful girl to call hers, and she wants to have her naked, feeling all of her as well. She tugs on the straps of Alex's bra, and Alex looks up at her with a look of desire.

"Can you take it off, Al? I want to feel all of you," Piper basically begs her.

Alex smiles, and slightly turns her body. "Why don't you take it off, baby? You obviously need the practice, remember the last time you tried to unclasp my bra? I had to do it myself, because you were struggling so much," Alex chuckles.

"Don't remind me babe, you know how embarrassing that was," Piper blushes.

"It's okay baby, don't worry. It was adorable, actually, and I don't love you any less. I'm honored to be your first Pipes, and whenever you're ready to return the favor, I'll be the glad recipient," Alex smiles honestly. It is an absolute honor to her to be the first girl for her Piper.

"You ready baby?" Alex asks as she kisses a trail down on the blonde's chest. She opens the blonde's legs open wider, and positions herself in between them. She slowly strokes up and down the blonde's inner thighs, letting her lips follow her fingers.

She looks at Piper lovingly before kissing Piper right above her mound. She then moves a little, finding the perfect position to make love to her gorgeous girlfriend. She slowly kisses her almost pulsing clit, before slowly licking her way from her dripping entrance to right underneath her clit. She hears Piper moan, and Alex moans at the sweet, tangy taste of her girlfriends amazing pussy.

"You're so beautiful baby, and you taste amazing," Alex says before kissing her clit once again. She slowly lets one of her fingers slide along her folds, and Piper moans at the amazing sensation. She looks down at her brunette bombshell to see her head going up and down as she's kissing, licking and sucking at her clit.

Piper gasps as Alex slowly enters her dripping opening with one long finger. Alex starts slowly pushing in and out of her opening, loving the way her girlfriend is moaning above her. She sucks Piper's clit into her mouth, and flicks her tongue over the sensitive nub, over and over again. These actions get a beautifully hot reaction out of the blonde-haired beauty.

"Oh fuck, Alex, that feels so good … don't … stop … please, Al, I love you so much, …" Piper moans. Alex loves the sounds coming from Piper, and picks up her pace a bit, adding a finger. She pours every ounce of love she feels in her actions, and Piper can't stop moaning. She feels an amazing sensation building up in the pit of her stomach, and it slowly spreads its way through her body.

Alex starts thrusting her fingers in and out of the blonde a little more rough, and starts sucking on the blonde's clit a little harder. She feels Piper's walls clenching around her fingers as she curls them inside her. Both Piper and Alex can feel the impending orgasm coming, and they both moan at the sensations. The sounds of their love-making fill the hotel room, and Piper feels the most powerful orgasm she's ever had rip through her body. She arches her back and cries out, screaming Alex's name and a string of profanities afterwards. Alex smirks as she helps Piper riding out her orgasm. She slows down the movement of her fingers, and positions her mouth at Piper's opening, lapping up the sweet cum of her girlfriend. She loves the way Piper tastes, and she's 1000% sure she won't ever get enough of that amazing taste.

As she feels the blonde's breathing slow down, and the walls around her fingers stop pulsing. She slowly pulls out her fingers, and Piper whimpers slightly at the loss. Alex licks her fingers, and kisses Piper's sensitive clit once more before making her way up.

"Horrible wasn't it?" Alex smirks.

"The worst," Piper retorts, still recovering from the mind-blowing orgasm, panting as she lies on her back again.

"You're really bad at that," Piper quips. Alex puts a kiss on Piper's lips, and Piper moans at the taste of herself on Alex's lips. It's the most amazing way to taste herself, if you'd ask her. Alex pours all her love into the kiss. She wants the blonde to feel how much she loves her, and Piper returns the kiss with an equal amount of love. They both smile as they break away from the kiss.


Alex hasn't felt this happy waking up from a simple night in as she feels this particular morning.

"That was one hell of a dream, I just wonder if Piper is a screamer in real life as well as in my dream," Alex thinks to herself as she stands up from the couch. But then Alex remembers the hints Piper has dropped the day before. Suddenly Alex doesn't want to fuck her into oblivion anymore, she just wants to wrap up her blonde student in her arms, and kiss away the nightmares and bad feelings forever.

"I've never cared for anyone else, except my mom and Nicky. Why do I care so much about a girl I met not even 48 hours ago?" Alex wonders. But Alex isn't freaking out about the thought of taking care of Piper. She actually wants to do it, if she's allowed to do so. She certainly hopes so.

Alex shakes her head, but she can't forget the sweet dream she just had. She heads to the kitchen to quickly prepare some light breakfast before heading into her bedroom to change out of her current outfit. She wants to impress today, feeling a lot more chipper than usual. She settles on a pair of black leather pants (not actually very professional, but Alex doesn't care), a black tank-top, and a red and black checkered blouse, which she leaves open. The tank-top shows a generous amount of cleavage, and she smirks as she looks at herself in the mirror. "Let's see if Piper can resist this now," Alex thinks, wanting to impress her blonde student.


Piper gets into the backseat of Polly's car, Pete obviously wanting to take the seat next to his new girlfriend. Piper becomes very quiet as she hears Polly and Pete chatting away about the day they both had, the couple having only two classes together. She tunes out the happy couple as she looks out the window, wondering if that guilty feeling in the pit of her stomach will ever go away. Her mind drifts off, but for once it's not to what's happened, but to a certain brunette.

"She looked so fucking ridiculously hot on that motorcycle," Piper thinks. She wants to peel off that leather jacket and whatever's underneath. She can't help but think that there's a damn gorgeous body underneath those clothes, if the cleavage and curves are any indication.

Piper shakes her head as Polly pulls up at her house, she quickly gets out, grabbing her backpack and saying goodbye to Polly and Pete. She retrieves her key out of her backpack, unlocking the front door and stepping in the house.

She calls out "I'm home!", but she gets no response, so she figures that no one has arrived home yet. She heads upstairs to her bedroom to change into something more comfortable, and as she pulls her shirt over her head, she hears Cal calling out like she had moments before.

"I'm in my room!" Piper calls out in response. She hears some noises coming from downstairs, and thinks that Cal must be dropping his things in the hall and heading in the kitchen to grab something to eat or drink.

Piper wants to do something about that gnawing feeling of guilt permanent in her gut."Maybe I should wait a bit, everyone's gonna be arriving home soon, and I don't want anyone to find out what I'm gonna do, thank GOD it's winter time," Piper thinks as she heads downstairs to the kitchen to grab a bottle of water. She greets Cal, and they have a quick conversation about their day at school. Piper then heads back to her room to start on her homework when her parents walk through the front door.

"Hi Piper," her mom greets.

"Hey mom, how was your day?" Piper asks, more being polite than interested.

"It was good thank you honey," her mom answers as her dad makes his way to the kitchen. As he passes Piper, she can't help but notice the smell of a perfume (other than her mom's) on his slightly crooked jacket. "If this is what love is about, I don't want to love anyone, ever," Piper thinks as she tells her mom she's going upstairs.


Piper tries to distract herself from the gnawing feeling in her gut by focusing on her homework, good thing she has loads to do. She'd start crying if she didn't have anything to distract her mind. She finishes her last part of homework as her mom calls everyone downstairs for dinner. She quickly heads downstairs to not upset her mom, figuring she has already figured out her dad has been out with another woman, and she's gonna be pissed. She already heard it laced in her voice as she called out for them to come downstairs.

She meets Cal and Danny in the hallway as they head downstairs. They walk in quietly, feeling the tension that hangs in the kitchen, it could easily be cut with a knife. They all sit through dinner quietly, no conversations going on at all. Piper eats a little, again just enough to not have her family suspect anything that's going on with her. They finish quietly, and everyone goes their separate ways. Cal and Danny head into the living room, Bill and Carol stay behind in the kitchen to do the dishes, and Piper goes back upstairs. She puts on her docking station, in which her iPod is charging. She picks a cheerful song, trying to use that as a distraction, keeping her from crying her heart out.

She picks up a book from her mini-library in her room. Jane Austen, one of her favorite authors, and as she grabs the remote to her docking station, she props herself up against the headboard, and opens her book. She gets about five pages covered before the words become a blur on the pages, and she closes it as tears threaten in her eyes. Reading about love in the way Jane Austen writes about it makes her yearn for a true love, something she thought she had perhaps found already, until fate came along. The tears start falling down from her eyes and Piper lets them fall silently, she's learned to cry silently ever since that dreadful day a couple of years ago. She doesn't want anyone to hear, doesn't want anyone's pity or compassion. "I deserve this, I don't deserve anyone's love, not my parents', not Polly's and not anyone else's love," Piper thinks as she keeps crying.

She quickly wipes her tears and lies down, her back facing the door as she hears footsteps coming up the stairs.

"Piper, can I come in?" her mom asks as she waits outside Piper's bedroom door. She learned that the blonde likes her privacy, and for once she actually respects that.

"Yeah sure," Piper replies, forcing her voice not to crack under the crying she'd done up until then.

"I just wanted to quickly ask you if you could watch your brothers tomorrow night, your father and I have some business dinner to attend to, and I was hoping to not have to hire a babysitter when we have you," her mom asks, even though it's not really expressed as a question.

"Yeah okay, mom, I was gonna do some homework with Polly, but she's going out with Pete tomorrow night, so I'll look after the boys tomorrow," Piper replies monotonously.

"Oh, are Polly and Pete a couple now? And when are you gonna bring a boy home Piper? Now is the perfect time to find your knight in shining armour Piper, I'm sure there are nice boys around at your school, let's hope you find someone now that Polly has someone," her mom says.

"I'm not really in the mood for this mom, I have a headache," Piper snaps, not meaning to, but having enough of her mom talking about Polly and her perfect life.

"Oh, why don't you come downstairs, I'll get some water and pain killers ready for you in the kitchen," her mom replies before stepping out Piper's room without closing the door.

Piper groans as she lifts herself of the bed, quickly puts on a sweater over her shirt, and heads out the door, pulling it close behind her. She heads to the kitchen, where she finds the pain meds and a glass of water, probably put there by her mother. She takes them, and then heads into the living room where her family is sitting on the couch, watching TV. Piper quietly sits down, and sees her mom smile at her. She smiles back, but it doesn't reach her eyes, but her mom doesn't notice that. She turns her attention to the TV, watching the soap opera they always watch when everyone's home. It takes her mind off of what she wants to do to get rid of the permanent pain in her chest and the permanent feeling in her gut, but not entirely. She mentally goes through her room, thinking of something that she can use to do what she's planning.


At 10PM, Piper quickly says goodnight to her parents and siblings, before tiredly heading upstairs to her room. She changes into her PJ's before going to her desk, not to tidy her homework (no, she'd done that once she had finished it and put it in her backpack right away), no, Piper is looking for her cutter, the one she uses in art class (she heads there if she really wants to let all her emotions pour out), to use it for a very different purpose. She finds it as she looks through her bag she uses for art class, and takes it with her as she heads to bed. She slips it under the covers before quickly heading to the bathroom, brushing her teeth and washing her face.

As she steps into her bedroom, Piper is determined that this is what she deserves, she doesn't deserve sympathy or love, all she deserves is pain, and to distract herself from the pain that she feels in her chest every single day, she slips in bed, taking the cutter in her hands.

"I'm a fuck-up, everyone will hate me, I don't deserve love from anyone, I'm a terrible person," Piper thinks as she drags the blade over her skin. She puts it against the skin on her inner wrist, and slowly cuts the first line across it. It hurts like hell, but Piper can't help but think: "This is good, I deserve this, I should feel and embrace this pain."

She doesn't cry, she just cuts a few more lines underneath the first one, letting the blood drop down her leg and the paper towel she had gotten before doing this. She cleans up the cutter, and hides the bloody paper towels in her backpack, deciding she's gonna get rid of them at school rather than throwing them away at home. She silently gets back into bed, still not crying as she feels the sting of her self-inflicted wounds underneath her pillow. She tries to fall asleep, but that takes a long time.

When sleep finally overcomes her, she doesn't dream about that dreadful day of the past, instead she dreams of her AP History teacher, and Piper doesn't care if it's a good naughty one this time. For once, she smiles while sleeping.


Piper looks at Alex smiling widely, the smile for once reaching her eyes. Alex makes her way across the classroom, finally having her student alone, and Piper looks eager. As soon as Piper is within reaching distance, Alex snakes her arms around the blonde's waist, pulling her flush against her own body. She kisses her student soundly on the lips, Piper immediately smiling into the kiss and quickly returning the kiss. They kiss with passion until they have to break for air, and they both smile widely as they look at each other. Their lips are swollen, both girls' hair is a mess, and they feel the passion buzz as they're still pressed against each other's body.

Alex slowly leans in to kiss Piper again, and the blonde puts her arms around the older girl's neck. Piper is the one to deepen the kiss, and even though she hasn't done this very often before, she knows what to do to make Alex moan. She slowly nips and bites Alex's bottom lip, earning a beautiful, deep moan from the brunette. This gives the blonde to slip her tongue in her teacher's mouth. Their tongues battle for dominance before settling a pace set in unison. Piper and Alex both moan as they pull back from the passionate kiss once again. Piper wants to unravel the brunette with her hands and mouth, and quickly moves to Alex's earlobe to nibble on it before hotly whispering in Alex's ear: "I wanted to fuck you on that desk ever since you first walked into this room, and it looks like now is finally the time to do so," Piper smirks as she hears her teacher's breath hitch. Piper goes back to nibbling Alex's earlobe, and Alex moans as Piper's mouth moves to that sweet spot behind her ear, a spot Piper found rather quickly during one of their make-out sessions.

Piper moves further down Alex's neck, sucking and biting at her pulse point, but not enough to leave a mark. She doesn't want Alex to get into trouble for falling for a student, and a fucked-up one at that. No one knows about their little adventures after school, Alex always locks the door of whatever room they end up in. Piper feels slightly guilty for risking Alex's job, but as soon as Alex pulls at Piper's hair to crash their lips together again, all of that is quickly forgotten. "It feels soooo fucking good to kiss this woman, I really hope that she wants to be mine after my graduation," Piper thinks as she pulls away from Alex's lips to kiss the brunette's neck once again.

Piper's hands move from their position around Alex's neck to the brunette's chest, quickly unbuttoning the white blouse that Alex was wearing that day. Alex had purposefully left open a few buttons to reveal her red-lace bra (but only if she leaned over her desk, something she had to restrain herself from doing too much during Piper's class), and Piper quickly went to work on the remaining buttons, fumbling a bit before finally finding the right technique to get the buttons loose quickly. Piper leans down Alex's chest to kiss the new patch of skin that is revealed with every button that Piper unbuttons. Alex can't help but put her hands into the blonde's hair and moaning at the sensation of Piper's lips on her chest. As soon as the last button is unbuttoned, Piper pulls the blouse open fully, kissing Alex's chest as the brunette lets the garment slide from her shoulders, the white piece of clothing dropping to the floor and gathering around Alex's heels.

Piper kisses Alex deeply again, before pushing her teacher towards the desk in the front of the classroom. They're still kissing as Alex's thighs hit the desk, and Alex quickly breaks the kiss before turning around, sweeping her hand over the desk, sending papers, pens and everything else on the desk to the ground. Piper is quick to snake her arms around Alex's waist, and she leans against the brunette's almost bare back, leaning forward and pushing her teacher's front against the cold wooden desk.

"Stay down, or I'll stop whatever I'm doing to you gorgeous," Piper whispers in Alex's ear before pulling back. Her hands leave the brunette's waist, and quickly unclasp the red lace bra Alex was wearing. She then plants open-mouth kisses from the base of the older woman's neck to the small of her back. Alex shudders at the intense sensation of Piper's mouth and tongue kissing down her spine. She quickly moves to remove the red bra, flinging it across room, the bra landing near the brunette's blouse.

Piper wants to feels those amazing tits underneath her hands, and quickly pulls Alex back up to swiftly turn her around. Alex's breathing hitches, and Piper smirks, seeing the brunette (who always seemed to be in control of whatever she's doing) slowly lose control under her touch. She soundly kisses Alex again, before lifting Alex up by her thighs, and onto the desk. Alex keeps her legs wrapped around Piper's waist, while the blonde once again kisses a trail down the older woman's neck and down to her chest, finally reaching the part of Alex's hot body she'd yearned for, for quite a while now. She would always observe as Alex leaned forward on her desk, thinking how beautiful those naked tits would be up close. She slowly kissed the area around the rock-hard nipple of the brunette's left breast, her left hand leaning on the desk to support her weight, her right hand coming up to stroke the right breast. Alex moans and pulls at Piper's hair, trying to get her to finally wrap her lips around her nipple, something she's been wanting ever since their first kiss. The blonde finally complies, slowly wrapping her lips around the hard nipple, flicking it with her tongue over and over again before sucking at it. Alex's moans become louder, and Piper is very happy the two of them are the only ones in the building at the moment. Anyone who would pass the classroom would hear the older woman's moans and panting. After devouring the brunette's left tit, she kisses the valley between her tits before giving the brunette's right tit the same treatment. Alex's moans become very loud now as she's losing her grip on control with every second that passes.

Piper kisses her way up to Alex's lips again, and their tongues battle for dominance immediately, the brunette eventually complying. Piper grins into the kiss before pulling away, tugging at the black pencil skirt Alex is wearing. Alex leans back on her arms, lifting her beautiful ass off the desk to allow Piper to pull it off. Piper moves quickly, nearly ripping the skirt down the brunette's creamy and long legs. Piper didn't realize she had also taken down the brunette's red lace panties at the same time, leaving her teacher fully naked underneath her. Alex leans in to kiss Piper soundly on the lips, trying to get even an ounce of control back, but Piper doesn't let her. She quickly moves down Alex's neck, to her collarbone before giving the brunette's tits the most amazing treatment they've ever received.

"Piper sure as hell knows what she's doing with that mouth of hers," Alex thinks as she feels nails and Piper's tongue working on her toned stomach. Alex involuntarily moans again at the amazing feeling, slowly feeling the orgasm building in the pit of her stomach.

Piper slowly moves down a little, before looking up to the brunette's face with a hint of embarrassment. Alex senses Piper's hesitance, and assures her it's fine.

"I've never … really …" Piper trails off, suddenly aware of her lack of experience, especially in comparison the older woman.

"Gone down on a woman before?" Alex smirks.

"I mean, ... no," Piper retorts, but still slightly embarrassed.

"What kind of a lesbian are you?" Alex chuckles, and Piper smiles at her.

"The boob-touching kind," Piper quips back, and to prove her point she cups those amazing tits, rubbing her thumbs over the hard nipples.

"Well, are you ready to take the plunge? … So to speak," Alex smirks.

"Are you gonna coach me throught it?" Piper asks silently.

"Yeah," Alex says before pulling the blonde up to kiss her soundly on the lips. Piper feels ready to do this, and pulls away from the kiss, drops to her knees and lets her hands slowly move up and down the brunette's thighs.

Piper slowly kisses the brunette's clit, getting Alex to moan.

"Oh baby, that feels good …" Alex says, trying to guide Piper through this probably nerve-wrecking moment. Piper then pushes the brunette's legs open wider with her hands, opening her folds with her tongue. Piper licks her way up from the brunette's opening to her clit, again, and again and again … Alex tastes so amazing, she doesn't want to forget this taste, ever. She hears the encouragements falling from Alex's lips as she works at her perfect pussy. She feels a sudden wave of confidence course through her body, and she starts tongue-fucking her teacher's pussy, drawing out every drip of Alex's juices. Alex arches up at the feeling of Piper's tongue deep inside her pussy.

"Oh my God, Pipes, that's sooo good, don't stop please, don't stop, oh Jesus," Alex lets it fall from her lips.

Piper slowly pulls her tongue out of Alex's opening, and Alex whimpers at the loss. Her tongue is quickly replaced by two long fingers, thrusting into the older woman's opening roughly. Alex moans as Piper fills her opening again, her breath hitching as Piper curls her fingers against that spot inside her. Piper's mouth starts working at Alex's clit, sucking, flicking, nipping and lightly biting it. The blonde's free hand reaches up to play with the brunette's nipples, and Alex slowly unravels at her touch, feeling the impending orgasm building.

"You're so good at this baby, oh my God, just keep going, I'm going to cum soon babe," Alex says before moaning again as Piper rolls her nipple between her thumb and forefinger.

Piper's confidence builds under the promising words of her teacher, and she adds a third digit while thrusting into the blonde harder and faster. Alex's moans above her become louder, and Piper hums at the sensation of having the brunette lose control underneath her touch.

"Cum for me Al, let go, I've got you baby," Piper says against Alex's clit, the vibration of Piper's words sending Alex flying over the edge.

"Oh god PIIIIIPPPEEER! FUCK!" Alex screams at the top of her lungs as she cums. It's one of the most intense orgasms the brunette has ever felt, the sensation ripping through her body hard, her back arching, toes curling and her hands strangling in Piper's blonde hair.

Alex looks down as she's coming down from her high, only to see the blonde's head bobbing up and down as she slowly works her folds, lapping up every drip of cum spilling from the brunette's opening, involuntarily moaning at the amazingly sweet, tangy taste of Alex's cum. She slowly pulls out her fingers, and licks them clean before standing up and kissing Alex, letting the brunette taste herself on her lover's lips. They both moan at the sensation, before Alex regains her sense of control and quickly stands up to switch positions with Piper, ripping off her clothes and bending her down over the desk.

"Ms. Chapman, I'm afraid I will have to punish you for your earlier actions," Alex smirks before planting a kiss on the sweet spot behind Piper's ear, her hands already working at the clasp of Piper's nude bra.

"My turn now, baby" Alex whispers into Piper's ear, before an annoying sound interrupts them.


Piper wakes up from her naughty dream to hear the sound of her alarm clock. "Fuck, how's that for fucking karma, huh? Right before things started to get hot, …" Piper curses silently as she hits the button on her alarm. She reluctantly pushes herself into a sitting position, wincing at the burning sensation coming from her inner wrist. She had totally forgotten about the cutting while dreaming. She suddenly feels all the emotions of the previous day coming back, and feels embarrassed but also slightly relieved to have found something to get her mind off of that gnawing feeling that didn't seem to be so permanently installed in her chest anymore. She quickly grabs her a new set of clothes out of her closet, thanking whatever's out there for it being January, and a cold January at that. Now she wouldn't have to find excuses as to why she's wearing a long-sleeved shirt, hiding the now red cuts that are spread across her wrist. She puts on her clothes before heading to the bathroom to brush her teeth and checking for any signs of her crying session of last night. She's relieved to only see slightly dark circles under her eyes, but no puffy eyes or tear marks on her cheeks.

She feels slightly guilty for not being able to deal with her past in any other way, but none of her usual ways to find release worked, and Piper found this as the only way to punish herself for being such a fuck-up.


Thanks everyone for reading! Hope I didn't get too many of you upset, but this is how I feel when I do what Piper does. You'll figure out why. Let me know what you think!