BPOV

'Eddward is thhhat you?' I stuttered tears still streaming down my face

'Of course it is me, where else would I want to be? Please don't cry Bella I'm sorry too'

He smiled at me and the tears dried up instantly. I looked into his eyes and noticed the colour, they where still golden.

'Your eye's are still golden, you resisted humans'

'Surprisingly, I didn't want to fall into the same trap as you did and I have discovered a few things about my power as well. I can see people that have died, whenever I want to'

'Have you seen your mum?'

'No, I was too scared to do that by myself, so far I haven't called anyone willingly'

'When are you going to do it?'

'I was hoping that you would be next to me when I did, if you want to that is'

'I would love too, I want to say sorry to your mum, can we do it now?'

'Of course, I wanted to suggest that'

He stood still for a minute and closed his eyes, concentrating with all of his might. There was a flash of bright light and standing in front of us, was Edward's mum, just as I remembered her, she was so beautiful and pale, she looked like a vampire too.

'Hello darling, hello Bella, nice to see you again'

'Mum, mum, it really is you. Oh my god, I miss you so much mum. I love you, have you been watching?'

'Of course I have honey, I know everything and I am glad you two are back together. You and Bella are good together, please don't let anything that happened in the past, ruin your chance of happiness together'

'Wait you remember me?' I cut in, maybe this was a bad idea

'Yes I do and it is nice to see you again, maybe not in the same context as last time, but still you have changed a lot now, that James was bad news. Speaking of James, be careful he is still out there somewhere and believe me he won't give up yet, he knows that you haven't told Edward everything and he is trying to keep your mouth shut, basically'

'Thank you, Mrs Swan, does that mean I shouldn't say anything?'

'Please call me Renee, you should tell the truth Bella, it would only come out in the wrong way if you don't'

'Excuse me, what truth?' Edward piped up

'I'll explain later, I promise' I said

'Son, listen to me you only have the power to bring people back for about 5 minutes, so I am about to disappear, but I love you and never give up'

With that she had gone and I looked at Edward, surprisingly he was smiling.

'Why are you smiling? Your mum has just disappeared and has warned that James is still out there, so I am guessing looking for us!'

'I know, but my mum just said something that made me smile'

'What's that?'

'That she was glad we where back together and not to let the past stop us from anything. She was the only person who was stopping me from doing this'

He cupped my face in his hands and we stared into each other eyes. Then he leaned forward and gently kissed me. He stopped for a minute to see my reaction and when the smile grew on my face he leaned back in and our lips touched again. Gently at first, then with more passion. We broke apart and just stood there in each others arms.

'Bella, will you be my girlfriend?'

'Of course I will. I wanted to ask you, but I was scared because of your mum, I thought you would hate me too much'

'No I have gotten over that now'

We sat down the sofa and he wrapped his arms around me pulling me into a hug. After 10 minutes of a beautiful silence Edward starts to speak.

'What did my mum mean about your past?' Oh no, this was going to be a long conversation, that I hadn't had with anyone, apart from Mr Jones, not even Alice.

'This is going to be a long explanation, maybe we should wait and do it another time'

'No Bella, I need to know, I don't want to push you but I want to be here for you, please let me in' he begged and I couldn't say no to him.

'Ok well not here I don't want all of this lot listening, I'm not ready for that. By the way you lot I know you are listening'

'Sorry' echoed around the house

I held my finger up for Edward to follow me and we ran. We ran to the bottom of the tallest tree in the woods. I started to climb the tree and signalled for Edward to follow me, he looked shocked and I just laughed to myself and he climbed with me. When we reached the top he gasped.

'This view is magnificent' Edward was in complete shock

'I know, I come up here a lot to think and get away, but you are the only one who knows about it, so please don't tell anyone'

'Your secret is safe we me, I love this view'

'Thanks, anyway on to my past' I sighed, I wanted to tell him, but how? 'Like I said I met James shortly after my change and me and him and Victoria, caused a lot of trouble as vampires. I told you the truth when I said I left James because I found him and Victoria cheating, but there was something that happened after that'

FLASHBACK

'Bella it's not what it looks like honest'

'What do you always go around kissing other women? It's over James'

'Listen to me' he growled 'You won't walk away from me I will always be with you mentally'

'No I will find someone who isn't as much of a waste of space as you, you nomad' I knew I had hit him hard and would pay for that, but he was a nomad, no one wanted him.

'You shouldn't of said that' he leaped forward and pushed me to the floor 'You may be fast, but your weaker than me' he tore off my clothes and held me down.

'Nooooooo please James anything but this' but it was too late I was on a load of leaves and he was on top of me, enjoying himself. I dry sobbed and was so ashamed.

When he was finished he jumped up and zipped up his pants.

'Your not worth anything, tell anyone and I will kill you' he vanished taking my clothes with him and I had to break into a store to pinch some clothes. I fled to and that is when I found Mr Jones, he helped me so much. But it wasn't over. I became pregnant, something I thought was impossible. I knew I couldn't kill it, so I let my stomach grow and with in a month I had given birth to a little baby boy. He was unusual and human. That shocked me, but I loved him so much that I didn't care. A week later, James turned up he looked at the baby and realised. He then killed him, completely drained his body of blood, it still hurts to think about it now, I never even got to say bye.

END OF FLASHBACK

Edward grabbed me into a hug

'I swear on my life he will never hurt you again, was that when you went to the Cullen's?'

'Yes, shortly after, they where kind to me, but don't no any of this, you are the only person who knows. Anyway we buried him about 1 foot away from this tree, that is why I like it so much because I feel him near me again, I love that.

'Bella, I love you'

'I love you more'

'Not possible! How about I let you hold your baby one last time, I can bring him back'

'That would mean the world to me'

'What are we waiting for?'

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