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I wasn't doing this because I wanted to, I was doing it because I had to, right? I couldn't see any other way of getting out of here. Even as I was atop of Karl riding him, marveling in the pleasure that painted his face, I thought about what would happen if I stopped fighting my situation and gave in. We would marry, he would give me everything I wanted if I asked, and in return he'd want unwavering loyalty and children. Children, that was not even a subject I hadn't really thought about. I was too busy working and paying bills and trying to keep my head above water to think about them.

If I gave in, I would be accepting that I had no choice in all of this. Could I accept that? As his cock was mashing up my insides, spreading wave after wave of pleasure inside me, I couldn't stop thinking of how all of my choice was taken away because he wanted them too. He turned me into a mutant because he wanted to. The tent was filled with our moans as our bodies grew sweaty from the speed. Karl had a firm grip on my hips, my mind telling me he was bruising my hips and when I let out a light yelp, his grip lightened. I kept my hands over his and continued to grind my hips against his.

He merged our hands together, fingers curling into each other.

"Oh fuck, you feel so good my caprioara!" he moans out and I gave a victorious smirk as I continued to move my hips. I wasn't focusing on cumming, I just wanted h8im to cum. I wanted to feel that power. I could feel his shaft twitching inside me, he was close I could feel it. We were already at a routine where he didn't cum inside me and tonight, I felt would be no different. His head fell back and the noises he made were growing higher in tone. I had to time this just right. After two more bounces I quickly got off him and immediately he howled in uncontrollable pleasure as his cum shot out in heavy spurts on his pelvic region and lower stomach. I panted roughly looking down at his face as he looked at me visibly hurt. I rolled off him and he continued to face me.

"I thought…" he started. He thought tonight was the night I would let him release inside me. If he wanted he could have just forced me back on top of him and came inside me, but he didn't. Was he leaving that moment up to me? Did he think me just letting him have me tonight meant he had won?

"You hadn't cum inside me before. I figured wouldn't want to while we were out here. I assumed that's a moment you'd want to save for the bedroom." I said. I could feel the arousal quieting in my body now. My mind felt like my own again. Karl didn't seem fully satisfied with my words and he just looked over my body.

"I know this was more for you than it was for me. I know very well you're still trying to maintain who you are while in this situation and I respect it, because once we are married, who you were in the outside world will no longer matter. That side of you will no longer exist. After we're married you will no longer be Enola Ravenwell, but you will be Lady Heisenberg. The quicker you come to terms with your situation, the quicker you can be happy." he explained. I stared at him for a moment feeling my blood boil with anger at his words, but still I kept my composure.

"And what pray tell, will you allow my happiness to look like in your world?" I asked.

"Whatever you want your happiness to look like, I will ensure you get it in our world." he said. I almost scoffed, but refrained.

"You never even asked me if I wanted marriage and children." I said. He looked at me taken aback.

"You're a woman, isn't that what you all want?" he asked. I wanted to be offended by his words, but I held back a bit.

"In this village women probably do, but in the outside world, women have more desires than just marriage and kids." I said. He looked perplexed a bit at my words as if I was speaking in a language he wasn't familiar with.

"Yes, I can imagine in your world you are free to make your own decisions in that aspect." he said as if coming to a big conclusion. I stared at his soft features for a moment.

"It's expected of you to have a wife and kids isn't it?" I asked. Silently he nodded. "If it wasn't expected of you, would you still want them?" He looked heavily confused now.

"Well of course I do!" he stated. I shrugged.

"Why?" I asked.

"Because I have to carry on my blood line, my legacy." he said. I shook my head.

"But you won't ever die… kids coming from you will never die either." I replied.

"Enola, it's just different in this world. I know your world is a lot more… moved forward than our village, but here a man my age gets married and settled down." he said. I didn't respond because I expected this conversation to go in that direction.

"And what about the other lords of the village? Will they find mates as well and they'll be forced to stay here?" I asked. He nodded.

"I suppose so. Mother Miranda ensure us that there is someone out there for all four of us. You just happened to come first." he said. I thought about his words for a moment. If that were true then others will be forced to stay here and endure what I have to go through, but if they are promised what the thought of a better life, would they accept it with open arms if given immortality? I simply nodded and began to roll on the opposite side curling into the thick blankets. I immediately felt Karl's hand on my shoulder, his body merging to snuggle against my back.

"Enola, please don't fall asleep tonight with a heavy cloud over you." he said lowly.

"Why not, you never seemed to care all those other times when you were deep in your work." I muttered.

"It's because I was giving you space… when we had that argument about the wedding and my expectations, I just felt a gaping hole in my chest because of what we both said. I know everything I said I could make happen, but I also know that everything you said you too could make happen and I don't want that for either of us. I don't want you to hate it here and I don't want to just breed you. I don't want to have to watch you find happiness in others, and I don't want to have to kill a man because you end up finding happiness in him." he explained. I winced at his words remembering the anger in his face when he told me my expectations.

"I wish I knew what to say, Karl, but I don't. You cannot steal a person from all that they've known and just demand they just be happy in an unknown world, where there are no one who looks like me, no one who I can ever relate to." I said finally turning to face him again. He was closer than before, of course, his scent rolling over me, locks of his hair in his face. "But I am here, and with what I am, I can't go back to my world now. And you can't guarantee me happiness."

His eyes filled with pain at my words and I just looked down unable to hide my own sadness.

"What if… we don't have children?" he asked. I looked up at him stunned by his words.

"What?" I asked and he nodded.

"What if for now, we focus on us two. Let's build our world together. Your situation is set in stone, but let me prove to you that things here can be good, can be happy. Let me teach you Romanian, explore the village and slowly seep into your new role as Lady Heisenberg all at your pace and let me show you what it would be like… to rule." he explained.

His eyes looked hopeful. I thought about denying his words, but maybe this is the common ground that's needed. If I continued to be uncooperative then we would be right back at square one and going back to cold and forcefulness on both sides. There would be no forcing anything, and maybe with enough time he could show me this world that I am forced to accept.

"You don't force me to do anything I don't want, sex included, and I won't… come into everything with a negative inflection." I said raising his hand to shake. He looked at my hand and smiled at me before just leaning his forehead into my palm and then pushing past my palm to slowly rest his forehead against my own.

"Deal."