A/N: thanks for those who are reading i never thought i would get this kind of response. review and let me know what you think so far. i pretty much know where it is going but who knows it could change. there is a possible sequel in the making but it all depends on how you guys respond to this one.
Chapter 12
I can't remember anything that was happening to me or who was with me. All I can remember of that time was my very weird dream. I was in Forks with my grandpa Charlie and his friend Sue. I was in my mother's old room. I had never been there before but I could tell by the way it looked and felt. She had never really changed, ever. Every home we lived in had the same feel like she was making it temporary nothing too permanent.
The dream continued with me going down the flight of stairs and there was Charlie with Sue making breakfast. Sue handed me a plate, so I sat and ate the whole thing and then Charlie spoke to me. "Happy birthday Bell." I looked at him in an odd way my name was not Bell. He handed me a wrapped gift. I opened it cautiously and it was a laptop case I turned and stared at him, "It goes with your dad's gift it's in the living room and here is this letter." I took the letter recognizing the hand writing immediately it was from Edward.
Dearest Bell,
Happy 17th birthday! I will be coming very soon to see you I have a very important thing to talk to you about. The entire family misses you and sends much love. I wish that your mother was still here to help you through this rough time you are about to encounter. Please believe me when I tell you that you are and always will be my shooting starr and the only reason that I continue to be part of this world. Soon you will understand and we will be together. Until that time have faith in yourself and embrace all of you.
With all the love the world can posses,
Dad
I could tell that the letter had been hiding a secret and that Charlie had feared giving this to me, but what did Edward mean. What had happened to my mother? Then it hit me like lighting I am dreaming about what would have happened if mom had not made it. Edward would have given me to Charlie and he would be distant because of his pain and fear of what he might do. I couldn't stand this dream anymore I felt like I was going to die from the pain in my heart.
I remembered hearing somewhere that to wake up from a dream one must hurt themselves. Although I couldn't imagine anything more painful than the way I felt I lit a candle and stuck my hand in the flame burning my hand.
"Son of a bitch!" I literally jumped off of the operating table and hit the wall in the room. Then everyone around me freaked out. "Reneesme what's wrong what happened?" I was never so glad to hear my name come out of my mother's mouth before. Tears poured down my face and she ran to me. I still was not able to compose myself enough to talk so I showed her what I saw also allowing Edward to see it. "It was just a dream, I am fine and the whole family is down stairs." Once Bella had finished her sentence I realized the pain had subsided from my child and my stomach was no longer protruding.
"Your daughter is downstairs and your son is in the next room. Jacob is with the boy and Rosalie is feeding the girl a bottle. Your son is much stronger than Carlisle gave him credit for." With Edward's words barely out of his mouth I was in the room with Jacob and our son in less than a second. "You should be resting you know. Even Bella needed time to rest after having you." Jacob always worried too much. "Trust me Jacob rest is the last thing on my mind." Especially after that nightmare.
"So have you thought of any names yet?" I gave him the chance to name our son first and he surprised me with, "I was thinking Caleb Bradford Black. After me, Carlisle, Billy and Edward." I saw where he was going and I liked it "And what about our daughter?" He obviously had not been thinking about the child that had almost taken my life so I suggested my own name, "How about Marie Alicia Black after Bella, Alice and Rosalie?" He seemed to not object to this as I thought he would. I knew how he felt about Rosalie, but apparently it didn't matter right now. "I like it especially the Alicia part." I was surprised at this, "Now go down and meet our daughter I will stay here with Caleb."
Jacob didn't have to tell me twice I was down the stairs and next to Rosalie before he finished our son's name. Rosalie smiled at me and I already knew that she knew her name, "Thank you that was very nice." She smiled a very sincere smile at me. "No thank you Rosalie without you I don't know what would have happened to Marie." Rosalie handed me my daughter and left us alone.
"I think he is going to be just like your mother. I can't read him either; it is very frustrating and your daughter well she is very special." I looked at him puzzled and he answered my question before I even thought it. "She can move things. She was able to throw Emmett across the room because he was blocking the TV show she was watching. All she did was think of him flying across the room and it happened." Marie smiled and laughed as Edward told the story of this happening.
I stared out the window into the deep dark sky and I saw something I had never seen before, a shooting star. As soon as I saw it I was reminded of the letter in my dream and Edward had spelt star with two r's, was this an omen? "Starr with two r's is very significant to me. My mother had a necklace and the pendant was a star. It was a gift from her father when she got married. On the back of it he had carved forever my shooting starr." He pulled the necklace out of his pocket and put it on my neck. "I never thought I would have a daughter to give to but you deserve this." He kissed my forehead and walked away. I looked at the back and there it was forever my shooting starr.
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