Chapter 13

I took Marie and went inside the house Esme handed me a plate of food and I assumed it was for Jacob so I took it up to him. When I got in the door he was already eating his food so I just added it to his pile. Esme had obviously not realized I no longer needed food. Then it hit me I was starving but not for food my son's blood made my throat burn; it took every ounce of restraint I had to not jump over Jacob. I had never felt like this before. Once I thought of Jacob the smell of his blood made a weird taste in my mouth and then I realized what it was. Venom, I had never experienced this before and I knew why.

I almost threw Marie into Jacob's arms but he had no problem getting her in time. He jumped up after me but stopped at the stairs not wanting to leave Caleb alone. "Who did it?" My whole family looked at me and I could see the fear in all of their eyes. No one answered so I yelled it louder "Who?!" Still no one answered me. "Renessme before you here the answer it might be best if you knew why we did this," Edward said calmly. The family's heads were all hung in shame all except Esme. "What did you guys do?" Esme was as clueless as I was she must have been kept out of the loop on purpose.

"We had no other choice, you were going to die it was inevitable. Jacob was going crazy he said for one of us to make the change complete. We didn't want to, but it was the only option that had you staying here and not leaving us. So, your mother bit you. She had the restraint to not drink your blood." Edward spoke as if this kind of thing happened all the time around here. "So, now I am a full vampire and if I slip up my husband and son will die. I love you all but if anything ever happens to Caleb or Jacob because of me I will head straight for the nearest werewolf pack and never look back." I felt an obscene amount of hatred for both of my parents, which was weird for me because I had never felt this way about them. I walked to the door to go hunting and smelt Jacob at the stairs and glanced at him. It was weird he made them do this to me and yet I couldn't be mad at him.

I took one last glance at the precious little girl in his hands and ran out of the house to find the biggest animal with in a three mile radius. Luckily for me I found four deer by the creek just behind our house. They weren't the best tasting things I have ever had but they would suffice. My hunger eased and when I got home I no longer had the urge to kill my husband. Actually the scent of him and my son repulsed me. He stood in the door way with our daughter; I walked right past them and into my son's room where Carlisle was examining him. "He seems to be doing well; I still think that he needs to stay in here for a few more days. All his major organs were nearly developed when he was born. He is just seriously underweight." I looked on the table and saw that Alice had done her job of shopping. She bought every kind of baby formula the grocery store had to offer.

I stuck my hand in the glove that reached in the incubator to my son. He reached out for my finger and I felt like I was going to cry and then I remember that I no longer could. "He really likes you." "Jacob, you should have just let me go you could have raised our family alone. Now I am deadly for you to be around and our son isn't safe here either." If my heart was still working it would have broken from the pain that shot through Jacobs eyes when I said this. I knew him better than he ever could. When it comes down to it he would do anything I would ever ask of him even if it meant letting me die.