To say that Jay and I didn't take advantage of our time together that first night, would be an understatement. We both finally fell asleep in each other's arms after hours of sexual escapades, I knew the man had stamina, but Damn! It wasn't til 5 AM when we both were thoroughly exhausted that we fell asleep. I awoke hours later, as I rubbed my eyes, trying to getting them to focus, as my body slowly awoke. I stretched out as I looked over and realized Jay wasn't in bed next to me, I smiled as the events of the night played back in my mind. I stood from the bed and threw my tanktop and shorts on as I sleepily stomped down the hallway. I got to the kitchen, there was still no sign of Jay, as I glanced around the kitchen. I opened the fridge and poured some orange juice for myself, when I heard a noise coming from the far hallway.

I took my juice and walked down the hallway, getting to the room where the noise was coming from, when I peeked my head in to see Jay sitting on his stationary bike, in a room that looked like a little gym. He skipped this room during the tour yesterday, as I watched him peddle away on the bike, his eyes never leaving the TV, as he held the controller for his XBOX in his hands. I watched from my spot in the doorway, as Jay obviously got frustrated with the game yelling "No! Damn it! How could you fumble that?", I put my hand over my mouth as a giggle was trying to escape, but it was too late, as Jay's eyes darted to me in the doorway, and a smile crept across his face as he asked "What?". I smiled as I walked into the room, and moved over to the bike standing next to him, as I explained "It's just I don't think I've ever heard you make so much noise at once", leaning in to give him a quick kiss on the lips. The kiss broke as he responded "Oh I think you have" giving me a sexy smirk, causing my skin to blush slightly, as he closed his lips on mine again.

I laughed as the kiss broke, I made my way to the doorway as I yelled back to him "You want some breakfast?". I heard the game pause as his attention turned to me, as I once again stood in the doorway "You're gonna cook me breakfast?", he spoke almost in shock. I rolled my eyes as I responded "Well Jesus Jay, it's not like I haven't cooked for you before or something." I watched as Jay set the controller down, before he got off of the stationary bike, he wiped his forehead off with a towel that laid nearby before he retorted "No, I just get excited, my two favorite things, food and my girl, in the same place." He finished with a smile as I began walking down the hallway, I got halfway down the hallway when I heard his footsteps approaching behind me, it was only moments before his strong arms wrapped around my waist, pulling me tight against his body, his mouth finding its way outside my ear as he spoke in barely a whisper " Can I have you for breakfast?" ending his question with a light trail of kisses down my neck, as we continued to make our way to the kitchen.

We got to the kitchen as Jay turned me around in his arms, and pinned me up against the fridge, his lips finding mine, his tongue probing its way into my mouth. His hard body pressed against mine, as I felt the fire began, just like it did whenever he was near me. The kiss broke as we both gasped for air, his lips leaving a light trail across my face, and down my neck as I spoke with a shaky voice "We can't start this now….unfortunately". Jay's eyes meeting mine, his bottom lip hung out as he gave me a puppy dog look when he spoke "Why?", I smiled as I cupped his face with my hands as I captured his lips in a gentle kiss, before I spoke against his lips "Don't you have a previous engagement?" I remember he sent me his schedule before I flew out so I would know when to plan my flights, and so I had a rough idea when our free time would be. Jay smiled at me before glancing to the clock on the microwave, he saw the time before resting his forehead against mine "yeah, I guess" he spoke sadly as he let me out from against the fridge. I smiled, he really was just too damn cute, I spoke "Hey, don't act all sad, you love going to work!" before giving him a gentle poke in the side, before I turned around and opened the fridge, to get the ingredients for the breakfast I was about to make. I heard Jay speak "Yeah, but I love spending time with you more" he said before giving me a gentle pinch on the bottom, causing me to yelp and jump. I spun around to see him smiling back at me, as he made his way down the hallway to his bedroom.

I smiled to myself as I cooked our omelets, I heard the water running from the bedroom so I knew Jay was in the shower. I turned off the stove as I made my way to the fridge, I pulled out the orange juice, and while I closed the door, I actually got a good look at the photos on his fridge. I looked over the photos, one was a picture of him and his old tag team partner Adam. I hadn't met Adam yet, but I knew who he was, and I had heard many stories about the trouble they used to cause as kids. There was a photo of Jay, and what I assumed were his brothers and parents. His brothers looked just like him, and they definitely all looked like a happy family. My eyes scanned over the last picture, it was the picture that was taken of us that first night he came over the house. He "fell" on top of me and we laid there cheek to cheek as Jade took the picture. I smiled as I remembered the night vividly in my mind, I reached out and ran my fingers over the picture, accidently knocking it off the door. I set the orange juice down and reached down to pick up the loose photo, I picked it up when I happened to notice the writing on the back of the photo. When I read the words Jay had written on the back of the photo, it melted my heart but sent my mind into panic mode, my eyes reread the words "The day, my life was completed".

I couldn't help the thoughts that ran through my mind, I knew we were getting close, and I tried my best to not get attached to him. I don't attach well, and I knew deep down the more I got attached to him, the more it would hurt when it ended. Honestly, I didn't deserve a guy as good as Jay, he deserved so much better than me, and that was obvious. No matter the feelings I had for Jay deep down, I always assumed we would have some fun, then when he found someone better than me, he would move on, but now after reading those words, I couldn't help but think that I was holding him back, and that wasn't fair. He deserved so much more than that, and so much more than me.

My mind fought against my heart, I knew I had feelings for Jay, but my mind just kept telling me how I wasn't good enough for him. I was brought out of my thoughts when I heard bare feet walking on bare wood floors, I quickly put the photo back on the fridge as I poured the orange juice in glasses. I turned to see Jay walking through the kitchen butt naked, I couldn't help but smile as he stopped in the walkway, put his hands on his hips and posed while he asked "See something you like?" I couldn't help but chuckle as I spoke "Always, but I like it better when it's not leaving a trail of water behind it" I said sarcastically with a smile on my face. I was caught by surprise as Jay lunged at me, his wet body pressing up against mine, as his lips caught mine in a surprisingly tender kiss. The kiss broke, and as his arms held me tight to him, he shook his head, causing the water to fly off of his hair and get all over me. I squealed as I felt the droplets hit me, I said laughingly "You're getting me wet!", His action coming to a stop as he smirked before speaking "That's the plan baby", before capturing my lips in another quick kiss, then heading down the hallway and making his way into the laundry room. It was only mere moments before he returned with a towel wrapped around his waist. I smiled as he walked across the kitchen area again, heading back to the bedroom. This time he stopped in the middle of the walkway, turned to me and proceeded to open his towel, "flashing me" before continuing back to his bedroom. I yelled after him "Quit teasing me!" only to hear him yell back "You like it!"

A few hours later, I walked into the studios at Universal Orlando, Jay had to do some tapings for Impact that week, and since I had nothing else to do, I decided to tag along. We walked into the huge soundstage, and immediately I saw the 6 sided ring. It was a bit intimidating, very dark and kind of eerie as I grasped onto Jay's arm a bit tighter, as he lead me through the arena into the backstage area. Once we got backstage, the place was buzzing with people, we walked in the cramped hallways everyone saying hello to Jay as we walked by, I whispered into Jay's ear "Well aren't you Mr. Popular", Jay looked back at me with a cute smirk on his face when he retorted "Well, I can't help it if I'm likeable". We walked into a room, which had to be catering, superstars were everywhere, I glanced around the room looking at the different superstars. Jay led me to a table as I sat down, I looked up as I heard Jeff Jarrett call across to room to Jay. Jay leaned down and captured my lips in a slow kiss, our leaps disconnecting as he whispered against my lips "You gonna be ok here?" I smiled and nodded, as he captured my lips in a quick kiss again. The kiss broke as he said "I'll be right back". I watched as he walked through the tables of superstars, I had to laugh when he walked by the table that sat Angle, Nash, and a few others, and I heard Angle and Nash mocking Jay in a high pitched tone "I'll be right back, baby" both the men teased as Jay glanced back to me. I tried to stifle a giggle as Jay smiled at me before saying loudly " And if these guys bother you, you have my permission to hit them in the nuts", I laughed out loud, only to hear Kurt respond "I see how it is, she hits us in the nuts, while you lose yours!" Causing Jay to pop him the finger as he walked off, following Jarrett out of the room.

I sat at the table by myself for moments, I felt like everyone was watching me, I could feel the eyes staring into my back. I took my phone out of my purse as I glanced down and noticed a couple unanswered text messages, before I was interrupted by a deep voice. "So you're the reason that goofy smile has been plastered across Reso's face for the last few months…" I looked up and met the eyes of Kevin Nash as he took a seat next to me at the table. I smiled and slightly blushed as I shrugged my shoulders and responded "I guess…" I heard Kevin chuckle as I glanced back up to the large man seated next to me. "Jay's taken quite a liken to you" Kevin spoke with a smile, I smiled back at the man before speaking "Yeah, I don't know why…I mean he could do so much better." Kevin's face turning from a smile to a serious expression before he spoke "Why do you say that?" I ran my fingers through my hair as I released a breath and spoke "It's nothing", Kevin nudged me slighting on the arm before I continued " I mean look around, there are plenty of beautiful women that Jay could be with, but yet he's stuck with me" I said glancing down at my phone. Kevin reached forward and moved my face to face his before he spoke "Sweetie, I don't think he's stuck with you, He wants to be with you…" I smiled slightly as I spoke "He could do so much better, he deserves more…" I stopped as my mind ran wild with thoughts of the same nature… Kevin looked forward at nothing particular as he spoke "You remind me of my wife when we first met" he said with a smile, as he continued "She was convinced that I was gonna find someone better than her and move on…but to me…" he turned and faced me as he finished "She was and still is more than everything I ever wanted in a woman, a friend, a lover and a partner. Something tells me that Jay feels that same way when he looks at you" I smiled slightly, turning away from Kevin, only to have Kevin move my face back to face him "Don't let those fears make you give up on Jay…Don't let those fears make you give up happiness" I smiled large at Kevin. I spoke with a slight chuckle in my voice "Sorry for letting all this out on you", Kevin reached over and put his arm around me tightly as he spoke "I've heard I'm a good listener" I smiled as I nodded in agreement. Kevin stood up as he reached his hand down to me "Come on, let's get you something to eat…I don't want to get my ass kicked cause you withered away while Jay was gone" I rolled my eyes, as I let Kevin lead me over to the catering table. I filled my plate full, and followed Kevin to the table where Angle, Booker, Sharmell, and Eric Young were sitting, as Kevin made room on the bench for me next to him. I had a great time listening to the guys chat, I had to laugh as Kurt told a story about Jade's last visit out to Orlando, apparently my sister had made quite the impression last time she came out to visit AJ.

Hours later I laid on the leather couch that was in Nash's locker room, I was tired from the night before, and Kevin had offered me the couch, saying I could lay down for a bit. He wasn't planning on using the locker room tonight, because he didn't have a match. I laid on the couch, letting thoughts run through my mind, was Kevin right? Could Jay possibly see me as everything he ever wanted? How could he? I was nothing compared to other girls, the thoughts repeated in my mind constantly, the more I pushed them out of my mind, the more the thoughts got louder and louder. I closed my eyes hoping to get some rest, and soon enough I dozed off.